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satan couldnt get to rin so instead he created shidou 😭

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week two without shidou animated… starting to lose hearing in my right eye and taste in my left ear…

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go follow @saeclipse my writing blog 😕😕

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gosh i love putting rin through the ringer 😈

making myself cry w my own fic was not on my bucket list…

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peak writing

less doesn’t always mean lukewarm.

☆ sae x reader ^^ (gender not mentioned)

★ fluff or smth, no bllk au

☆ reader is described to have a lot of distraction problems, quick thoughts and random prompts stacked in their head, idk how to explain it i just had this feeling today so i wrote this with emotions tethered to it

notes: based off an experience i had today, except i was spiraling alone + the ending derailed and became SHIT tbh😕

tapping your pen against the pages of your barely touched notebook, you blink as your mind wandered to random places.

what time is it? did you ever submit that report? what does TGIF mean? is modern art actually ugly? did you ever clean out your locker? does it actually make sense to have the metric system? is moving to north pole for the penguins THAT bad of a life plan?

your train of thought was on a roll to say the least, stopping at short term stations, new random and shortsighted ideas and "plans" for side quests pinging in your head.

the notion was quick and swift in your head, twitching your facial muscles ever so slightly as you hopped on one cloud to the next. it was all quite minimally amusing to you, but it certainly wasn't for your study partner.

"stop that."

click!

"stop what?"

you straightened your posture, stopping your pen fidgeting, rolling your eyes to the face in front of you.

"making dumb faces, you haven't even written anything down." sae sighs slightly, you keenly notice the little wrinkle that imprinted itself onto his brow.

then your attention pays itself to the words he just said, you look down at your paper and sure enough, the only markings on your page were little dots that were the outcome of your no-thought-shuffle of your fingers.

you couldn't help but frown a bit, pursing your lips in slight disappointment at the lack of writing done.

at your silence, you could just feel the damn sigh that was stolen from sae's figure, that only dampened your mood a bit, tilting your head lower.

you repositioned the pen in your hand, now in the position of writing, your eyes dragged themself against the table, clawing and resisting as your vision was overwhelmed with words and symbols.

the textbook's big paragraphs made you think and process, like a loading screen over your head, engulfing yourself in mumbo-jumbo, losing yourself in the walls of text.

maybe after rereading the same sentence for the nth time and writing down a singular “the” you already feel drained.

noticing your overwhelmingly heightened distress, sae calmly closes his book and shuts off his laptop silently.

you see his neutral look on his face as he’s gathering his things, you can feel your stomach drop, was he already that annoyed?

you bit the inside of your cheek.

you couldn’t blame him.

so you keep your head and your field of view low as the events played out before you. they come and go, your study partners, your peers.

you gripped your pen a tiny bit harder at the thoughts, now bubbling up from the dark crevices of your heart. doubt and shame inking your insides as it immobilizes your lungs, you could feel your heart-

“what are you doing? come on”

? you look up at him.

“come on stupid, we’re going on a break, we can’t get shit done if you’re like this.”

his words are blunt, but they don’t hurt you, they’re just pointing out the obvious.

he’s being stupid about being nice.

but you don’t hesitate to pack your things too, although you feel his eyes on you as you do so, you don’t feel the weight of pressure.

the weight of needing to check yourself, how you’re perceived, how you’re supposed to be acting. he’s just, observing you.

and so you pack up and follow him out, he takes you to an area that’s slightly more populated, no longer in the library, you’re in the courtyard. he gets you a snack from the vending machine, and opens a bag as you open your mouth.

letting the long stream of thoughts out, sae answer minimally, it was all you really needed, some simple answers for some simple questions.

“what time is it?”

“1:45pm.”

“did I ever submit that report? ”

“you can check now.”

“what does TGIF mean? ”

“thank god it’s friday”

“is modern art actually ugly? ”

“up to you, artists won’t care”

“did I ever clean out my locker? ”

“we don’t use them anymore.”

“does it actually make sense to have the metric system? ”

“americans are stupid.”

“is moving to north pole for the penguins THAT bad of a life plan?”

”yes.”

neither of you really kept track of time, not that either of you bothered to. sae only looked at you with that blank face of his, and your mouth kept moving.

sae knew that this was taking more time than if he had just stayed at the library with you.

but he knew better.

he knew that bitching to you to fix your attitude can’t help with the situation, so why worsen it.

he rather see you being comfortable and “wasting time” rather than being shackled to a task when you’re obviously not mentally into it.

long story short: if it means you’ll be less lukewarm, he’ll take it.

