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sometimes we hit sometimes we miss

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Yoo i love ur sc man

thank youu

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Do u make beats?

yes, i do.

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anyone on your mind?

yes

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your music is whack

i know

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what tf you doin out here lookin so damn cute for

don’t let my shell fool you. i’m ugly inside.

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i know you say the love is gone but do you love anyone right now?

Love is a strong word. I admire other humans personality’s, interests, ideals, and passions. But it’s hard to get to the point in life where Love is even a thing… for me at least. I am so damaged that i doubt i could let anyone in, and once they see who i really am, i’d probably just end up pushing them away or scaring them away. I don’t feel like i have anything to offer anyone. So yes, the Love is gone.

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Short Story About A Town

I got like 1 million ways I could plot this,

I could go left, I could go right, fuck this.

Looking for some ways to go become a Martian.

Got real tired of my ex bitch, starting shit.

Sitting there posted in a parking lot smoking,

Middle of the road I don’t know where I’m going. “I don’t know where I’m going, so I stay smoking.”

Hit this lil blunt, then go write a Fable.

So many damn problems, Yes I feel unable.

Could loop my whole life, run it back on some cable.

Tried working, tried coping,

still I’m unstable.

Looking at me down bad go ahead, try it

Guarantee your ass end up suiciding.

There’s no motherfucking goddamn hiding,

In the end sir,

We all end up dying.

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pointless

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The Midnight Vanguard - by me

Sometimes life ain’t got shit going in it.

Got me riding round like I am on a mission.

One way that I know to go and get it.

Ghost every body I don’t fuck with anybody 

Hating everybody is a motherfucking hobby.

I’ma set a bomb in the motherfucking lobby.

Cause when that thing comes rising all around me

Ima take it straight to the motherfucking ground E I’m on this shit like a mission 

I don’t give a fuck who you kissing 

It’s everybody I’m dissing 

Yeah every corpse that I’m pissin 

It’s based off intuition 

I took some blades and some missiles 

The way I know to solve issues After that you need tissue 

And it depends on the venue 

Different people gon feel you

And others they hate you

Don’t nobody want date you

So I go raping?????

Wait retract that statement!!!!!!!

I don’t know what I am saying. I’ma pack all my hate into a fucking cigarette. 

I’ma spin the wheel of death. 

I’m a take it to a nest.

I don’t give this shit a rest

Over use it till I fell

Mother fuck a wishing well

I’m a ride this road to hell that I'm on Alone in the valley,

I don’t know what I am doing 

I done gone and lost my pursuit and,

Really just a lost full man.

Overused tool can.

So go head and shoot me

Followed by looting.

Asking what was I doing so you discard my body

I don’t deserve anybody

Im gonna rot on the pavement 

That shit right there is a statement

What I do lately?

Had regret since a baby

Acted to shady.

Never could keep a lady Sometimes life ain’t got shit going in it.

That’s why it’s up to you to go and get it.

Riding around the valley when I should’ve been dipping,

Caught in your quicksand then started slipping.

Fuckers like you be the first to get faded.

All of that bullshit stay over rated.

Hive mind fuckers gotta stay so sedated 

Only time I care is when the blunt gets rotated. I guess I’m too jaded.

You see like as of damn lately.

I’ve taken mental vacations.

To different lands and some places.

I had a wife and a baby. 

I tend to dream that shit daily.

I ruled the land as a king.

The sun shined down upon me. So you move forward

Right through the door bruh

It’s just me and some cobras

And we getting to know ya.

For some hour long torture 

And see yeah I ain’t no doctor 

But sir your not looking well

Extract your heart go to hell Does my name ring a bell?

See I am the guy that rebelled

I jumped right off yeah I fell

But they know I fought well

My avant garde is the spell

I fought the demon cartel

I’m on that new age pastel I see her face in my dreams

But she does not look at me

I’m asking why don’t you see.

A man that wants to be free.

Me you and kid makes a three.

The thought it feels me with glee

Now I’m sitting like damn

I don’t know even know who I am.

Asking what was the plan.

Am I even a man?

Things that I can’t understand 

Stuck with my face in my hand

Escaping tarnishing lands

From the time, winds and sand

The Midnight Vanguard, is just who I am.

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salem 2024