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FUCK YOU FUCK YIU FUCK YOU I HATE YOU I HATE ALL OF YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YIU YOU FUCKING SELFISH PIECE OF SHIT FUCK YOURSELVES YOU ARE ALL SUCH TERRIBLE LOWLIFE SCUM I HATE YOU

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I feel like people don't truly understand how I feel inside because I am so traumatized and angered by the things I've been through and no one I know has been through anything similar and it is absolutely ridiculous.

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nothing matters and I don't want to be alive anymore because everything is so painful

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I also hate seeing dumb fucking posts that are like "my mom deserves the world" or "if I had a million dollars I'd give it to my mom" like shut the fuckkkk uppp if I had a million dollars I'd never speak to my mom ever again why the hell doesn't the world ever validate abused children and young adults.... FUKK everyhing

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I hate my disgusting mother

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Kk

I wish I could slit my wrists and cut myself until I'm not alive anymore so that I don't have to live with these disgusting people they ruin everything I have inside and out they break my things I never have anything good enough because they don't care...there's holes in my clothes

I just hurt myself in so fuckig. Angerehsgehtsnd

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My dad is verbally abusive to my family and he has drinking problems and anger issues so normally he talks to himself a lot saying things like "I warned you, I begged you and you ignored me so now I'm going to fuck up your shit" or "you're all a bunch of lazy slobs and it's my job to clean up the fucking mess" or "you're all a bunch of fucking three year olds" or "I'm gonna throw your shit out" and honestly that combined with the fact that my mom just hit my dog makes me want to kill someone else or myself and I can't do anything except sit here and suffer my entire fucking life

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sometimes I feel like I was made to feel completely alone...just my personality type and environment and circumstances...I'm an infj, I've been abused most if not all of my life, I'm an introvert...it's like the way I was made was meant to be in isolation...God hates me and the rest of the world

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today at school a guy who i used to be friends with said hi to my boyfriend and i hate him so much the disgusting guy sexually assaulted an old friend of mine and hes a pathetic asshole and i just fucking hate that my college is full of old terrible people from my past...including multiple guys who sexually assaulted or harrassed their ex girlfriends and terrible ex friends who treated me and my bf like garbage....fuck community college honestly thanks

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things my disgusting shitty mother has said to me:

-you're a cunt

-you weren't supposed to be born

-you're such a fucking bitch

-if you want to kill yourself so much why don't you do it

-my life is worse than yours

-stop crying you're acting like a baby

-you're the reason I want to kill myself

-do you really want to die? Cause I'll kill you

-you don't know what it's like to be me

-you're just like your father

-you're so ungrateful

And there's plenty of more I'm sure that will sting

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my mom is a crazy bitch and I have never hated anyone as much as I hate her... right now she's going to use my car to run an insurance scheme which will inevitably lead to me not being able to go to therapy anymore...she doesn't care about me she is the most selfish, disgusting human I've ever met and I can't wait until the day karma comes back and hits her for all of the pain and suffering she has caused me...what a vile woman...

she has put me through so much. She has hit me, punched me, stabbed my father, screamed at me, tried to hit me with a car, tried to run us into a pole when I was in a car with her, pushed me to the ground, read through my texts, ripped my clothes while beating me, read my journal, broke my window, taken my clothes and shoes, and so many more abusive things that have ruined me inside and out, causing me to have anxiety everywhere I go and traumatic and suicidal thoughts almost every single day of my life. I absolutely hate her disgusting guts, and I can't leave this house for another year and a half. I hate her with all of my being.

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I want to bruise myself so badly but if I end up going to the fucking beach I can't have Vruises on my les but I need to hurt myself I need to hurt myself I need to I need for I can't s

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I WISH I WAS DEAD!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BRUISE I WANT TO BLEED I WANT TO BE DEAD I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE IN THIS HELL HOLE ANYMROE PLEASE STOP

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everyone is so selfish :(