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[rainystarshower]

Ivan x Reader when (NOT alien stage. Ivan Goncharov. From BSD) (not nic btw)

‘Ruler of my heart’

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chara : Ivan Goncharov

cw : ivan goncharov, crack-ish?, idk how to write for ivan, fluff, rushed, short

a/n : Okay @atsuberry ! Here’s ur Ivan (ALNST) x reader !/j

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You walk down the streets of Yokohama with Ivan, chatting away your time with him — noticing a flyer on a shop window. It’s a theme park advertisment poster. It seems they were reconstructing the place and added more attractions.

Caught up in reading the poster, you had almost forgotten about Ivan until he spoke. “Would you like that outfit?” Assuming you were staring at the outfit behind the poster, he was willing to get it for you if you’d ask. “Oh, I’m staring at the poster.” You point at it, directing Ivan’s attention to the poster.

You notice how ever so slightly perplexed he looks, gawking at the advertisment. Curious, you let out a question; “have you ever been to a themepark before?” he looks back at you, tilting his head. “I don’t think so” he hums, trying to recall if he’s ever been to one.

It sparks an idea in you. What if you both went to the themepark? That would be a good experience for you two, right? It’ll be fun too! “Then let’s go to one! It’s a night attraction, so it’ll open at 5PM” you proposed the idea to Ivan, hoping he’d accept.

Unsurprisingly, he did. There, your journey with Ivan to the themepark began. You both went home to change into more suitable attire, meeting up later again at 5PM in front of the themepark’s enchanting gates.

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It ended up being fun, lots of fun! Although, there was something constantly nagging you the entire time. It was Ivan. He kept staring at you, with such enamoured eyes, anyone would notice it! You couldn’t understand, why did he keep looking at you in that way?

You turn your head to him, and again he gives you that loving look you just couldn’t properly understand. Really, what was that? What was with him??? Your frustration only grew. So you made an offer with him, for the last ride of the day, the two of you should go on a Ferris wheel. Like those cliché animes! Maybe you’ll figure your feelings out and confess and kiss and — hold your horses cowpal!! Take it easy!

“Would you like to go on that?” Ivan snaps you out of your trance, asking if you’d like to go on that Ferris wheel as if he had read your mind. Well, it was part of your newly established plan, so why not go for it? You accept and the two of you go stand in line, waiting your turns.

During the queue, you just couldn’t help but think about every possibility in the book. What would happen and the aftermath, it was all running wild in your head — driving you mad. You didn’t even notice the line getting shorter and shorter until Ivan tapped your shoulder.

He held your hand and gently pulled you into your cart, letting you sit down before he did. Now it’s that point, it’s night — probably midnight and the wheel is so slow, but it gives you the chance to see more and more of the city and themepark lights shining. It’s so bright, some of it reflects onto your face. Such an admirable sight, for the both of you.

“Ivan” you call his name out, he’s ignoring all the lights. He’s just looking at you, his eyes are on you, like they always were. “Are we... something more than friends?” you ask, feeling like this is some cliché anime plot you made Ivan watch with you not too long ago. You can see how his face grows a little red, even in the darkness of the corner he sits in. “Would you... like to be?” his response feeling unreal.

Maybe you did, maybe he did. Maybe you both wanted something more than this bond you hold as friends, maybe there was more to you both than you understood. Something that would only be unveiled in the deep intimate setting that only love could show. Maybe, just maybe.

You take a deep breath, your bodies slightly moving closer to each other — you could notice Ivan’s faint blush but he couldn’t notice yours. The tension was thick and heavy, all of it melting away the second the two of you felt each others breath — in a kiss.

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I was cooking w this (it got burnt)

The title is an alnst ref btw (Till is alive)

[rainystarshower]

‘Halloween!’

