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i though for so long I was better than all of this, but I somehow go back to this state. I don't want to be depressed but somehow i make myself like this and I hater this

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Does anybody have any Italian YA books to recommend? I study italianistics, and I'm trying to find some intermediate reading that won't bore me to death 🙏

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The only thing my sister and I talked about after watching the movie. Love those cuties 😌

Married people behavior

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I hate being stood up, it feels so dump, like Ur stupid for getting hyped about an outing, but like literally why can't people just be decent and inform others when the change their fucking plans.

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I got motherfucking blackout alone in my room, on a fucking Tuesday. This might be a sign from God.

Even so, ignoring it, already made plans with my girlies for tomorrow night. Sorry God, worst case I'll just take the L on Friday morning.

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Born to be a ditzy teen, forced to come back to a mad house every week and worry about my crazy siblings and crazier parents

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Also I almost failed a whole semester bc of atyd, listened to it on yt (because I'm pretty much illiterate at this point), while I was supposed to be studying for an exam retake, and got so sucked in, that I finished all seven years and the war in a week, than got depressed and proceeded to still not study. Luckily I passed (by the skin of my teeth, literally barely reached the required 50%), but not before I had a mental breakdown and started researching my options. Anyway let it be a public service warning to all students: never read fanfics while studying, especially not when you have no options to retake what you're studying for 🙃. Don't be like me.

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Something that I feel should be mentioned more often , is how in atyd Remus is such a genuine academic slay. Look at him go slaving away in the library, maybe not always for all the right reasons, but still. Talk about almost-a-little-bit-maybe-half healthy coping mechanisms - he might be tormented by God's will in every other area of his life, but at least he gets his homework done. Such an icon, an academic fucking bazooka.

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I think I might not be cut out for university...

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Literally how the fuck do u study I'm pretty sure I don't know how to study they didn't teach it at school am I just supposed to read and absorb the knowledge bc if yes that's so fucking boring what the fuck I think I may not be made for university life or my brain is like gone I'm pretty sure I'm actually fucking stupid I can't take it anymore somebody please put me out of my misery I literally just read a single page and I feel like I'm going to explode with boredom fucking hell I can't take it I'm dropping out or actually i'm going to be kicked out cause I'm gonna fail I had so much time why did I start now wtf is wrong with me the exam is literally tomorrow actually no there's two exams tomorrow I think I'm dying