★ 終わり☆

holy shit why was that ending so bad 😢

tags: @tofumiarchives @rinitoshiplzdateme @fishii28

@shrii-kk

@reapkusho @ac3ss @tired-xyra-urstruly

renaissance is such a pretty word btw

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pxg is my favorite out of all the nel. not because theyre (arguably) the best, but the shenanigans that go on in the dorms must be the most chaotic…

like bastard munchen is crazy but isagi is too passive off the field to cause out of pitch chaos with kaiser

barcha is just otoya bachira and lavhino vibing and having fun

but pxg… you got rin and shidou who undoubtedly HATE each other, zantetsu who blindly supports shidous idiocy, charles whos… well hes charles and is bsf with shidou, and a 17 year old for a coach…

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js posted on ao3… knees weak… vision blurry… extremely anxious

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shidou the type of person to pick up a random “dog” on the street and raise it… and the whole time it was a hyena…

Sae: What the fuck is that?

Shidou casually petting the animal: What? You never seen a hyena before?

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i need drabble ideas 💔💔💔

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muahahaha its my birthday

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IDK WHO YOU ARE BUT I SAW ITS UR BDAY TODAY SO HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN LIFE HAVE AN AMAZING DAY <3

guys please i might cry… THANK YOU

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I LOVE YOUUU MWAH WMAH MWAH

THANK YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY POOKIE WOOKIE @rinitoshiplzdateme

ILY MIA RAAHAHAHH GAVE A SIGMA SKIBIDI DAY HOPE YOUR WISHES COME TRUE :333

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headcanon zantetsu is shidous closest friend in pxg behind charles because he knows zantetsu will trust everything shidou says

one time shidou convinced zantetsu “puto” means pretty and the next training session zantetsu was calling everyone “puto” the whole time 😭

+ bonus: rin doesnt say anything cause secretly he finds it funny too

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everyone like this IMMEDIATELY.

shidou as your boyfriend headcanons for the one and only @shidousprincess <3

boyfriend! shidou who met you through sae at the u-20 after party after playing against blue lock (and losing). you were chatting with your friends, doing nothing but sitting still and being pretty, and he fell for you right then and there.

boyfriend! shidou who doesn't care if you take too long to get ready for a date. he's taking just as long as you are with his hair and eyeliner (which serves so much CUNT)

boyfriend! shidou who lets you wear whatever you want outside, reassuring you with the words, “don't worry sweets, i can fight.”

boyfriend! shidou who purposely makes you look sexier for halloween and boasts you in front of everyone, only for him to brag that you're his and he's yours, and no one else could have you or him.

boyfriend! shidou who kisses you when wearing lipgloss to look as girlbossed as you. he wants that “sexy, confident girl” effect for him as well, you can't be the only pretty one, he needs to catch up!

boyfriend! shidou who literally worships your body. you can never be insecure under his watch, he's busy pampering whatever part of your body you're insecure of, whispering gentle reassurances that you're gorgeous no matter what others think or what you think.

boyfriend! shidou who'd read all your works on tumblr and follow your account under anonymity just to scare you with “your fic about that one guy was super cute. do you wanna cuddle while reading it together?”

boyfriend! shidou who can turn emotions on and off like a light switch based off your emotions. you're sad? he's not joking around until he sees a smile gracing your gorgeous face.

boyfriend! shidou who greets you with a bear hug whenever he sees you. either when he comes home, before he goes to a game, or in public.

boyfriend! shidou who has you as his muse for painting. he'll paint you in the styles of picasso, monet, you name it! he's so enamored with the sight of you in real life and in his paintings. he hangs those paintings on his bedroom wall.

tags!!

@reaper-in-reverie @fishii-writes @tofumiarchives @motchilyn

@shidousprincess @waffledforbreakfast @sl-vega @loghoonie

@lakeside-paradise @thebestsetter @ac3ss @meidiary

@stretchyyonko @egoistars @i-am-so-strange @starizzm

@4attagirl @rinitoshiplzdateme + everyone else!!

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the random urge to write a ryusae racer au fic😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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I don't give a fuck who the best striker in blue lock is, I just want to know if Shidou and Sae hooked up that two weeks off from Blue Lock.

Miss me with that Barou is better than Shidou shit.

Did they fucking kiss

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i need a blue lock baseball au where its LA dodgers instead of japan u20 and its the world series not the u20 world cup

yes this was inspired by the recent world series and yes i am a dodger fan

also dodgers = blue

blue lock