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Olindias Formosus (Flower Hat Jelly)

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for a long time I was wondering how Seb gets into room with his size, but during today's run I noticed a bloody big hole in the ceiling how tf I didn't notice it before

welp here's a rough doodle of what I have in mind

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I saw a cool poster and wanted to draw it!!

Reference poster

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HOW DOES YOUR MUSE HANDLE EMOTIONS?

Bold what usually or often applies. Italicise what sometimes applies.

ANGER

jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY

easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

SADNESS / CRYING

bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates & processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT

shame, blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self-deprecating humour, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT

avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

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"i'm not easily impressed by people, but you're stronger than i gave you credit for." - from Jin!!

SENTENCE MEME BALDUR'S GATE 3 / PART TWO

"You've got a weird eye for strange beasts then." The comment is offhanded but not at all made in annoyance. As far as Sebastian was concerned it was the simple truth. Most hollows looked like weird freaks, arrancar came in many shape and sizes but not once did he meet one that looked like him. His size alone made for an intimidating figure, much less the rest of his near otherworldly look. "Well it usually keeps the freaks away, I'll give it that."

Sebastian flicks his wrist, shaking drips of blood off his claw like figures. Usually he resorted to simply using his firearm to fight. Today, he was caught off guard. Having to resort to more brutal tactics, beating, tearing, ripping apart his enemy was enough to subdue the threat.

It had made a terrible mess, however...

"You don't look like a freak yourself buuuuut," his attention turned to the snowy haired man, Sebastian bright eyes study him, "I know better than to trust a normal looking fella. I take it you're not quite 'normal' if you're praising something like me."

Never one to beat around the bush, Sebastian did find there was a tinge of curiosity within him. Who was this guy and what did he want? Couldn't have been wares, only his fellow arrancar sought him out for that...

"I take it somethings on your mind but I'll put a stop to one. I'm not that strong, not enough to earn that kind of praise. I just do what I need to survive. If you're looking for a fight, I'm not looking to provide. I already made enough of a mess for one day, you get it?"

A bit of bark before his bite, that always threw the odd threats off. He didn't want to produce his firearm if he didn't have to, but if push came to shove...

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saw you fighting those slimy bastards. (from vee!)

SENTENCE MEME BALDUR'S GATE 3 / PART TWO

Fin like ears twitch, the sound of the voice alerting him to the new presence. With a scowl still on his lips, Sebastian lowered his shot gun before allowing his shoulders to relax. This wasn't the first time it had happened, surely wouldn't be the last. Though he had let the other experiments out to run amok down here, it didn't mean he was truly safe.

They had minds of their own and like he, most held onto a rage hotter than the flames of hell.

Sebastian, however, took a deep breath before he turned back to the expendable who had spoken to him. A smile tugged at the corners of his lips, threatening to show off sharp teeth.

"I try not to make a habit of that," he answers with ease, clasping his hands comfortably before he leaned over the woman before him, "not all of them are bad you see, but they all can be a little...Ornery from time to time. You know how it is. Probably."

She'd made it pretty far down as it was, so surely she'd already encountered some of the Anglers, maybe the Wall Dweller, or the Eyefestation. If so, it was impressive she'd made it this far.

"I don't believe we've met, and for that my deepest apologies," a deep sounding chuckle left his throat, almost mocking in nature, as lower body shifted to turn a little fuller to the expendable, "my name is Sebastian. I'm usually only selling things to you and your lot, you know, the other expendables." He wisely left out the part that most of his wares were looted off the corpses of people like her who did not survive. "You know, for the surviving and all that. And that seems to be right up your alley, making it all the way here. Ah but, I'd prefer to continue this conversation elsewhere if you don't mind. I don't want to make a mess of the halls any more than I already have."

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"Always be positive and look at the bright side of life! I won't but you guys should" ( x )

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SENTENCE MEME BALDUR'S GATE 3 / PART TWO

we were running for our lives.

you led them straight to us.

ah, backstabbing. feels just like home.

this woman saved your pathetic life.

anything to save yourself, you coward.

arrogant prick had it out for me from day one.

coming back to this hellhole was a mistake.

i'd rather face another round of goblins than stay in this pit.

whatever your business, i'd see to it quickly.

you're brave to walk around without hiding your heritage.

we've known enough grief this tenday.

saw you fighting those slimy bastards.

it ain't much, but it might make a difference.

you'll need every bit of strength, trust me.

there isn't a bit of color in those cheeks.

even on a good day, half the camp acts like a bunch of screaming brats.

i'm tempted to smack them all on the backside.

you aren't gonna shoot me — your hands are shaking.