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chara : Aventurine, Blade, Dr. Ratio, Jing Yuan, Sunday

cw : pure fluff, slight teasing, ooc charas?, Veritas Ratio is a warning, DAD YUAN!!!!!!!, slight Yunli x Yanqing?

a/n : HAPPY HALLOWEEN !! Here’s a drabble from Reii♪

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Aventurine

“I’m not a big fan of Halloween” Aventurine says, yet his house is covered in Halloween decor. He has never had fun during Halloween, gobbled up in all his work of course. What time would he have to spare for a silly holiday that happens once a year? He doesn’t find it pointless, but he doesn’t find it fun either. Until, he met you. For the first time, Aventurine wanted to celebrate Halloween with you. He saw a couples Halloween costume whilst walking the autumn covered road and immediately thought of you. “This looks fun...” He whispers to himself. He wasn’t actually hoping to match or even celebrate this year, yet he still bought it on a whim. He had never expected such an event like this to be fun! After you had taught him how Halloween is celebrated, he decided to participate for your sake. Little did he know, he would enjoy it to the maximum! After a bit of effort, trying to get Aventurine into the groove of Halloween, he’s practically the one guiding you about Halloween now! Every year, he takes a day off work just for Halloween. Only if it’s spent with you!

Blade

“Halloween? You want to celebrate Halloween?” Blade looks at you, puzzled. He never took you as the type that celebrates these things, nevertheless, he decided to indulge in your antics for your fun. He didn’t expect to have fun, but he was certainly happy spending an entire day with you making pumpkin themed food and decorating the place! You convinced Blade to join in on making a haunted maze right beside your house. Reluctantly, he agreed. You two set up a maze, and got into costume. Getting him to become an actor for your maze was hard, but it worked! He gave in eventually. He really scared everyone out of there though, maybe he’s too scary for Halloween... He seemed to be having fun? Was that good or bad... “But that’s what Halloween is sorta about...right?” You thought, trying to console yourself.

Dr. Ratio

Dr. Ratio rather much spend his time doing research than to participate in silly Halloween activities. You practically had to beg this man a week before Halloween to do at least some activities with you! At first, he was serious. In the end, he was just teasing you, he had already accepted but he just never told you. You followed him around everywhere, pestering him to spend Halloween with you even though he kept ‘declining’. He had also been buying more stuff recently, as you see the bill on your shared card but perhaps it was just for his research? So you ignored it. Expecting to spend Halloween bored in your house, all alone, he barges in with face paint and the costumes you had been eyeing prior to begging him to join in Halloween activities. “Oh? Did you take it to heart this much? Well, let’s improve your mood then.” He tried looking serious, but the tint of tease and his smirk crawling up onto his face made it very obvious he’s just messing with you. God you really should punch him! Maybe that could be his costume! A reindeer with a red nose!!

Jing Yuan

The general is always slacking off, what’s at steak if he slacks off just for one more day? Halloween was no different, well, until he heard Yanqing’s request. Originally, Yanqing hadn’t planned to go trick or treating or even wear a costume, but you and Yunli pushed him into it, now he’s asking Jing Yuan if he could do something fun for Halloween this year! Because of you and Yunli, Yanqing wanted to propose the idea of having a small festival. It could attract tourists and give fun to the people of the Luofu. Jing Yuan — intrigued, agreed. Now he finds himself dragging you along with him to enjoy the sights of the Luofu on Halloween. He’s spoiling you, playing many games together, some by tourists and some by the natives! “You seem to be having fun. Shall we do this again next year?” Jing Yuan chuckled, twirling a strand of your hair around his finger. You nod. That was all Jing Yuan needed to confirm before making it a yearly tradition, specifically for you two! Thanks Yanqing!

Sunday

Shopping with Sunday, he buys more sweets than usual. When you ask about it, he says it’s for Halloween. He gives kids candy on Halloween? You never thought! Although, the previous years you did see some kids come to Sunday’s house to ask for candy, but other kids just totally avoid his house like the plague! You never understood why until you witnessed the scene of Sunday giving one candy to each kid. Kids are greedy monsters, they’d definitely want more than one. “Strange, there are less kids this year... Is this candy not good?” He asks, oblivious. He seems a little down, seeing as everyone’s avoiding his house. So you take a handful and distract him with a kiss on the cheek, dumping your hand of candy into the kids pumpkin buckets. Now that there’s more kids coming over, he feels much happier. It doesn’t take him long to realize you’re the reason why. Nonetheless, he’ll hug your back and plant few kisses on your face and shoulder as a ‘thank you’

