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Just to keep everyone updated, no Valentine's day fic this year either. Sorry, I had the story planned out and everything but my writing motivation has been seriously tanked.

Still planning on getting a story out this month, so hopefully there's that to look forward to. The askbox remains open as always - hey, if you've got short and sweet Valentine's ideas maybe I could get one or two of those out, but no promises.

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Oh also I should say, not dead, just slow. New fics coming this month hopefully, askbox is always open.

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The pain of being a writer instead of an artist is having fun little ideas you want to share but only being able to do so in text when an image would be so much more succinct.

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Pinned post update:

Removed rapid weight gain (got a few ideas for it, always open for more but I've got some stuff to work with)

Removed Christmas and New Year's stuff for obvious reasons

Added sissy stuff (been on the mind lately)

Added general ABDL stuff (i just like it)

EDIT: to anyone curious, I'm always open for any kind of ask at any time, don't feel like I'll only do stuff from that list. It's just an FYI on what's on my mind at any given time.

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public diaper TF requester anon here. I LOVE IT THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH ALSO JOHNKAT HAS BEEN MY OTP SINCE FOREVER THIS HAS TO BE THE BEST COINCIDENCE IVE EVER HAD. im going to bookmark it so i can come back and reread it a trillion times im so happy

Aaaa, thank you so much for this response!! It means a lot to know people like the stuff I write, especially the stuff I write for them specifically.

It's surprising, but I don't think I've ever written JohnKat here before! It's one of my big ships, and I think the two of them have a really great dynamic for things like this, where John cajoles or steamrolls Karkat into whatever brand of shenanigans he feels like.

Thank you so much for taking the time to tell me this, I hope you continue to enjoy the fic! I'll upload it on AO3 soon so it's easier to read and download, and please let me know if you'd like to see anything else in future!

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could you do a fic with underwear or diaper TF where the character wearing said underwear/diaper is in public or just around other people? any characters will do i dont mind :3. i miss your writing and i hope you're doing well!!

I flipped a coin on whether to do diaper or underwear, since I like both of them, but if you want more of either direction feel free to ask!

Sorry for the long gaps between uploads. It's personal things, I won't get into it, but I'm hoping to get more out in the new year. Thank you for the kind wishes, and for the request - I always find it easier to do things when I know other people are looking forward to seeing it.

Please let me know what you think!

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Karkat decided he was going to stop opening his door when John came around.

"I can hear you being a grump, you know!" John chirped, far too happy for the situation at hand. He was standing in Karkat's front hallway, admiring himself in the tall mirror hung up there. He grinned at his reflection, setting his hands on his hips as he swivelled from side to side. "You're being way too stuck-up about this. I think I look pretty good, right?"

His shorts were currently in a pile around his ankles, leaving his waist completely exposed. Instead of underpants, he wore a thick adult diaper that rustled with each movement. The plastic was a pale shade of grey instead of white, with the red tapes serving as a splash of colour for the garment. John's beaming smile didn't fade as he took in the sight, reaching with one hand to pat the diaper's well-padded front.

Beneath John's hand, in place of a wetness indicator, a cartoonish depiction of a troll's face stared out. The face's bushy eyebrows were drawn into an exaggerated furrow to compliment its deep frown, almost a pout. Flecks of red were barely visible in its eyes, and a pair of small horns peeked out from a head of fluffy black hair.

Scratch that. If John came around again, Karkat would just punch his lights out.

"Wow, you sure are mad about this, aren't you?" John asked blithely, giving Karkat's printed face another teasing poke. Karkat's senses filled with the sound of crinkling plastic as he felt John's finger depress almost to the first knuckle into his body. "Sorry Karkat, but once I had the idea it was too good to ignore! And obviously you're the most fun to do these sorts of things with."

