#AND IT HURTS
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Wheres that hc of the pendragon bloodline being wrought with madness - dementia/alzheimers or whatever??? arthur surviving into his old age and his mind beginning to deteriorate and he grows anxious and fearful of everyone around him because he can’t recognize them. merlin being immortal (and able to look however he wants) just stays looking like his twenty year old self which arthur latches onto and spends most of his days with merlin who jokes around as if they’re prince and servant again and arthur laughs as if they’re prince and servant again. merlin caring for arthur all the way to his last day where he grows cognizant again and merlin sits on the edge of his bed and holds his hand while arthur smiles weakly as he knows what merlin has been doing for him and thanks him before drifting off to sleep and finding eternal peace at merlins side
#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#arthur pendragon#merthur#wooooow#made myself cry with this one lol#enjoy :D#dementia#alzheimers#headcanon#head canon#hc#angst#the angst is real#and it hurts#but its so sweet#aauuUUUGGGHHHHH
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i know i said this already but i just wanna thank you for all the love in 2024. you guys made the end of the year so special for me with all the support on kinktober / riddlemas. writing for tom the way i am has been a dream of mine since i started writing, considering i’ve simped for that man for nearly a decade so thank you all so much for giving me that outlet, for pushing me to go for it, for being so encouraging and loving and supportive through every setback along the way. 🤍
this is like a super long ramble just to essentially say that for now, i’m gonna be taking some time off fic writing. i truly burnt myself out and certain things have just drained me of any remaining inspiration. to everyone who has genuinely supported me without ulterior motives know i love you and i hope to be back.
with that being said, i may use my alt account to write for other fandoms in the meantime. take care of yourselves xo🤍
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The way Dennis, at 30 years old, still has to make sure he doesn't share his desires or talk about his dreams around Frank because of what he did to them as kids. He was having fun with Charlie and Mac, making a vision board, dreaming like a kid again, and Frank managed to catch a glimpse, and managed to make him feel like he did as a kid, once again reminding him he's still stuck there.
#iasip#a very sunny christmas#sunny scripts#reminder the christmas episode is technically right after extreme home makeover#its 411 and christmas is BEFORE 5 in terms of writing and filming#like. god.#very intentional#and it hurts#okay?
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The beginning of good bye
#horizon zero dawn#hzd#horizon zero dawn remastered#hzd remaster#hzd remastered#Rost#hzd rost#papa rost#ugh#trying to get as many pics as I can#he looks so good#and it hurts#so gotta give you all the feels too#lmao#screen shots#first post of 2025
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Is it better to have gotten a goodbye or to have gotten nothing but still be separated by the spectre of your shitty father, that's what I'm contemplating in this Chili's this morning as I drink from my Christmas coffee mug that my mom gave me 😭
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Aaravos and his grand plan
Hi everyone, it's my yearly apparition on Tumblr after s6 finally being released. Hope you're all doing okay since last time I was here :D
Hehe! (... sorry I only ever come here every 7th tuesday of the month T.T)
So! Guess you'll have noticed our dear Startouch never actually said anything about his "new purpose" after that trial and its ghastly conclusion, and I'll also guess you (like Terry) can already say it's not something pleasant.
I mean, we all knew, to some extent, that he had to do what he was doing for a "good" reason. I think I remember saying (ages ago >_>’’’) that if he really wanted power, he could have taken it or something. Or more likely that it was uselesss because he already had that power : he was respected, powerful, practically a god amongst mortal.
Now we know why:
First, we have a motive, the cutest little bean ever :
(the art guys! The ART!!! Leola bring adorableness to new hight and Aaravos is such a dad and it hurts my poor heart u_u)
(also, I'll totally admit I had many ideas but I really didn't see that one coming. I should have, this IS a story about relationships, especially between parents and children)
Second : he acted the way he did, only moving from the shadows, always pushing others to do what he wanted, very probably to avoid triggering the eyes of the cosmic order. They're all about seeing the grand scheme of things, the general picture (Callum's book and also their arguments during Leola's trial are proof of it). Aaravos more than anyone would know their flaws, especially them missing tiny little details.
Anyway! We can guess that whatever happened with Luna Tenebris, Queen Aditi, Sol Regem and a lot of other people was either for vengeance, or, at the very least, a way to remove potential obstacle in said vengeance. And I'm impressed with his way of killing two birds with one stone, like we saw with Sol Regem : Aaravos made him kill his own mate, allowing him to avoid being noticed/reprimanded by the cosmic order by interfering, AND ensuring a hard vengeance on the archdragon (because losing someone you love is hard, learning you killed them yourself is worse).
(We'll have a minute of silence for Mr Witness and the hell of a price he paid for what he did... and we'll remove at least 50 seconds because I had HOPE for him, when he refused the Sun Seed to heal his eyes… and then he went about healing his wings and I thought “Just go die already!” And guess what? He did!)
But now, what about his "new purpose"? His Grand Plan?
Ooooh, nothing, really...
