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Been rewriting the angst several times, the signal succz :((
Istg, the signal keeps disappearing— LIKE PLS JUST THIS ONCE, I NEED IDEAS FOR THE ANGST (rayne x reader) I'M CURRENTLY REWRITING 😭
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Istg, the signal keeps disappearing— LIKE PLS JUST THIS ONCE, I NEED IDEAS FOR THE ANGST (rayne x reader) I'M CURRENTLY REWRITING 😭
#💌.astria's random thoughts#Nah NAH#PLS#The vacation is not vacationing#rayne ames x reader#angst#I'm crying
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MASHLE (2020-2023) by koumoto hajime
#💌.astria reblogs and responds!#💌.astria simps#HIS SIDE PROFILE????DAMN#SMASH!!!!#my man my man my man#GEJXDISSHSSKS#rayne ames#mashle
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Was about to continue writing the rest and finish the fan arts but my stomach suddenly went empty and my throat is dry— and it's already 1am😦 1 QUACKING AM. My older sibling is awake and roaming around the house while here I am trying my best not to get myself caught:'D ( I live in a house of a strict family</33[i'm trying to survive here])
#💌.astria's random thoughts#MY EYES HURTS HEJDHCJDDHD#the brightness of my phone is already at the lowest + eye protection#BUT IT STILL HURTS IN THE EYES😭😭
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“Isn't this... A bit exaggerated? I don't think it suits me at all... Eh— Abel-sama?!”
Wavy hair Abyss 🩵
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I can't wait for the 3rd season of mashle!!! IDBCKCKJFNFF I'M SO CLOSE TO COMMIT ARSON /j
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Now panicking if I sent the message to the right person or not (did I misread the username?)
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WHAT MAKES THEM EMBARRASSED?
Mashle headcanon!
💌: GN!reader, fluff
⚠️: Ooc and maybe cringe, slight suggestive on Orter's part?
Requested by: @rainee-da
Characters: Orter Madl, Rayne Ames, Abyss Razor
Others: Guess who's back! I was thinking of finishing all the short stories before going back, though— but I don't want to keep you guys waiting! I'll feel very bad if I do so。:゚(;´∩`;)゚:。 Angst Rayne A. x reader coming soon! Still fixing a lot of errors<33 Enjoy reading, pookies!(≧▽≦) (this is my first time writing a headcanon so please do leave a message if there are errors!)
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Orter Màdl
♡ It's almost impossible to make this man feel embarrassed; he hardly shows any expressions regardless of what others do—always wearing a straight and serious face! Many have attempted to make him laugh and smile, but their efforts have always been in vain, no matter how much they've tried. It almost seemed like expressing emotions is against the rules to him!
♡ And then there's you, his dearest, his partner, his beloved, his darling, his sweetheart, his sunshine, his angel, his lover, the one who melted his icy heart and kept it warm—the only one capable of evoking emotions within him that he never thought he would experience someday. (although, this rule-obsessed man cannot bring himself to admit it openly!)
♡ If there's one thing that can make Orter feel embarrassed, it would be your unexpected, sneaky and quick yet soft kisses and pecks!
♡ Whenever you peck his cheek, his brain momentarily stops functioning, and his heart flutters. His body freezes (and a faint blush is visible on his cheeks) at the touch of your soft lips against his skin.
♡ Your innocent and delicate feathered kisses drives him wild, but he would never dare to utter a word about his longing for more of those adorable little kisses!
Extra:
♡ Today was another busy day for the young man, Orter Màdl. Well— busier than usual that he had forgotten to bring his lunch with him.
And here you are, now in his office to deliver the homemade lunch to your hard-working lover, along with an encouraging letter you poured your heart into creating!
Upon noticing your presence, Orter averted his gaze from his work and looked up at your approaching figure with a small bag in your hand.
"What brings you here?" he asked.
"You forgot your lunch at home, and I won't allow my man to work with an empty stomach, so I decided to bring it here to you," you replied.
