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gay band name idea: aphrodyke

(pronounced: aph-ro-dyk-ee)

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long winded poem about icarus:

i am dared to dream

as the water reflects the sky

and leaves visions of olympus

i am dared to dream

looking down towards the sea

the land of crushed hopes

and choking dark pits

where despair overtakes you

and you are lost to the sway of the waves

a place often forgotten

by those who only remember my flight

i am dared to dream

when the space between is so narrow,

it makes me nauseous

when i look forwards,

and see a slit of blue sky

between the ocean and the heavenly above

that will get narrower the further i go

i am dared to dream

as i look skyward

and see the golden light above me

i know i cannot go

yet i am drawn towards it nonetheless

it is inevitable

whether i look up or down

i know i cannot escape my fate

why have you forsaken me, father?

a life lost in an instant

and you did not even look,

until my body reached the water

why have you forsaken me?

to wear these wax wings

to see the potential above

and the perils below

and know that i cannot reach either

without securing my own demise

why have you forsaken me?

i have dared to dream and lost

my life wasted because of your mistakes

daedalus, why have you forsaken me?

but yet

i laugh in my downfall

i could have soared forever

and never tasted the sweetness above

my lips have been kissed by the eons

and my body held by the stars

but i could have stayed

i could have flown forever

remained in the narrow space between

and never seen the greatness above

you tried, father

you tried to warn me

but that taste was more important

my life was fulfilled in piercing the clouds

and seeing beyond

you knew, father

you knew it was too late for you to see

but that i still had a chance

you gave me the wings

told me the warnings

and i chose my path

where you could not

we escaped a labyrinth

a labyrinth i had only been in a short time

but one that you knew well

your life in service of one man,

mine in service of you

all i knew was what you told me

what i saw you do

but when i looked up through those clouds

i saw what i had never seen before

i saw everything i had missed,

in pursuit of pleasing you

i saw life

i saw life itself, father

she spoke to me

she told me what i would see

and as my wax wings melted,

i smiled

knowing i could have never achieved more

i’m sorry, father

but even in death,

life is more important than you in my eyes

and i hope that when you look at the sun in the day

or the stars at night

you will think only of me

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*walks in covered in kisses*

Watch out guys theres a weird trans girl offering to make out sloppy style with everyone

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it’s me, i’m the trans girl in this scenario

*walks in covered in kisses*

Watch out guys theres a weird trans girl offering to make out sloppy style with everyone

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NOOOO WHY DID HE START RAPPING 😭😭😭

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i just got to season six of house and fucking LIN MANUEL MIRANDA just shows up. why does he talk like he is always about to break into rap/song.

guys when does he start singing about lupus?

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i might finally have the motivation to start a band soon…

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who was gonna tell me that MZD is an MCR fan...

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powerlines:

the hum of the powerlines

leads me into a trance

i walk along the fields

and peer through the trees

the hum will follow me

it will pierce my ears

enter my skull

and end me

is there a soul crying out among the buzz?

the towers loom in the fog

watching me

staring upon my body

unflinching and unafraid

will they love me like you did?

or will they forget me like the rest?

if i return years later,

will they remember me?

will their hum remain the same?

whether they remain or disappear,

i will continue to hum

the same note the powerlines taught me

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lines i think about a lot

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pretty proud of this one

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call me nixon the way my richard makes her gates water

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my beautiful baby boy gerard please just make music again

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i’m gonna give into the conspiracy theories and believe that something will drop at midnight on 7/11 and the “dagger” repetition phrase is lyrics

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”go check out the hood, dawg” -house talking to his african-american coworker

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nothing says “i miss you” quite like poetry carved in your door with a stanley knife

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i feel like an intellectual for the first time

it’s weird