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text: this system uses it/they pronouns collectively

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I am having a dysphoria breakdown but I don't know why. this is terrible. I only put the binder on to help and now I don't feel like I can take it off

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I got a mullet

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might be getting worse. anyone know anything I can distract myself with?

struggling w/ sh urges n etc. but now I'm aware there's at least one other person in the body who also shares these urges so any ideas could help both of us.

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today was very everyone is here right now hello

watched markiplier most of today!!

Rose says hi btw :) (she uses she/her)

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//tw sh

slowly discovered that I'm a sorta host in a system (will delete if I find out that I'm. not actually) and a certain alter who I'm not gonna name actually sh'd and I had to watch. in the last two days they've done this twice. I hate it. I hate it. it feels so bad not being able to do anything but I hope they're okay becuase if anything it's almost aimed at themself and while it hurts our body, it hurts them

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i'd be much happier right now if i could grow paws, run into the woods, and be myself for a little bit.

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My wolf ears are coming in 2-6 days I'm so happy!!!

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To anyone who followed for the sad posts, they might go slightly away because I'm vaguely recovering

I'm like 8/9 days clean too!!

((update on the 12th Nov. Its not 9/10 days clean anymore,, but I'm gonna do my best to get back there))

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I wish I could be a wolf, this human body isn't what I'm used to.

Can't wait until Christmas when I get a tail, my ears were ordered so they'll be here in less than a week. Tail is on the Christmas list :((

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(via What type of wolf are you? (Wolf therians!) | White wolf)

im pretty sure im a therian!! specifically a wolf/arctic wolf

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Gonna try the butterfly method thing.

I drew over the butterfly and censored where the sh would be

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Thanks @14-hetheyxe for the offer but personally I don't really like talking to those I don't know full on about my struggles (it feels more personal when your not vaguely posting it thinking no one will find it)

I am trying to get better :D but sometimes there's setbacks, and I even found a funky lil way of coping with sh urges which worked for a while :))

(it's making small fake knives out of the tiny wooden sticks I stole from a Costa a while ago, and then painting them!! I even have a paint that looks like blood so that helps too :)) )

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(if I reply, it goes to my main account and I don't want it to)

Thank you @casandraspoems, I am genuinely tearing up while reading this over and over. I'm trying to get help but it's hard sometimes and kind of weirdly, a stranger on the Internet saying "your cuts are valid" has helped me a ton, thanks

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I'm getting worse

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I can't go deep enough

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Back into an unhealthy mindset wooooo /sarc