Orter remained silent, choosing to turn his focus back to his paperwork. However, his shoulders seemed more relaxed now, and his facial expression had softened. That sight alone was enough for you to know that he was grateful, and he doesn't need to express it through words or pay you back.
(The pile of paperwork on his desk bothered you. You seriously wanted to help, but this stubborn boyfriend of yours would not let you, and you were left with no choice.)
(Last time, you tried helping him, but it only ended up with you wrapped in his sand magic.)
"Here's your lunch, by the way. Don't forget to eat it at lunchtime," you said, placing the small bag with his lunchbox inside on his desk. When you heard no answer, you glanced at him, seeing that he was focused on his work.
This seemed to be the perfect time to take the chance and sneak a kiss.
As your lips were about to reach his cheek, Orter turned around (on purpose), causing your lips to meet his instead.
You were about to pull away immediately, only for the desert cane to grab your wrists, pin you down on his desk and deepen the kiss, preventing you from moving and keeping the kiss from breaking. Leaving you breathless and blushing, a flustered mess.
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Rayne Ames
♡ Just like the rule-obsessed divine visionary, he's often cold and serious. But believe me when I say that he isn't cruel! He's just having a hard time expressing that he actually cares for the people, especially those whom he's fond of, interested in, and of course- you.
♡ Speaking of you, you are his everything. He'd do anything to keep you safe, make you feel loved, respected, and comforted! Even with his busy schedule, he'll find a way to prioritize you, no matter what. (You matter the most in his life, aside from his rabbits and Finn, of course he'll prioritize those who are important to him.) Though, there are times that he must attend to his duties first, but he'll be sure to make it up to you! It just takes some time, and hopefully you'll understand.
♡ And when I say you're his everything, I mean; you're his joy, his comfort, his warmth, his flower, his world, his dream, his reason to smile, his strength, his motivation, his star, his light—
♡ If there is something that makes this man embarrassed, it's the way you know or understand what he wants (sometimes mentioning it) and letting him know that you have given him your consent!
♡ He will hesitate at first, but will give in as soon as he knows that you are certain. Like those days where he was staring down at your lips with a troubled expression, and this will never go unnoticed by you.
♡ You held yourself back from laughing, it was truly an adorable and amusing sight!
♡ You would press your forehead against his, your lips parting to mutter the words that you have given him your consent.
♡ Rayne's face would turn bright red, his gaze snapping to you with a look of embarrassment. He cannot believe he got caught again!
♡ You chuckled at the expression on his face, but your laughter died down when Rayne immediately brought his lips to meet yours in a gentle yet firm kiss, the contact sending a warm shiver down your spine.
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♡ You were playing with Rayne's pet rabbits in your shared room, wearing the comfortable rabbit hoodie that matched with your boyfriend but in your favorite color.
"There! All done!" You chirped and stroked Usao's fluffy fur, staring at all the rabbits decorated with ribbons in awe.
"[Name.]"
At the sound of his voice calling your name, you turned around to face him. Once you did, you're met with himself close to you, the sudden closeness making your eyes widen in surprise and confusion. "Is something the matter?"
(It was hard reading him this time, not even a single clue was visible! Is he doing this on purpose?)
Said boyfriend shook his head before gently taking your hand in his, caressing it tenderly.
He closed his eyes and brought your hand up to his lips for him to place a soft and long kiss.
The kiss lasted for a while and it took you some time to process what just happened. When you did, you found yourself stunned and flustered.
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Abyss Razor
♡ Believe when I say THAT THIS MAN GETS ALL FLUSTERED WITH EVERYTHING YOU DO. (You were just too much for his heart to handle, he might explode in embarrassment.)
♡ Even the simplest, smallest things you do, like getting close to him, holding his hand, or even a gentle poke on the cheek, headpats, or your compliments, cause him to freeze in embarrassment or leave him trembling and a stuttering mess. (Even your smile and voice!)