Knowing John could somehow understand what he was thinking even though he lacked a mouth, Karkat couldn't find it in him to soften his feelings at all. John had a history of idiotic and nonsensical pranks, but this absolutely took the cake. As if it wasn't bad enough to be made completely inanimate, John had to make him into something as stupid as a diaper, and then wear him too?!

John had the gall to laugh at Karkat's frustration, though he returned his hands to his hips. "Of course I did! I couldn't do this to you and not wear you, are you kidding? You look so cute, and I look cute wearing you." He kept swivelling his hips, humming to himself as he looked in the mirror. "Hey, do you think you make my butt look big?"

Twisting his hips a little further, John peered over his shoulder to see his backside in the mirror. The padding was thick there too, enough that the square shape of the insert was visible despite the diaper conforming to his body's curve. Across his butt was printed Karkat's symbol in the same bright red as the tapes, large enough to be visible even from a good distance.

Christ, he did make John's butt look big.

"Haha, thanks!" John patted his own ass, causing yet more crinkling and internal cursing from Karkat, before he straightened his posture. "Okay, well, enough staring at myself! I've got things to do."

John bent down and forward, grabbing his shorts off the ground and pulling them back up his legs. Karkat was sure they wouldn't fit around John's waist with him in the way, but maybe he was over-estimating his own size; John got them up all the way, and only started to struggle when it came time to button them up.

It was then that John's words finished registering. Things? What else could John have planned?

"Oh, I didn't tell you, right. I only came over here today since your house is on the way to the mall. Dave and I have plans to meet up there, so I have to leave pretty soon to be there on time! Don't worry, I'll lock the door behind me."

Karkat's mind reeled. John was going to go outside while wearing Karkat? Not only that, he was going to meet people they both knew?!

"Relax! It's not like I'm going to moon him or anything!" John talked right over Karkat's panic. "Nobody will even know you're there, once I… get this… button… wow, Karkat, did you have to be this thick?"

Rustle rustle rustle. Karkat was all too aware of how loud he was as John pulled at his pants button, compressing his padding against the inside of John's shorts. Eventually the button fit through its hole, causing John to let out a sigh of relief and leaving Karkat only able to stare at the dark khaki scant millimetres from his face.

Outside the confines of his shorts, John was getting ready to leave the house. Inside, Karkat could only wonder how obvious he might be to a casual observer. He could feel how tightly he was pressed against the seat of John's pants, the pressure shifting and changing with each step John took. Was he being paranoid, or was his padding just as visible even with another layer of clothing in the way?

"Definitely paranoid," John said unhelpfully, giving his backside one last pat. "I'm going to stop talking to you now, okay? That would definitely give you away!"

The front door opened with a click. The pit in Karkat's non-existent stomach grew deeper.

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As it turned out, the only thing worse than being teased for being a diaper was being ignored as one.

Karkat could feel every step John took, could map his actions to the changing press of John's shorts against him. But true to his word, John didn't say a thing to him once he left the house. Karkat could fume and rant and demand all he wanted, but there was nothing he could do to make John actually change his mind.

It was hard to hear anything over the crinkle of plastic that came with every step. He might've been able to tune it out, except that every time he heard another pair of footsteps or the murmur of voices, he became hyper-aware of just how loud he might be.

That worry only grew as the thrum of voices became louder. John stopped for a moment, tapping his foot, and Karkat could only imagine him waiting for the mall's automatic doors to slide open for him. Sure enough, a second later he was moving again, stepping into somewhere filled with voices and footsteps and all manner of people who could quite casually bump right into John from the worst possible angles.

John gave his hip a pat, over Karkat's waistband. It wasn't reassuring.

Wading into the thrum of people, it was only another minute of torment before John raised his voice. "Dave! Hey, over here!" He called out, shifting his weight more onto one foot. Karkat knew John must have been waving, drawing more careless attention as he called out once more for Dave.

John stopped moving then, but Karkat wasn't left in anticipation for long before he heard a second familiar voice. "Hey man, you good? You look kinda distracted, could'a cancelled if this was a bad time."

