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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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maybe...maybe theres a proper explanation on how I IMMEDIATELY fold for nagumo from sakamoto days as an active hirofumi yoshida enjoyer

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— This Is Going to Hurt (2022) | dir. Lucy Forbes, Tom Kingsley

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just got an irreversible emotional damage from listening I'm Your Man by Mitski for the first time

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Past Lives (2023): dir. Celine Song.

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You let Gojo borrow a pen and he spreads a rumor that you’re dating

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i have two exams tomorrow and all I could think about is dream of the endless....it isnt funny anymore.

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if we put one therapist, regulus black and megumi fushiguro on the same room,

the therapist would take ONE look one them, exhales, cried silently for like 20 seconds, and then just leave the room

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no because I have never, ever, felt like I've been portrayed by a character before I came across this megumi panel about how he hates both bad people and overly good people

of course I hate bad people, theyre proud of inflicting pain to someone. But overly good people? I despise them too. The way they're justifying all kind of bad deeds, like theyre ALL supposed to be forgiven, like all of you goodies dont deserve to be hurt and angry, like people doing bad things is normal, like youre telling others that being angry isnt right even when they treat you like shit.

most of all, I despise overly good people because they seem to have peace even when they're being hurt.

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(Im sorry i need to get this out of my system) lockwood and co is my new obsession and HELP ME i cant stop thinking about the parallels and resemblances between kaz brekker and anthony lockwood I AM SO SICK swnd help. The way theyre both CLEVER AND RECKLESS??? GOAL ORIENTEDD? lockwoods here for the spotlight and brekkers there for the krugers.

they BOTH in fact have soft spot for their GIRLLLLSSSS‼️

lockwood's "asset" and "i believed all of it" is the SAME as brekker's "investment" and "there's no one like you" i am LOSING IT send help.

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you miserable, pathetic, idiotic, self-destroying, incapable of making wise decision being... [affectionate]

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you know what. I think my life would be so MUCH easier if I had shane's entire bravery and personality

Shane’s at it again

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never thought I would ever find comfort in a ghost hunting series hosted by two full grown up men who claimed that they loathe each other

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keep those series/movies/books with the pathetic emo male lead coming cus that's the only thing that's keeping me alive rn

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one day, one day I will be reading chainsaw man manga with yoshida hirofumi as the main reason why