♡ The last time this happened was when you were combing his hair and you stopped when you caught a whiff of the scent of his hair.
You drew closer to him, hoping to smell that pleasant fragrance again.
"Say, Abyss, what shampoo do you use?"
♡ He responded with silence, you were just too close to him! Close enough that his brain stopped functioning!
♡ Abyss.exe has stopped working.
♡ You are welcome to shower this lover of yours with affection, but please have mercy! He has zero experience when it comes to this! (Your affections for him might be the cause of his death /j)
♡ He is so adorable, please don't ever hurt him. Cherish him with all your heart, for goodness' sake! He deserves all the love and care.<33
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Your fingers brushed the silky strands of your lover's hair, tucking it behind his ear before clipping it with a ribbon. (I live for the coquettish display<33)
Once you were done, you gasped at the sight of your lover with his hair neatly down and a ribbon clipped in place.
"My goodness! You look beautiful, my love, as always!"
"Even with my cursed evil eye?"
"Nonsense! I find your evil eye unique and beautiful! Even with or without that, you will always be a beauty in my eyes, both on the outside and the inside!"
Just as he was about to respond, you gently placed your finger on his lips and embraced him, burying your face in his stomach.
"Hush! Don't even think of saying those words. Your cursed evil eye has nothing to do with who you are! You have done nothing wrong! If no one else will accept the whole of you aside from Abel, then I WILL. I do not care what that evil eye of yours will do to me, I am willing to embrace everything in you. I will always love you, even with all your flaws. Nothing and no one can change my mind and my heart—"
You stopped yourself from rambling when you felt a sudden drop of liquid fall on top of your head.
"Abyss?"
You sat up to check on him, only for panic to rush through you as your eyes met his face that is soaked with tears.
"Did I say something wrong? Please, don't cry and tell me what's wrong! It pains me to see you in tears!" (You might cry too /j)
Receiving no response from him, you were left with no choice but to embrace him in a hug, hoping that it could provide him solace.
Abyss wrapped his arms around you in return, his tears soaking the fabric on your shoulder. (Which you did not mind at all.)
He could never be more grateful than being accepted despite the flaws he bore, especially his very own evil eye.
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I'll add a few more characters for this headcanon after writing the second angst I'm planning to write! I hope you enjoyed reading my first headcanon! Have a great, wonderful day or night, lovelies!💌
#💌.astria writes!#💌.astria's hcs!#mashle x reader#mashle#rayne ames x reader#orter madl x reader#abyss razor x reader
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Guess who's back after taking a looongg break! (I feel so bad for making you guys wait:(() And at the first day of pride month too! Happy pride month!!! I have lots of drafts waiting to be posted( ꈍᴗꈍ)
#💌.astria's comeback!#💌.a.lunaris#back to work!#I miss you guys so much#breaks are not necesarry! I'm gonna quit gaming starting this month#writing comes first!
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I'm very sorry my lovely moots but I think I'll take a quick break starting today, I can't focus on writing when my mental state is bad asf. (A classmate of mine just insulted me, and it stings like a bee, I'm so close to snapping)
Requested written works will be posted around early days of June! ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾
#💌.astria's little break#i'm so sorry if i disappointed you guys:(#i'll post lots of written works on June i promise!#i'm too sensitive and i'm sorry again for that#i hope you guys will understand#have a great day/night!#i'm gonna spoil you lovelies with written works when the month of june is finally here!#i just need some space
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"She likes a boy, and I'm not a boy."
The urge to write Lemon Irvine x fem reader— BUT I NEVER HAD EXPERIENCE IN WRITING ANGST (I'll still do my best tho, currently writing the Rayne angst someone requested🎀)
#💌.astria's random thoughts#💌.astria writes#mashle x reader#lemon irvine x reader#lemon irvine#astria is panicking help me
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Me and my soulmate (if I have one/j)
Guys look at them...they r so silly
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sometimes, always, never.
inspired by @/yinyuedijun's translation. Absolute amazing fic, cannot recommend it enough!
