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I made the emotions a Christmas outfit each in Gacha Club! :)

What do you think?

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Hello 👋

Please take a moment to read my story.

I am Heba Al-Dahdouh. I currently live in the completely destroyed city of Gaza. Since the war on Gaza began on 7/1/2024, my family- my father Nasif, my mother Asmaa, and my siblings Khaled, Ahmad, Muhammad, and Malak-have been living in constant fear, crying, and suffering due to shrapnel, shells, and bullets.

We have no food, no electricity, no cooking gas, no schools, no homes, no cleaning supplies, and no clothes. Our house was completely destroyed. My school has been bombed, and my brother Khaled's university is now rubble, depriving us all of education. The war has forced us to live in displacement centers, which are just tents unsuitable for living, especially in winter.

Every day we live death, terror, and panic a thousand times because of the ongoing bombardment of my city. The war has killed more than 50 of my relatives and neighbors. At the start of the war, we sought refuge at my aunt's house, but it too became rubble. Imagine: we have survived imminent death more than 20 times and have been displaced among shelters more than 13 times. My siblings and I have suffered from many illnesses due to malnutrition, and we need medication continuously.

If we stay in Gaza, we might lose our lives. Recently, we have been seriously considering leaving Gaza for a safe place. However, travel costs are extremely high. We need over $50,000 to leave Gaza. Due to exorbitant prices, rampant unemployment, lack of security, the ongoing siege, and relentless bombardment, we have lost all our money. How can we live in such insecurity, with constant shelling and shrapnel flying above us? Dear compassionate friends around the world,

With your generous donations, even if small, you can save 7 people from imminent death, allowing us to start a life outside Gaza filled with love, peace, and hope.

With my warmest regards from the city of Gaza,

Heba Al-Dahdouh.

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Credits: - Sadness and Anxiety Gacha Life 2 designs in the Snapshots were made by @exactlygachadaniela - The "Get to know my OTP" template was made by oakwolves. Here's the link to the empty template: "Get to know my OTP"

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I played Truth Or Dare with two of my besties, and I dare both of them to draw a Sadxiety pic, but each with a different action. One was dared to draw Sadness and Anxiety kissing each other, and the other one was dared to draw them both holding hands. Both of them had to draw them in three minutes. My besties didn't mind being dared to draw these. I like these very much! ^-^

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Happy Halloween, everybody!

This video above contains tons of blood and some little bit of self-harm, that's why I made it restricted!

Well, although I usually don't really celebrate Halloween like today. But I do like to do something special for that day. This video is especially a Winx video, but it is also a little bit Inside Out topic.

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In a windy day of autumn, Joyxieness sit on a bench made of "galvanised steel with eco-friendly wood-veeners and some expansion screws borrowed from Riley's second auntie"!

I have made Joyxiety and Sadxiety pictures for the past three months on both my @joyxiety-shipper5423 and @sadnessxanxietyblog blogs separately, but it's unbelievable to say that it's my first Joyness public picture as well!

CREDITS as always:

Joy, Sadness and Anxiety Gacha Life 2 designs were made by @exactlygachadaniela.

Everything else were drawn by me, both analogically; with Sharpie pens, water colors and colored pencils, AND digitally; with gimb.

The "galvanised steel with eco-friendly wood-veeners and some expansion screws borrowed from Riley's second auntie" meme from the title was originated by Home Design on YouTube and especially on TikTok, lol

How do the love-birds (🤭) look like without the shared scarf? :

Just a fun video of me playing around with leaves:

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Why do I use the "galvanised square steel" phrase all of the sudden?

Well, here are the answers...

It's a meme! XD

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Hey guys, can you guess who will be sitting on the bench made of galvanised square steel with eco-friend wood-veneers and some expansion screws borrowed from Riley's second auntie? I guess you can already guess just from the colors, right?

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I realised something... Oof, I used to make Anxiety bigger than Sadness as well! Gaaaaahhhhh.... Waaaaaaaahhhh! 😭 lol

But oh well, now I learnt from my mistake. Now I know and I even made a comparison post of their heights less than a month later. :)

This comic was inspired by the following reference in the thinking bubble (Original drawing by @sweepswoop_ on twitter/X).

I made that "comic", because I thought, I wanted to make an original inspiration to the referenced comic.

I kinda believe that it may be a bit out of character for the both emotions, but I don't really care at the moment. I kinda wanted to make this "comic".

Of course I still ship Joyxiety a lot and my username will stay true, but I also want to post something else though. This picture doesn't necessarily have to be a ship pic, it could also be a friendship pic, but I still tagged their ship-name anyway, cause why not. Although I'm gonna be honest, I do kinda ship them as well, but only as crush besties. Their ship is the truly underrated one, whereas the Joyxiety ship has gotten a lot more popular now. The Joyxiety ship is no longer underrated anymore, it is now in the middle of underrated and overrated, I'd say. I'm glad and I appreciate it getting more shippers! :D The same with Joyness, although it might have been going since 2015 or later now. (although I'm not neccessarily crazy about the ship though, but I also consider them crush besties for the sake of the Joyness shippers.) Sadness' main and only love partner is and would be Embarrassment (at least for me at the moment). I will explain my definition "crush bestie"/"crush friendship" in another post. So yeah!