"Huh? No, I'm fine! Sorry Dave, I just have a lot on my mind. I came here straight from Karkat's house, he always gives you a lot to think about, you know?" John shifted his weight again, and Karkat realised with alarm that he was going in for one of his inane 'bro hugs'. He heard the clap of someone's hand on someone's back as John leaned his hips towards Dave too - felt the front of his body compress slightly more as Dave returned the gesture - heard the louder rustle the disturbance caused from him -

But Dave didn't register the noise at all, pulling away in his own time. "Yeah, I get you. How's he doing, normally Kat's blowing up my phone this time of day."

"Oh, he seemed kind of busy when I left, so maybe that's why?" John covered easily, though Karkat could hear him laugh under his breath at the deception. Karkat just fumed. "He was pretty deep in one of his projects, I wouldn't be surprised if it kept him wrapped up all day."

"His call," Dave agreed easily. A moment later the two were walking, side by side if Karkat was tracking Dave's voice right.

"So what did you want to do today?"

"As much as you wanna do, I guess. I figured we could shoot the shit around here for a while, maybe hit up the arcade, see a movie or something? Then when we get bored we could head back to my place, play some shitty video games and get some take-out for dinner."

Fuck, what?! Karkat had assumed John intended to hang out for an hour or two, but the way Dave was talking about it, this sounded like a goddamn all-day affair.

John put both hands in his back pockets, a smile in his voice as he replied. "That sounds like fun! Hey, maybe we can turn it into a sleepover too, I don't have anywhere to be tomorrow either."

No, absolutely no way. Karkat was going to be turned back before the day ended, if John knew what was good for him. He was still listening, right? Karkat was putting up with enough bullshit as it was, he wasn't going to be stuck like this overnight too!

"Sure, man, whatever you feel like," Dave agreed once more. Karkat felt John's fingers squeeze into his padding, almost able to sense the smugness rolling off of the gesture.

"Great! Then you lead the way. It sounds like we have a lot to get through today."

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Hi again! After I sent the first post I remembered that months ago I actually made some sketches for "Blow-Ups And Blow-Outs", and I'm still in a drawing mood so today I dug it up and finished it. (Fair warning I referenced other weight gain art but I didn't save the originals so I can't credit. If you ever see art that looks suspiciously similar to this that's why LOL.)

Oh my god! Again, thank you so much, this made my day all over again. It's probably obvious from my work that I love bottom-heavy builds, and this really hits the mark for why I like that sort of thing.

Thank you for sending this to me, and I hope you have fun with your drawing mood!

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Hey! I made some fanart after reading your fanfics. Technically I started drawing after reading the sadly discountinued "Atkins got nothing on me baby" on AO3, but I read your "Midnight Snack" and "Blow-Ups And Blow-Outs" multiple times before that, even though I'm not into the fart and scat stuff. Karkat is my favorite character to watch struggle LOL, but what really did it for me in these 3 fanfics was the different combinations of unawareness and humiliation and loss of control, other characters taking advantage and making a joke out of him, him not realizing how much his body changed until it's too late... It's great.

In this drawing I was thinking of it being the start of the meteor trip, end of year 1, end of year 2, and end of year 3. What sitting around snacking and watching movies for 3 years does... And of course him getting defensive about it and denying it's a problem until it's too late. Canon story wise the meteor would be the first time in his life he would be allowed to get lazy after all. But really the drawing could be anything. Happy holidays!

Oh my goodness, thank you so much! It means a lot to get art like this, and you showed the progression of his size and demeanor so well!

I'm glad you liked my stories even if the content wasn't all to your tastes, lol. I agree, I LOVE watching Karkat struggle. It's so much fun to humiliate him, and to let other characters get enjoyment out of his difficulties. It's a shame Atkins got discontinued, I wasn't aware of that happening. I was looking forward to seeing it continue. I guess that happens sometimes, I mean, I have fics that are meant to have sequels that it's been years waiting for.