Slight spoilers for anime onlys.
Orter Madl x reader
Orter is indifferent.
He’s never one to act on his emotions. You’ve never seen him get angry, not even when he faced a cold blooded criminal who killed his own flesh and blood, not even when the criminal confessed to cruelly killing his child. You imagined yourself lunging at the criminal, stabbing him over and over and over and over, until he was left unrecognizable, until only a pool of blood and blobs of flesh were present. But you settled in gripping your wand so hard, your knuckles turned white.
You’ve never seen him cry either. Not even when his friend or acquaintance as he called it, died at the hands of innocent zero’s forces. You remember him staring at the lifeless body of his friend, until you had to snap him out of it. But you’re sure, somehow, that his friend's death is the reason why he is now.
You’ve never even seen him smile either. Not even when he’s with his family. Not even when he’s with you. Ryoh would call him a stuck up with a stick in his butt, you’d laugh and Orter would ignore him.
Sometimes you wondered if he ever loved you at all or if he was only entertaining your shenanigans. He rarely ever takes you out on dates, he’s busy, you understand, but would it hurt for him to make time for you? When you ask him how his mission was, he’d say a few words, not elaborating any further. He never says I love you first, it was always you. But he has too, right? If he didn’t he wouldn’t hold you in his arms and whisper words of promises that he’ll protect you and you needn’t worry because he’s right here, by your side. If you're ever in trouble, just call him and he’ll come right away. He’d say, his words gentle and his eyes full of warmth. How cheesy you think but hearing his words assures you.
Strange.
Sometimes you even wonder if he’s human, capable of feeling emotions.
Something’s strange.
Sometimes you’d wonder if you were the problem. Maybe it was you who’s reading it all wrong, maybe you were just trying to push your ideals to him. Yes, you think, maybe.
You’d ask your friend for advice, and they’d say: You both need to work on communicating.
Something’s definitely strange.
Orter Madl is indifferent. Ask anyone in town and they’ll say the same thing. I’ve never seen him smile. Well, he gets things done. He’s scary, unlike Mr. Ryoh. He always looks so grumpy. Maybe he just needs someone to lighten him up a bit. That just comes with being a divine visionary, I guess?
Yet why was it…he’s looking at you like he’s about to lose his entire world..?
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Orter has a hard time expressing what he feels. He’s never cared much what others think or say about him. It’s not like he’ll get a reward or something if he refutes them, so he just let it be. But ever since Alex introduced you… yes, ever since he met you, he’s been feeling something, something he can not put a finger to, but it's definitely something strange.
Strange, definitely.
Because for the first time Orter Madl felt what fear was. Not even Famin scared him. Not even Innocent Zero scared him. But seeing your bloodied body, in the confines of your shared home did.
It was one of innocent zero’s remnants. He’d been comfortable. He should’ve never left his guard down even after the war. Something wrong was always bound to happen.
He held you in his arms, even when his shirt was coated with your blood. He’s always been meticulous about his clothing, always particular about it. But he didn't mind. Didn’t care. Right now, all he cared about was you.
Please. Please. Please. Please. Please.
Orter regrets not learning advanced healing magic. He never had any use for it. Why would he when was already powerful to begin with? He believed that was enough to protect you. Stupid. Idiot. Fool. He’d been complacent. His basic knowledge in healing spells wouldn’t do any good. Not with that gaping hole in your stomach. not enough. not enough. But he promised! He promised he’d protect you!
What a fool.
He’d tried calling a medic. No answers. Who was he kidding? All of them were deployed already, helping thousands of injured civilians.
Please. Please. Please. Please. Please. Please. Please. Please don’t die. Don’t die.
Don’t leave me-!
“Why are you crying, orter?”
“Please don’t cry, please”
He almost laughed at the irony of it all. It should be him, comforting you, not the other way around.
“Can you smile for me?”