I am still going to keep my username the same though!

Sorry for the rambling though... 😅 My Anxiety was getting to the better of me though, but I'm not mad.

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Galvanised square steels (sh-, I realised something) with eco-friendly wood-veneers (I don't know if they even look environment-friendly-) and some expansions screws borrowed from Riley's second aunt. 🤣

Anyway, this bench will be used in my upcoming bigger project and the ret of parts of the bench will be put together! The project will be a ship picture and the ship will include three characters, all of them in love with all each one of another. Can you guess it?

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My updated, personal ship-rating.

The S catagory is about my OTP ships.

The A catagory is about the ships that I love.

The B catagory is about the ships that I like.

The C catagory is about the ships that I'm neutral towards.

The D catagory is about the ships which I prefer to ship platonically for my reputation's (especially my future one's) sake. I'm sorry for triggering some of you, but I prefer to be safer than to be sorry in the future. You see, I come from a community (it is the Vyond one) where people love to jump into conclusions, love to bring up people's past, secretly love to cyberbully people who make mistakes (especially stupid ones) and also don't want to give other people chances to redeem themselves. That's when my Anxiety comes into action. Now would prefer to not vent more about it in this post, because it could contain guilt-trips and I'd prefer to avoid that… Now the D++ section is my OTP platonic-ship, the D+ section is about the platonic ships which I love and the D section is about the platonic ships that I am pretty much good with.

There may be some ships, which I might feel guilty for even shipping and for being neutral towards that certain ship, but no-one should have to feel guilty for shipping something different. I do feel bad for one certain rare-shipper, I hope to god that she wouldn't feel guilty just for having different ship-feelings from mine! I hope to god that there will be more people who would also ship the ship, but I'm also confident in it getting more attention sometime in the future. All we all got to do is to be patient. :)

Anyway, now it's time to tag all the ships (except the ones with Envy and Nostalgia) so far. I'd want to calculate 8 over 2, which makes 28, meaning I'd want to tag the 28 ships (both underrated/overrated ones and even the ship/s that I may be personally uncomfortable with), lol.

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I'm pretty sure that doesn't only happen in the Inside Out community, but also in many other communities, lol. Would you agree?

Of course not every shipper of the popular ships are like that, thankfully. :D That's why I wrote down "some shippers".

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!!!

🙏Please donate a small amount that may save my father's life, only 73€ left to buy my father's treatment, his doctor's appointment is tomorrow, please do not ignore my message and do not hesitate to help me❤️‍🩹

Account No. 8 due to repeated deletion😭💔

✅My campaign is verified by: @gaza-evacuation-funds

As I said, I can't donate at the moment... But I do pray that you get enough donation to save your father!

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Hi, 👋

My name is Samer Abu Ras, and I am reaching out to you with a plea that comes from the deepest desperation, but also from a place of hope. My wife Shorouq and I, along with our three children—one of them just a baby—are trying to survive the unimaginable horrors of war. We have lost everything, forced from our home with nothing but the clothes on our backs, and now we live in a fragile tent, moving constantly in a desperate search for safety.

Our eldest son, Qusay, has been fighting his own war since the day he was born. He was born with severe heart problems and has already gone through multiple surgeries in his short life. But his condition remains critical, and he urgently needs continued medical care—care we cannot provide in the harsh, unforgiving conditions we are in now. His fragile health, combined with the constant threat of war, leaves us with no choice but to reach out for help.

We need your support. Whether it’s a donation of 105 kronor or whatever you are able to give, or even simply sharing our story, your contribution could be the lifeline that helps us escape this nightmare. It will allow us to get Qusay the medical treatment he needs to survive, and give us the chance to rebuild our lives, to protect our children’s future, and to find the safety we so desperately long for.

I am sorry if my appeal seems repetitive or intrusive, but our situation is truly dire, and I have no other choice but to keep asking, to keep hoping. From the depths of my heart, I thank you for taking the time to read our story and for any support you may be able to offer.

With deepest gratitude,

🙏 Samer and Shorouq’s Family 🌷

So far I am only able to share your story. :(

I really hope to god that it will get better for you all eventually... 💛🙏

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Happy first anniversary to Super Mario Wonder!!

It has been one year now since the game has been released. It is one of my most favourite games of all times!

Credits...

Mario, Luigi, Peach, Daisy, Toads, Toadette, Yoshis and Nabbit were designed by me with Gacha Life 2

Prince Florian and Talking Flower designs were drawn by me by hand

Wonder flower: https://sonic-nexus.fandom.com/wiki/Wonder_Flower

Poplin: https://mario.fandom.com/de/wiki/Poplin

Super Mario Wonder fonts that said "1st anniversary" was made by BlueToad-10 on Deviantart (click "BlueToad-10 on Deviantart" to visit the site!)

Background from a Super Mario Wonder playthough

Edited with Gimb and PowerPoint

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Inktober 2024 Day 15 "Guidebook"

Manuals can be fun

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My therapist asked me to create something “motivating” so I made these.

lol.