you're better than this.

those words could be your last.

i can't do it, i'm not like you.

i don't need you to be like me.

could just be good luck, but sooner or later it's bound to run out.

lives are at stake and the cowards only care about their bloody rituals.

those dirt-kissers would let us die.

i'll go where i please.

rare and intriguing on a day already packed with intrigue.

there's no overstating my disinterest.

i was concentrating on not dying.

you've proven your authority, now prove your mercy.

let's just clear the air about that now.

it's just an old wound that hurts me from time to time.

it's just something i have to live with.

what is youth if not a time to be forgiven for one's transgressions.

putting a child on display like that was monstrous.

she wasn't innocent, but that doesn't mean she was guilty.

our hospitality have its limits and they were crossed long ago.

you seem like a good soul.

you deserve a chance to save yourself.

you can't cure what you don't understand.

doubt we'll be safe here for long.

he's back with his tail between his legs.

you're the first bit of good faith we've had.

his confidence is an asset.

i thought we had something special.

i'll spend my evenings lounging here while you do all the hard work.

be wary of false promises.

more riddles from my resident jester.

i speak only what requires telling.

finally, some good fortune.

this could be our last night together.

we could find somewhere discreet right now.

brambles on bare skin aren't as fun in practice.

i can't afford to tire you out.

will this little adventure of ours be over?

will you miss me?

you've been to hells and back.

i'm not easily impressed by people, but you're stronger than i gave you credit for.

i am pretty impressive.

i was leagues away.

i just need to get some air, clear my head.

the moonlight shines warmly on us.

do you think me so sheltered?

something's special about us.

i'll not gamble our lives on people who are as good as dead.

if something happens to these people, it's on us.

i suggest you do as she says.

the last time a subordinate questioned my judgement, i ate tongue stew that very night.

you ought to reconsider keeping her around, before she causes real trouble.

if you've finished scowling at me, what comes next?

you ever scare me like that again, and i'll feed you to a gnoll.

i don't make a habit of threatening children.

i'd thought one like you might understand.

when a threat makes itself known, you remove it.

you showed great mettle.

you will do more than speak.

this tale ends but one way.

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still can't believe that the one game that would actually make me create a roblox account was about deep sea experimental horror. i mean yes i can believe that but also how did this happen i've not touched roblox in my life. i uninstalled that game from library computers man how did this happen lmAO

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"Well, you coulda fooled me." Sebastian offered a shrug, his third hand following with the same motion, though still notably held that of a shotgun. Smoke rose from the barrel, though he did not aim to shoot the arrancar again. "I warned you once; it's all you get. You're lucky I haven't thrown you out of here by your throat!"

A disgruntled groan leaves his mouth as he tucks the firearm away, hidden for another time. While he was not exactly pleased with the figure in front of him, he couldn't very well actually make good on the threat either.

Not when deals could be made, advantages carved for later freedoms.

"But," Sebastian speaks, the annoyance still edging his tone but not as it was before, "I can overlook it just this once. No harm, no foul." He folds his hands, then his third arm hangs to the side just in case he would need to draw a weapon again. "I'm a forgiving guy, you see. And a good friend too, if you need one. Of course, all within reason. A you scratch my back, I scratch yours kinda of thing, you get it?"

After all, a good diet of info from the inside was always a treat. Sebastian, in turn, could offer supplies found within the wastes of Las Noches whenever he was needed. For an aquatic arrancar, he could go to places no one else would be able to manage.

And what was the harm in making more friends?

"It's up to you of course," he purrs leaving all hint of prior aggression behind them. Serpentine body sways slightly as he leans forward and towers over the other before he finishes, "I understand if things like this aren't up to par for one such as yourself." // continued from

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( i know i dont have any pressure muses listed on my doc rn but i do have an oc , so thats why i followed! )

Hey there! No worries, I try to be open to those where I can and I love to see ocs! Thanks for popping in and following while I get this blog all started up!

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being real i'm not the biggest fan of making a character more aggressive because something something fandom is rabid, BUT to a lore point kind of get it and it can be justified that sebs being used as a toy for experimentation doesn't do great for ones own agency. like it's funny to mess with npc's in games i totally get it, but there's a point where seeing them stand up for themselves equally is just as good if not a little jarring.

it won't make people do it less, or love him less, or want interact with him less, but it does add humanity to his character that he deserves, especially so if he would come to view himself more monster than man.

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He didn’t like that :[

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indie sebastian solace from the game pressure. semi-selective and open to crossovers and original characters! mult-para writer but can do short form if needed. be aware mun is in their 30s and full time employed! I will not be here all the time!

carrd.