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my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

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Hihi! my @ is the same as my tumblr user! 'kamisokay' but I've always been a private account I think I robably just looked suspicious?? 🥲

hi yes i see you now i have no actual clue why i wouldve blocked you but ive unblocked you now!!

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crd nya___x0 on twt

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Do you block priv accounts that follow you on twitter ? T__T

I rarely do if i blocked you it was probably because you upset me in some way i dont remember I block a lot of people randomly if you tell me your @ i'll see if I have you blocked

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maybe impulsive spending is ok

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hi yall i recently made a purchase

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i need this so desperately...

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bpd culture is holy shit please sexualize me but also coddle me but tell me how stupid i am but tell me how special i am i wanna hurt so good because of you but youre so nice please never leave

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quick upload for file hosting blegh

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my boyfriend thought the was something wrong with me because i was face first on the ground when he entered the room...

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today I had therapy and I've decided that I'm not going to break up with my boyfriend I was just freaking out and scared to experience change and unknowns

My therapist told me it's ok to not understand everything about how I feel towards my boyfriend since the relationship is so new

I am definitely still scared I'm not good at communicating and I don't want him to see my disgusting parts like my disorders but I've been told that taking a risk and facing challenges is good

But I am so scared I'm terrified beyond myself that thinking about it as I type right now makes my stomach churn and my throat close

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I'm so exhausted beyond belief I drained myself out between hanging out with my bf and having classes

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Having BPD is wishing the people who hurt you miss you like you miss them.

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‘i’m tired of feeling like i’m fucking crazy’ hits close to home rn

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Darling Dance choreography on ytb!

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oh to own this sweater... my dream

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