“I want to see you smile before I go” You say, your chest heaving, mouth soaked with blood.
…He complied
And for the first time he says: I love you. I'm sorry. I love you.
And you say: I know. I love you too. As the light in your eyes vanishes.
Orter hugs your lifeless body close to him. Tears fall from his eyes. He always loves hearing your voice, sweet and melodious, but now It's quiet, too quiet, save from his heaving and sobbing. He hates it. You always smell like the flowers you grow in your shared garden. Light. Pleasant. Sweet. Light. Pleasant. Sweet. But now you smell of blood. Strong. Metallic. Putrid. Strong Metallic. Putrid. He hates it.
Orter Madl became a divine visionary so that no more lives will be lost. Yet, what purpose would that be all if he couldn't even save you. What purpose was his being powerful- strong enough, skilled enough, if he couldn’t even save you?
In the end, he was nothing more but a helpless individual.
#💌.astria reblogs and reacts#MY TEARS CAN'T STOP FALLING#STOP THIS IS TOO CRUEL#FIRST HIS FRIEND NOW HIS LOVER??!?!#orter madl x reader#orter x reader#mashle x reader#angst
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I take back what I said to my fam, I want to marry a man like Rayne Ames
Hihi! I REALLY like the Finn's parenting HCs and your writing overall!! and now I want to make a lil request if you don't mind! Ok so Now I wonder how will his older brother aka Rayne be like as a parent?? It's been on my mind for so long because Rayne is such a cutie patootie for me 😭
(My english is so bad so plz forgive me 😔)
been thinking about this after writing the parent hcs for finn tbh.... thank you for requesting <3
reader is fem! reader
being rayne's wife includes...
rayne is only a heavy spender for very few things, but they're all within reason. his rabbits, finn, you, and most importantly, your children.
i'm also going to say he wasted no time knocking you up right after you got married bc you had your first kid (a girl) at the crispy age of 22 a year after you got married.
rayne is also 1000% a girl dad. has no problem dressing up in a pink sparkly tutu and a plastic tiara if it meant he could have a tea party with his daughter and her army of plushies. he memorized all of their names too bc why the hell wouldn't he?
genuinely does his best to give his little girl the childhood he couldn't have, so he makes sure the two of you stay as healthy as possible. i mean, this man cried a few times after the realization struck him that you were going to be parents because he feared that something would happen to either of you and his kid might suffer the way he did.
you had to do a lot of reassuring to get him feeling better, but that doesn't mean he won't go with you to your check ups. hell no, he's going to every single one to the point people might think he's the one pregnant or something.
hate hate HATES it when someone asks you two when you're going to have a son.
why would he want a son???? he's happy with just you and his daughter??? doesn't give a fuck what the gender of his baby is, as long as they're healthy he's fine
nearly butchered someone because they were assuming that rayne was miserable at home because you gave him a daughter IN FRONT OF HIS LITTLE GIRL
sadly, rayne had to resort to a stern talking to instead because he doesn't want to traumatize his baby.
takes annual anniversary vacations, when you leave your daughter with her uncle finn for a week or so and have time for yourselves.
doesn't even have to be adult activities or anything, y'all could just be lazy asses in bed and chill or something
one time you spent an entire week together being competitive and trying to find out who can solve a rubix cube the fastest, and it's been a core memory for the two of you even after the vacation.
doesn't care if you want to work or not because he has more than enough money to support both decisions. if you want to work, he'll hire a good nanny to take care of your daughter. if you want to stay at home and raise your little girl, he's happy enough to be the breadwinner.
would probably have your one daughter if it wasn't for the ridiculous baby fever he got after finn had his twins. it wasn't his fault you looked hot carrying an infant again, he swears.
by the time y'all stop having kids, he has four daughters. and he has nothing to complain about it.
he's literally living the dream life because he's got his five girls fawning over him whenever he gets home, feeding him, trying to brush his hair, trying to give him skin care, do his nails or something.