Karkat blowing up on the meteor trip is choice, I love it a lot. With nothing to do, no immediate worries about his security, you're right that his weight would turn into a real problem. I bet he'd notice pretty quickly that he was gaining weight, but the second someone else mentions it to him, he digs his head into the sand and insists that he can't possibly be fat, shut the fuck up. Only for that ignorance to come back and bite him a few dozen pounds later.

Happy holidays to you too! I hope you have a wonderful new year.

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Merry Christmas to my followers! Apologies for no seasonal upload, but I'm working on some things to post in the hopefully near future.

The askbox remains open for requests and discussion.

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Hey, to the anon that just sent in a request: don't worry about getting very specific! I don't mind it at all.

It does make it a bit more variable when I'll get to your request, as I have to be in a more specific mood, but personally I'm fine with receiving both more granular requests and more open-ended ones.

I'll do my best not to keep you waiting too long, but I can never make concrete promises on turnaround or motivation, and I will say I have other things planned ahead of that request in the queue. Still, thank you for sending in your request and don't be a stranger!

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Got a reply on one of my older posts about it, but since that one's a way down I thought I'd mention it in its own post for a few more eyes on it.

Someone mentioned wanting to see underwear TF from me, and I'm more than happy to write that! It's actually something I've wanted to do more of for a while, so if you'd like to see it, feel free to send in an ask. Characters, scenarios, styles, designs, my askbox is open!

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Finally got around to making a pinned post. Basically just a launchpad for this blog and a place for me to say what I'm currently most interested in.

Hopefully I can come out of hiatus properly soon. The creative ideas are starting to flow, but I can't make any promises yet about output or consistency.

(Also, text adventure isn't dead, just on a huge hiatus. Sorry about that, I have plans for where to go with it when it comes back on.)

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So, finally making a pinned post.

Hey there. I'm reallygrossstuff - you can call me RGS, or Argy. My pronouns are they/them. I've been writing in some form for over 15 years, and I've been uploading my fetish stuff here for over five now.

I write about a lot of different things. The majority of my stuff is to do with ABDL or fat fetish, but I also write transformation, hypnosis, and other kinks. I almost exclusively write for Homestuck, but I've also written a few Deltarune snippets and I'm considering a few other fandoms.

I also run the blog @gross-text-adventures for Homestuck fetish text adventures. That blog is on hiatus right now while I deal with creative issues, but neither adventure on there is dead as of writing this post.

My askbox is pretty much always open, both for conversation and requests. I can't guarantee that I'll do your request, and if I do then it might take a long time to get to, but I'm always interested in hearing new ideas and suggestions.

Current things I am extra interested in receiving requests about:

Asks to do with inanimate transformation

Asks to do with sissification/sissy aesthetics

ABDL asks

Asks to do with Karkat Vantas or Jake English

Don't be afraid to send asks about things not on this list! I also have a Ko-fi you can send tips to, though at the moment this is only for showing extra support.

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Hm... do a lot of people follow me for inanimate stuff? I haven't written it in a while, might be out of practice. What do you like seeing people transformed into?

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Shame that I didn't get anything out for Halloween, sorry about that. Writing is still really fickle, but I'm working on it.

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i feel like rose wouldn’t like ballet (her mom made her) but she’d still be good at it, but jade would love doing ballet

I think that's fair! I don't generally have a lot of headcanons about them, but I do think Rose wouldn't be the sort to actually like performing, whether or not she enjoys watching ballet. I'm less sure about Jade - I feel like she'd definitely like dancing, but ballet in particular is less certain.

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HEY WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? LOVE UR FICS

Thanks, glad you like them! My motivation to write is extremely all over the place, not to mention my IRL commitments, so I haven't been able to upload as consistently as I want to. Rest assured this blog isn't dead (and neither is the text adventure), things will return when I'm able to.