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These might be a little less romantic (especially near the end) but I was FRIED making this okay😢

[rainystarshower]

Aaahhh Mel’s first posttt😭😭😭🤍🤍🤍 go support bff !! 🤍

🍰 ˚₊‧꒰ა my faves as your roommate ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

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fc: atsushi nakajima, akutagawa ryuunosuke, louisa may alcott, HP lovecraft, ivan goncharov, sigma, fyodor dostoevsky

cw: college au, ooc charas, pure fluff, g/n reader, reader is lowk awkward, mentions of overdose

a/n: wow.. first post (GEULPP) I'm nervous, I hope you guys enjoy this though!! <33

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♯ 🍓┆Atsushi Nakajima .ᐟ

The sweetest roommate EVER.

You have a buttload of assignments? He'll help you! You made a mess? He'll clean it for you! You're sick? He'll take care of you.

He's genuinely so nice it makes you tear up a bit..

Always trying to find a way to find a conversation with you, oh you like working out? That's crazy because he suddenly has a membership card a few days later!.. you like anime? His favorite is the same as yours!

Shares the most concerning stories about his past and brushes it off as nothing..

And then you just stare at him dumbfounded.

Gifts you stuff as his apologies! Mostly stationery stuff, or stuff that you like.

♯ 🍮┆Akutagawa Ryūnosuke .ᐟ

Never interacts with you.

Never.

Only talks to you when he needs something

That doesn't go the same for you though, you lost your keys? That's on you.

He's a light sleeper, so if you're cramming your studies in the middle of the night making a bunch of unnecessary noise, he's wide awake.

He really needs his sleep.

Only stays on his side of the dorm, if he dropped something that somehow rolled over to your side, he'll ask you to fetch it for him. (Who does he think he is)

If you're a quiet person, he'll probably tolerate you.

♯ 🥨┆Louisa May Alcott .ᐟ

Was scared of the idea of sharing a dorm at first,

Eventually you grew onto her, but it took like A LOT of time

Sometimes, you'd see her pass out on her desk while she's studying

So you cover her up with a blanket..! (this became a frequent thing)

Louisa always notices the blanket as soon as she wakes up and feels sheepish about it,

You assure her it's fine! But you're still concerned about the fact she just LITERALLY passed out.

Sometimes asks for you to leave the dorm whenever she's doing her assignments,

And you're like, huh???..???

You shrug it off anyways.

You invite her whenever you're going out!

♯ 🥧┆H.P Lovecraft .ᐟ

He's literally non-existent

Never talks to you, only talks when you start up a conversation with him first.

He's genuinely terrifying

His side of the dorm is practically empty, he sleeps on one pillow.

He genuinely does not gaf

Whenever you're going out, he'll sometimes sleep on your bed to see if your bed is more comfortable than his.

(it is!)

Overall, he's just there, doesn't really do anything.

♯ 🥞┆Ivan Goncharov .ᐟ

High-key low-key a neat freak

He mentally disturbs you sometimes due to how unpredictable his emotions are, since he's constantly happy all the time.

Usually talks about Dostoevsky to you.

Lets you wrap his head with bandages if he's feeling lazy, but he's like, VERY detailed on how he wants it to be wrapped.

If you're a messy person then he's gonna be a real pain in the ass

If the two of you were to share a bathroom, literally the whole bathroom would be filled with shampoo bottles or whatever thingamajigs he has.

Whenever you're going out, he ALWAYS asks you to run an errand for him.

“while you're on the way, can you buy me..”

You're his errand person.

♯ 🍪┆Sigma .ᐟ

A chill roommate

His hair does concern you.. like, what even is that?? A Christmas tree??..??

It does feel nice to braid it though, the white and purple strands go well with each other when it's tangled up.

Never lets you cook, like no trust at all

Insists that y'all should just get take out instead,

Rude, but oh whatever..

Do you think he's the type of guy to show you funny videos of animals

Idk man...

