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[ramenboss]

I‘m creating a cheat sheet for the exam tomorrow that we can take with us. I guess I won‘t be able to write everything down…

[ramenboss]

I have a social phobia and I‘m always overwhelmed by social situations. I always have the feeling that I‘m reacting in the wrong way and I fear that other people think of me in a bad way. In the group therapy I‘m too scared to talk about my problems… Additionally I often do stupid things and that doesn’t help. I’m so clumsy and I often hit furniture, so I have a lot of bruises on my legs. Don‘t know what to do with my social phobia…

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I‘ve always had problems with oily hair. I‘ve tried out so many things like washing the hair less often (I used to shower every day) and I tried so many different shampoos. Sodium Laureth Sulfate and Sodium Lauryl Sulfate are very aggressive surfactants and I avoided them by using milder surfactants like Sodium Cocoyl Sulfate, Coco Glucoside and Sodium Cocoyl Isoethionate. After using Coco Glucoside my skin was itching the whole time and that‘s why I‘m now using shampoo with Sodium Cocoyl Isoethionate. My hair now looks great, but it‘s still oily after less than a day. I‘m wearing bangs, but it‘s always very oily like an hour after having washed my hair. I have a huge forehead and I try to hide it with the bangs. I always fear that other people see me as unhygienic because of my hair…

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Today I start the day with playing Bloons TD 6 and eating a snack before I start to work at 8 am. I still got 10 mins.

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I‘m attending a course to become a parademic to be able to help on events with first aid. We have to attend at least 48 hours and we will be certified if we pass the 2 exams at the end. I have attended already half of the time beside studying and working (we are attending the course usually for 3 hours and we learned on one whole weekend- there‘ll be another weekend for that). I have learned what to do in the first minute (following the ABCDE scheme), how to use a pressure bandage and how to reanimate people. We were practicing the reanimation so often that I even dreamt how we were trying to do that. It‘s very exhausting to do that and one has to reanimate until the ambulance arrives and that can be a very long time. It‘s exciting to learn all of the Things and I‘m curious about how the exam will work out. If we make one big mistake we‘ll fail and I know someone from the course I‘m currently attending who has already failed the exam twice. The exams were first planned for 4th and 5th May, but it will probably postponed to June.

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Too old for college

I started studying in 2017 at the age of 19 and now I‘m 25, in May I‘ll turn 26 and still I haven‘t finished my Bachelor degree… Computer Science is not quite easy, but still it shouldn‘t take so long… I‘ve been working during my studies, yet I‘m still too slow. I don‘t know what to tell others about the reason for that (I don‘t want to admit that I‘m lazy, but I guess the people who know me already know that). I will have to write an exam in 2 weeks and I started with learning today and now I ended up on Netflix and here. Is anybody of you watching the show about the Cecil Hotel as well? The missing girl was using Tumblr and that‘s how I heard of having a blog here. Sounds weird, I see… Anyway - is anybody here with the same problem with college?