sadrenard

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updates ig

school has been stressing me out sm that i dont eat :D its fun. 

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Hi! Time for my weekly breakdown! :)

I've been doing horrible lately. Like, eating a thousand calories a day horrible. Skipping workouts horrible. And I'm always thinking about eating!! I really dont know what happened, I was doing great before.

Still, I havent binged so thats good I guess. School is getting harder as the semester progresses, which is good. I dont have time to eat when I'm busy doing homework. I hope everyones week goes better than mine!

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grunge n pretty clothes

shit i want to look like this so bad

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yes i was gone, we shall not speak of it

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wow

99 lbs | 1.60 m

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self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

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😃

when did “it’s ok I can kill myself at any time” become my go-to method for dealing with minor stress

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Happy Lou is on a vacation, brace yourselves for angry Lou-

IM SO FUCKING MAD EVERYTHING IS BULLSHIT WHY DOES MY WEIGHT EVEN MATTER ITS NOT LIKE THEYRE ALLOWED TO SHOVE TUBES INTO MY FACE FOR NO GOOD REASON THIS IS ALL PLAIN FUCKERY.

In conclusion I have a major surgery coming up and they want me to weigh a certain amount by then. I hope everyone is having a better week than me! Thank you and bye bye! :)

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Plateau? Broken

Weight? Lost

Hotel? Trivago :)

I'm down about two pounds since the last time I checked, but I'm still mad about my lost time. Not to mention my lack of exercise lately, stupid school makes it so hard to do anything! Despite that, I'm going to continue trying to lose weight. I mean, summer is coming in a few months, I can fight it out!

I hope everyone has a great week!

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I've plateaued. ;-;

I've been the same weight for almost two weeks now, and I thought it was just water weight but it's definitely not just that. This is really annoying, I feel like I'm doing all this for no reason now.

As discouraging as it is, I'm not gonna give up! If anybody has some tips or something please feel free to mention them :)

Have a good day everyone!

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Another update yay!

I'm down another pound but it seems too early... might just be water I've lost. Idk I'm trying not to get too hopeful yet. The things I mostly eat now are tuna salads, oatmeal, clementines, and bagels. I know bagels are refined carbs and blah blah blah but they taste yummy.

As for exercise, I still burn 200 through cardio and 50 through other exercises. I plan on starting a core exercise routine soon!

I hope everyone has a lovely day today :)

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Guess who lost another pouunnddd!!

kinda proud of myself ngl. i hope all of the lovely people reading this reach their gw soon <3

happy valentines day!

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Someone ask me questions! I need to distract myself

P U R E A S K S

Do you have siblings? How many?

What was you favourite toy as a child?

Last thing that made you laugh

Last thing that made you cry

What traits do you like about yourself

What’s your last text that you sent (do not give any context)

Dream place to live?

Favourite quote from a tv show

Favourite quote from a movie

Last person you called

First app you check when you wake up?

Is there anything in your drafts/queue

Favourite school subject

What high school stereotype were/are you

Do you think your teachers liked you in school?

Favourite article of clothing?

Fashion fears

What is one skill you want to learn

Have you learnt anything in self isolation

Have you fulfilled any goals you had for 2020

Any goals for 2021

How much do you think you fit into the description of your star sign

What would you say your aesthetic is?

You can change one physical trait about yourself what would it be?

You can change one of your personality traits, what would it be?

Finish the sentence : “My favourite thing about tumblr is...”

What is the last assumption you made?

The last mistake you made?

Would you rather live in the Sahara or Antarctic

Favourite animal

What is ‘your’ emoji

Last thing you bought that was so bad that it was good

Something you bought but were never able to wear because of covid

What is the best piece of advice you received

Is love something that scares you?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

What would a romantic partner say is your best quality?

What does the person that is physically the closest to you right at this moment mean to you?

Favourite place to be kissed

Last person you had a dream about?

Kinda stupid but... cupcakes or donuts?

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Ugh today's off to an awful start!

I got hungry this morning so I gave in and had a pudding cup. That was supposed to be my desert for the day, but my mother handed me a melting ice cream cone and urged me to eat it :(

I ate a bit and then walked off so she wouldnt see me flush it down the toilet. I feel really bad about eating it. Like a total failure.

I have 132 calories left for the day, and I plan to burn 350 with me exercise later. Overall, it's not irreversible damage but I feel bad anyway.

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haha same

someone: “what are you into?”

me: lowering my cw in my bio