♯ 🥯┆Fyodor Dostoevsky .ᐟ

His appearance genuinely concerns you,

He definitely has a shrimp posture when he's sitting.

Definitely stays up until 6 in the morning.

Only drinks like coffee for the whole day,

You try to pursue him into eating more, but he declines everytime.

However if he WERE to sleep, he'd definitely talk during his prayer before going to sleep.

(his prayer would be 10 minutes long)

One time, you caught him drinking a pill in the middle of the night thinking he was overdosing,

Turns out he had just forgotten to take his iron supplements.. whoops.

Impossible to sleep around him, his screen is always blaring a bright screen on his computer. (Unless you somehow manage to sleep around that.)

[rainystarshower]

Correct !

TILL IS ALIVE. TILL IS ALIVE. TILL IS ALIVE.TILL

[rainystarshower]

🍰 Intro ⋆˚ʚɞ

જ⁀➴ about me, what I write + more !

ᯓᡣ𐭩 hello! I'm Melody, or Nichole but you can call me with whatever you like , I write stuff (mostly fluff and maybe comedy but I'm not funny so) and also talk about other stuff such as oc lore and many more ! 🧇

! REMINDER !

- some characters will be ooc, so I'll try my best to make them as accurate as possible 😭 this dosent apply to my faves.. maybe.

- anyone who supports Israel or does proshipping, or whoever's just blatantly problematic will be blocked!!

- please use tone tags around me !!

⤷ what I will write ! 🍩

fluff

reader fics (romantic or platonic, your choice!)

oc x canon

child reader fics (strictly platonic)

canon x canon (only platonically)

HEADCANONNSSSS !!!!!

Yandere aus (mayhaps)

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⤷ what I will NOT write 🥞

dark content.

angst (I'm sorry I suck at it 😭)

smut/lemon (this is a family friendly acc ( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) )

canon x canon (romantically)

⟡ ݁₊ . Fandoms I write for!!

Bungou Stray dogs

(that's it actually, unless I get a new interest)

⟡ ݁₊ . Characters that I will write about a lot (my faves)

Atsushi Nakajima

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Louisa May Alcott

H.P Lovecraft

Ivan Goncharov

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Sigma

That's it.. I hope you guys read allat >:D I hope you guys enjoy my content ♡

[rainystarshower]

the kunikida " R U mine?" is so good 😭😭 you ate, loved it 😸

WAH THANK YOU SO MUCH !! GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT !! I was really nervous working on it, but I received more positive feedback than I expected! Thank you again Anon !!

[rainystarshower]

‘R U Mine?’

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chara : Kunikida Doppo

cw : angst-ish?, fluff, dazai osamu mentioned, nonchalant-ish reader, gender neutral reader (can be interpreted as male), a little nudity?, literally one cuss word

a/n : The things I do for my friends... I’m watching you. @thibiss. I see your every move.

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Kunikida’s ideal type is quite the list. Although, ever since you appeared in his life, that was thrown out the window. He loves you, did you know that?

To be dating the Kunikida Doppo of the Armed Detective Agency must be a pretty thrilling thing! He’s idealistic, smart, handsome, and truly a piece of art.

But, that means he gets busy quite often. Even on days where he has no case to solve, he still shows up to work. As for you, whether or not you have work too doesn’t change the fact you’ll always come home sooner than him.

Sure, when he comes home, he’ll shower you in love, but is it really enough to make up for the times he’s left you feeling lonely? If you guys have any dates, he’ll always attend them, but you can’t keep using the excuse of having a date with him to get his attention away from work, right?

You’ll come home to a house, empty. Neat and clean, yet it’s missing something... Something which gives it the warm feeling of home. You know exactly what it’s missing, but you can’t do much about it. Other than calling him or sending him a message indicating you miss him, you wouldn’t hear the bell ring.

You tried talking to him about how you felt, but he was always busy. Even if you guys managed to start the topic, Dazai would appear, or maybe some other ADA member, and instantly would require his assistance. Was he really yours? You never let your sadness show.

As the days pass by, your anniversary with him crawls closer and closer. After a feeling of much loneliness, you had forgotten about that. You had forgotten your anniversary was soon, and you didn’t do anything about it.