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Well, guys... everything is the title.
I mean, the title's panel!
What?
We learned with the last episode that, apparently, stars can fall, nah?
And in our dear picture above, we have a LOT of stars falling, don't you think so?
#the dragon prince#the dragon prince season 6#spoilers#the dragon prince spoilers#Don't read it if you haven't seen season 6#Aaravos#Leola#The Cosmic Order#Sol Regem#He dead#and he deserves it that damn lizard#Aaravos grand plan#Aaravos scheming#now we know why#And it hurts#Terry is worried#I don't know if he's right#The cosmic order should be
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✨Fiiine boy Friday ✨
Hey Nicky you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind hey Nicky hey hey Nicky🎶💕
Anywhore he's bbygrls design (of course I'm biased)
Here's your reminder that Nick was the star player in both timelines💕
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#nick close#nicolas foster#nicky freeman#the man of a thousand names#and i love him more with each one#this finally got ne to draft up some more of nicks tattoos which was fun#cant wait to see if people make any of their own headcanons based off ny design#esp about the tattoos#also yes i always give young nick and morgan matching dyed streaks#its cute#and it hurts#what are you gonna do about it#also yes this shirt exsists#star player nick#shouting NICK is way easier#i dunno darryl i could see#NI#CO#LAS#see exactly#thats what henry said last time we had this conversation#trans nick close#come on fuck me emo boy#slutty waist#TM#noah does art#its always nick guys im sorry#character design
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Someone said ‘to truly love another person is to accept that the work of loving them, is worth the pain of losing them’ and this have been on my mind lately.
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I just wish the sport itself would remember its a an extremely dangerous sport, not a fun little hobby, not a movie, not a nettflix show, its not a spectacle, its a sport with high risks. take it seriously, it deserves that, the people working deserve it.
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I wish my bed wasn't empty
#i miss them#the people i cared about#who i loved#who are now just#not really a part of my life anymore#i miss what we had#i miss their touch#i miss their warmth#and it hurts#it hurts a lot
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Tw - venting, you dont have to read this
I'm so sad and I don't know what to do because I don't wanna talk about this with people ik so I'm just gonna vent to tumblr. On new years night my mom and dad was arguing and I included myself in it bc I was trying to defend my mom because my dad was in the wrong but he kept acting like the victim and being a narcissistic shit and I guess he got butthurt because I was on my mom’s side and not his and since that night he hasn't been speaking to me that much like AT ALL and its so frustrating because I think its so immature that a grown ass man is acting that way and I just don't know what to do about it and I'm trying my best to think from his pov and just say that I was being too harsh but I literally wasn't, I was being very reasonable so its def not my fault but its still so sad because idk why he has to act like some little boy and not speaking to me???
Also don't get me wrong my dad isn't the worst person ever, I still love him and he's good to me and whatever, its just sad about how immature he is in situations like this. Like you're a grown ass man why are you doing that??? Like you're not talking to me bc of that?? Bc you're wrong?? And I was pointing it out??
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is engaging with western trans people and rereading their posts about how HRT and top surgery is making them so happy again and again a form of self harm?
#god i want it so bad#im so jealous it actually physically hurts#because what do you mean#you get to put you hands on your chest and feel it flat#you can feel the changes of t?#your face is masculine#you can do all this fucking stuff#and im so happy for you#but god why am i torturing myself with theses posts.#im probably never going to live like you do#and it hurts#it hurts#fuck#ventpost
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Just on here to say:
“I Love You, I’m Sorry” by Gracie Abrams is about icemav
#sorry but it’s true#like it’s SO PERFECT for them#and it HURTS#icemav#top gun#top gun maverick#top gun 1986#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#gracie abrams
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I’m feelin’ yuck. Have my face
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no, but dean expecting a "reward" for stopping the apocalypse, but what he got was "my brother in a hole." like, I understand that dean being there for sam was vital for him to overpower lucifer and jump into the pit, but that was ALL sam's work. Sam was the one whose reward for saving the world was spending years and years being tortured in hell.
#also cas saying to dean “you got what you asked for. no paradise. no hell. just more of the same”#and it HURTS#spn#supernatural
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Does anyone else think about breaking up with their self-ships? Like scenarios for when, how or why it might happen and for how long. Whether you remain friends or cut each other off completely, and if fate will bring you back together later?
#I’ve just been having a lot of thoughts about this lately#like breaking up with Bakugou because things aren’t working no matter how hard we try#conflicting work schedules paired with external factors trying to pull us apart#he thinks I’m safer— better without him#and there’s nothing that can change his mind#so we go our separate ways and it’s hard esp when we share the same friends#having to be together at gatherings when you’re not really together#and it hurts#maybe we both try other relationships but it’s not the same#and maybe it’s years until we rekindle#but somehow the love is still there and it’s just as strong#idk the falling in love again trope hits so hard I love it#like just knowing there’s no one else in this world for you?#and even though years have passed you still find each other
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