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morning hungry just hits different like i swear i could do this all day

but then as soon as i decide to have a snack everything goes off the rails and i wanna eat everything in sight ;-;

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I'm either not waking up tomorrow morning or tomorrow will be hell

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I'm begging y'all I need to lose weight so bad can anyone help me stay committed I know how to do it andale it fast but I can't commit because everyone is against me

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I've gained so much fucking weight I want to rip all my libs off and I hate my hip dips

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I've gained so much weight kill me

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I can't sleep even though I have wake up for work in less than 3 hours because I'm starving lol

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It's got to the point eating is harder than starving, I didn't eat Saturday I only had blueberries (bc my girlfriend begged me to eat) Sunday I ate around 1500 cals Monday (I was at my gfs house and she cried and begged me to eat) I didn't eat Tuesday or today

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My gf just said I'm getting really skinny 🫢🫢🫢

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I know it's bad for me but when I feel like sh I go on a walk to smoke cig@rettes instead

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Today's cals, (very high cal and sugar day)

Top half a of a vanilla long John ~300

Toaster strudel X3 - 1050

Unsweetened applesauce cup - 50

Ritz small sleeve -210

30 popcorn shrimp - 315

Total 1925

Miles walked 7.2 burned ~504

Water drank ~1.5 L

Left this week =3092

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15. I only eat chicken or seafood

Eh,nr

I used to be both vegan and vegetarian but I love seafood and chicken too much now

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Cals today

Chicken breast ~300

2/3 can of Green beans -48

Total: 348

Water = ~1.5 L

Miles walked=7.3 ~520 burned

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14 tbh probably 90 but I wouldn't be able to do that for over a year because I would be emitted bc I have a history of ana so rn I'm aiming for 115ish as my ugw til I move out

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Cals today

9 gluten free nugs-324

Green beans- 70

Fruit cocktail-210

Shrimp and avocado sushi-330

Total- 984

Miles walked 10.6 ~745 burned

~2L water

Left this week 5365

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13 unhealthy

I was fasting then I ended up binging and gaining all the weight back and more but 3 days back into restriction and I'm back to 128 so bleh but I overexercise and restrict so it's unhealthy

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12 depends on the day but usually either chicken or fish and peas and fruit lol I also do love me some bagels but I put too much cream cheese on thats why I'm fat lol

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Cals today

9 gluten free dino nugs -324

Can of peas-210

1 Japanese watermelon gummy- 17

Low carb monster-30

Pineapple fruit cup-70

Total 651

Miles walked 10.1 = ~710 cals burned

Water consumed > 2L