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The alarm rings, 6AM. The day has begun, the sun has risen, and so shall you and Kunikida. Today, Kunikida’s off from work. A day just for yourselves! Although, by this point, you still have a hidden feeling of loneliness...

You yawn, staying in bed a little more as Kunikida gets up to turn the alarm off. He stretches a little before he glances over to you, seeing you still laying down. He nudges you gently. You groan in response and he simply smiles, scooping you up in his arms and taking you to the bathroom with him. Half awake, you wonder what the hell is this guy doing?

Kunikida puts the stopper on the drain in the bathtub and fills it with water. As you subconsciously brush your teeth, oblivious to what hes doing, he prepares the entire bath and towels. Afterwards, he brushes his teeth alongside you and you stare at him mindlessly. “Are you going to take a bath?” you ask. “We are.” he replies.

Confused, you don’t really mind. You undress and wrap a towl around yourself, so does Kunikida. You won’t deny this is a little odd to you, but you also won’t deny that you missed having baths with Kunikida. So, I guess it’s a win in the end?

When you two get in the bath, Kunikida calls you closer to him. He sits on the edge of the bathtub and you sit in-between his legs, hearing the click of a shampoo bottle as he starts to massage the shampoo into your head.

It was a heavenly experience. Getting your hair shampooed by your one and only lover, and the morning atmosphere making it seem much more pure and romantic. The light seeping in through the bathroom windows (that aren’t visible to look through!), the feeling of warm water on your skin, and the silence. Leaving you to only hear the sounds of shampoo getting gently massaged into your hair.

You close your eyes, embracing the feeling. Still, what led him to doing something like this for you today? You couldn’t get that question out of your mind. It was stuck in there, alongside the small feelings of doubt that were currently being restrained.

Kunikida finishes putting the shampoo in your hair. Now, it’s your turn to shampoo his hair. You both get up and swap places, grabbing Kunikida’s shampoo bottle before he refuses. “Use yours instead” He says, giving you your own shampoo bottle. You look at him, a bit bewildered. “Won’t it ruin your hair?” you question, but he shakes his head in disapproval. “I checked the ingredients used, it has nothing that could damage my hair. The shampoo you use is quite diverse!” He crushes down your worries. Without hesitance, you put the shampoo in your hands and start massaging his head.

This way was nice too. The sun made Kunikida’s hair seem much more golden than it already was. It was nice, you liked this. You liked having cute domestic moments with Kunikida like this.

As time passed by and your bath with Kunikida comes to an unfortunate end, you check your phone notifications, two notifications from your calender, and one of them is a striking shock. Today is your part-time job interview! The interview is at 7:30AM, and you came out of the bath with Kunikida at... 7AM?! An entire hour!

“Shit, I forgot my part-time job interview is today...” you mutter. It catches Kunikidas ears and his gaze immediately turns to you, panicked. “You have an interview?!?!” he instantly started looking through your clothes to find your suit.

As you dumbfounding watched Kunikida get your entire outfit ironed, “What time is your interview??” he asks, rushing breakfast for you. He can have breakfast after you leave. “7:30...” you start changing into your suit and his jaw drops.

Immediately after you’ve put on your suit, he fixes your hair for you, gives you breakfast and lends you his car keys. “Take my car, what time will you be back?” He sits beside you, bowling on your coffee slightly to cool it down. “By 4pm maybe, I need to get groceries too” you finish your breakfast as fast as you could, choking on it slightly but being saved by Kunikida handing you the cooled down coffee.

The feeling was still hot enough to burn your throat slightly, and as Kunikida noted the time you’d be back, you put your shoes on and ran out the door. Before, you’d normally leave with just saying “bye” but this time, Kunikida kissed your cheek and waved you goodbye. You were surprised and confused. Seriously, what is up with him today?! No complaints on your end, you happily took the kiss and returned it, making Kunikida a little flustered. You both waved goodbye to each other and you left for your interview.

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You came home a little earlier than intended. Unloading the groceries from the trunk of your car, you wondered if you flunked it or not. You really couldn’t tell! They were so nonchalant!!