truly doesn't know what's so bad about having daughters when his little girls are absolute angels.
rayne is not a man of very words, but his actions say everything the world needs to know.
whenever people see your family out together, he's usually the one carrying the bags or pushing the stroller. claims that you shouldn't be doing much because you pushed out four human beings, why do you need to do so much???
was convinced he should be letting you rest for a whole year after one pregnancy, and the doctor didn't even bother correcting him because men like him are so rare
rayne's the type of husband that make other wives look at their husbands like "why can't you be like him???"
rayne would rather die in a ditch than be mean to you, honestly. even if he is genuinely mad and upset about something, he does his best to not yell at you or act aggressively because he knows you'll be scared of him one way or another. and in his eyes, it's pathetic and shameful that a husband would do something so bad to make their own wife fear them.
he is well aware that he signed up to protect you and your family, and he's going to do it right starting with the fact he presents himself as a safe space for you and your kids.
rayne would never take for granted of the fact you're the one who made him a father and a husband. he could easily be none of those things, but you went ahead and did it.
he is well aware of the pain you had to deal with when dating him for the first few months, and he is well aware of the pain he somewhat put you through while you were giving birth. and in both instances, rayne feels horrible that he still hurt you indirectly. which is why all his gentlemanly behavior persists, because he wants to make it up to you.
no one told him to be like that, ofc, but this is simply rayne's way of showing his love and respect for you <3
#💌.astria reblogs and simps!#I NEED A MAN LIKE HIM#PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS#rayne ames x reader#rayne ames as your husband#rayne ames#mashle x reader#mashle#mashle hcs
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Guess who got scolded 1am in the morning 👻
#💌.astria's random thoughts#I JUST WANTED SOME PEACE AND READ#leave me aloneeee:((#pls don't take my right to have peace and freedom
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ROBIN THEMEEE MY WIFE SO GORG ALSO HI ASTRIA HRU
HELLO, KYO! Good morning!!!
I'm great and tired at the same time,(but I feel so motivated, resting is not an option for now!) Currently writing for the lovely mooties' inbox requests, thank you for asking! Hbu?
#💌.astria responds!#💌.astria's little chats#ROBIN IS SO STUNNING FR#she's so jaw-dropping gorgeous#AND HER VOICE RAAAAAAAAA
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DGDHDJDX I'M GLAD YOU LIKE THE FAN ART🎀 and tysm for the tears, (collecting tears in a jar /j) here's a tissue<3
(.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ*le tissue*
𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐍𝐄's heart ached in the absence of your presence, as he found himself consumed by the chilling emptiness.
The sword cane yearns to hear the melodic sound of your voice, longing for the comfort it brought to his soul.
He longs to gaze upon your bright smile, which always light up the darkest corners of his world.
He craves for the warmth of your presence, a source of solace and refuge from the coldness of his life.
Sadly, everything had unfolded too late, leaving him with a heavy heart burdened by the weight of regret.
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I'm late for the trend but— It's finally done!!! I can finally eat meals properly /hjo((*^▽^*))o
The fan art is based on the angst little story[rayne x reader] written by @kyoghurts (did I tag the right person? HELP) I apologize if the shadings are kind of off— shading is my biggest enemy<33 (enemies to lovers troupe /j)
Edit: also- I'm not so sure what to write, so I chose blanks and dots(༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ) AND I LOVE THE STORY SO MUCH, I'D READ IT AGAIN AND AGAIN<33 (I just want my tears to fall out and feel my heart clench in pain—) + the words have been edited.
#💌.astria reblogs and responds!#HAPI HAPI HAPI#I struggled on reader's part#THE ART'S FILE WAS DESTROYED WHEN I ALMOST FINISHED#I had to wait for the fixing process to be finished</3#I'M HAPPY I MADE YOUR WHOLE NIGHT BETTER💌#WDYM YOU DON'T DSURV THIS#TYSM ILYT<33#i wanted to fix Rayne's part but-💔
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