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rottingattheseams · 7 months ago

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I know I told God I wanted you back in my life. Not like this. I was doing so well before you came back. I was done mourning you. I wasn't crying. I was smiling. I was happier with God. I wasn't smoking, or drinking, I wasn't on any drug. I was eating. I wasn't sporadically getting sick. It's you. I get so sick to my stomach when you're around, I get heat flashes and chills. I get headaches. I get so nauseous, it makes me want to vomit. I remember the good times, and how far we've strayed from one another. Now you devalued me, disregard my silly little emotions as they are met with silence. You ignore me. That's what makes me sick. You're making me sick, but I can't stand the thought of you leaving.

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rottingattheseams · 7 months ago

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I know I told God I wanted you back in my life. Not like this. I was doing so well before you came back. I was done mourning you. I wasn't crying. I was smiling. I was happier with God. I wasn't smoking, or drinking, I wasn't on any drug. I was eating. I wasn't sporadically getting sick. It's you. I get so sick to my stomach when you're around, I get heat flashes and chills. I get headaches. I get so nauseous, it makes me want to vomit. I remember the good times, and how far we've strayed from one another. Now you devalued me, disregard my silly little emotions as they are met with silence. You ignore me. That's what makes me sick. You're making me sick, but I can't stand the thought of you leaving.