Groceries in your hands, you used your elbow to open the door, you knew it’d be unlocked because Kunikida was home. You kicked the door open, and before you could say you’re back, you were completely off guard by the balloons and decorations.

Your year anniversary. Kunikida hadn’t forgotten. In fact, the entire day, the reason he did everything, was to make you feel special. You felt like shit that you had forgotten, considering the presents on the table. Kunikida appeared. “I thought you were coming home later?! It’s 3:23!” He was surprised. But you were more surprised.

You didn’t get Kunikida a gift, but he got you one. “Happy anniversary.” Your heart swelled up. “You seemed more sad recently, and I remembered just yesterday why.” He knew? He knows? “I hadn’t been the best lover. In fact, my attention was entirely away from you and focused on work.” He knows. He’s apologizing? “You are my first priority, you always will be.” His voice was so sincere and gentle. Oh, how he made your heart ache more. “I am yours after all, I should take care of you more.” There, you couldn’t resist dropping your groceries gently onto the couch and hugging him. You hugged him tight.

He said nothing, hugging you back. “I love you, happy anniversary” he whispered, his voice was honest and tender. You weren’t going to forgive him so easily, but you gave in for now.

You both celebrated your anniversary together, the sun about to set, so you both head out. You had dinner on a night beach, the stars visible above your heads as you two talked through the night. Taking a walk afterwards together in a park nearby, heading home and simply spending time together. Time passed by so quickly, you both were up the entire night talking and staying by each others side. The atmosphere, just as you had once dreamt of was a reality... You felt Kunikida falling asleep in your arms. Gosh, he really was yours! You plant a kiss on his head, whispering “Goodnight.” The moon reflects his love for you, and your love for him in the peaceful night.

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Yes the title is an Artic Monkeys reference hehe :3

[rainystarshower]

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[rainystarshower]

Just wanted to say that you forgot to write chapter 2 on your pinned post. Idk if it was intentional but I just wanted to say it in case it was a mistake.

Byeeeee😛

OH GOSH YOU’RE RIGHT THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING I DID IT BY MISTAKE😭😭 THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW !! 🫶🫶

[rainystarshower]

Fic so good it’s insane ohmygosh??? 😭🫶 First fic I’ve reblogged,,,

to embrace and consume

pairing ; childe x gender neutral!reader

content ; childhood friends to enemies to lovers?

cw ; violence, choking, frequent mention of injuries and blood, blood drinking, hurt/comfort? angst??? kinda???

notes ; sorry folks, not a new frostbite chapter!!!! life still pretty hectic, preparing for college now but i’ve had this idea for a while now and i thought trying out a oneshot would be cool!!! :3

this is kinda like an alternate reality of frostbite where the reader and childe still grew up together but they do actually grow to hate each other instead of that pussy shit i wrote before LMFAO. perhaps in this instance the reader didn’t join the fatui or maybe moved away from snezhnaya??? idk and they face off like they did in the golden house

also bear with me with this idea… i got it from that video of the boxer’s laying down and rubbing blood all over each others faces IM SORRY I JUST THOUGHT IT WAS RLY COOL ;w; this is the steamiest thing i can write that’s not smut, i don’t think i could ever write smut

ANYWAY I HOPE U LIKE IT

small tip-taps of two children running simultaneously. uncontrollable giggles echo from either side. they run circles around each other, in an infinite futile attempt of catching one another— they care not, for the point isn’t to win.

silent, calculated footsteps. they’re slow and careful, like a predator and its prey rounding each other, or perhaps even two predators— they only serve to postpone the inevitable clash of claw and teeth, in which only one will leave alive.

ajax tackles you into a bed of snow that steadily cushions your fall. he falls on top of you with a ‘puff!’ and you’ve both gone past the point of any hope in containing your laughter, chests shaking against each other as you cackle. you feel your head grow warm from the excitement and exertion, the fluffy snow that surrounds it creating a pleasant juxtaposition.

right as the two of you have finally managed to catch your breaths, panting out the last few giggles remaining inside you, ajax’s mouth grows into a devious grin. he leans back above you, arms winding back behind him… and lunges down at you— his small skittering fingers tickling your sides in a vicious attack. you roar in unceasing laughter as you shake from side to side in a futile effort to evade your best friend’s tickles.

“aja- ahahah.. s-stop! i can’t- hahah.. can’t breathe!”

the first arrow is fired, you dodge— then the second, then the third. they’re shot almost rhythmically, very predictably into your previous position, like childe is expecting you to dodge them. his expression is unreadable, unrecognizable even. he’s entirely unrecognizable to you. thinking about it nearly distracts you from the woosh of his arrows around you and the sound rushing water as he charges the next one with hydro energy, but your instincts thankfully take the wheel and allow you to evade childe’s onslaught of arrows almost subconsciously.

you’ve long since given up on maintaining a poker face, as your expression had slid down into a frown of pure resentment. you hate him, whatever he is right now— not ajax for sure. it feels as though it’s been an eternity since that name last left your mouth, the fond familiarity that it set on your tongue long dead, much like the boy the name once belonged to. he’s dead now, he must be.

within a flurry of varied attacks, a particular sharp wave of water finally outsmarts you— you’re a breath away from successfully evading it when it slashes your bicep in a cut as thin as a hair strand with a sting that feels cold and ruthless against your skin. the coldness of the cut is quickly replaced with a seeping warmth, your blood slowly making its way out of the incision as you huff with frustration and finally decide to get on the offensive. your polearm swooshes through the air with heavy, vicious swings hellbent on landing on your opponent.

a millisecond after one of your swings lands on childe’s shoulder, he’s already reacting with a near animalistic growl and unforgiving slashes of his transformed hydro blades.

and so ensues a bloodthirsty back-and-forth.

it’s akin to a battle between birds of prey, or africanized bees— violently and ceaselessly, the two of you clash at the center of the battlefield and the sheer force of your exchange in hits and counterattacks pushes you back apart, sending either one to opposite poles of the arena. two magnets on the wrong end that insist on approaching each other by the pure drive of utter hatred.

childe, much like his namesake, still manages to find a window to be cocky and throws taunting words at you with an overconfident smirk. even as a living weapon of war, he doesn’t forsake his immaturity.

after feeling like you might die from laughing too hard, you finally obtain the advantage on ajax and his fierce onslaught of tickles and manage to push him off of you— he lands on the snow behind him with an equally cushioned ‘puff!’. you stand over him, half-triumphant and half-malicious with the intent of paying him back in full for his sudden attack.

ajax comprehends your wordless intention immediately and kicks his feet into the ground to slowly back away from you as nervous giggles leave his lips. like a reversed déjà vu, you wind your arms back to prepare your own tickling power— only now, as your in the midst of lunging down at your best friend, he disappears and you land face down on the snow, ajax’s roaring laughter ringing out from a distance behind you.

it doesn’t take much to spot the fiery blur of ginger hair, plus his favorite red scarf, zooming through the trees. you start chuckling once again and take off after him.

“get back here, ajax!”

“you’ll never catch me, slowpoke!” he taunts.

“all you do is run!” you retort.

a raspy grumble escapes childe, one that sounds a lot like the words ‘all you do is run!’, but you’re far too simultaneously tired and pumped with adrenaline to process it properly. thinking those words are truly what he said brings a burning to your chest, one unlike the physical injuries you’re sustaining— no, it feels more like the ache of a fond memory now long lost. you can’t bring yourself to remember why that would be the case.

you’re both exhausted at this point, panting uncontrollably, movements turning sluggish.

childe’s steps falter, knees shaking as if he’s about to fall, and he braces himself to summon the power of his delusion as violet sparks of electricity emit from him. you feel the hairs on the back of your head rise to attention as you tense up and prepare for the new challenge your opponent seems to pose— only for him to utterly fail.

being far too weak, the electro particles dissipate and childe’s legs finally give in when he falls to the ground with a miserable groan. shouldn’t have left his delusion as a last resort.

that previous seeping warmth of blood has since taken over your entire body as you’re practically dripping in your own blood, soon enough it’s far too much for you to handle and you join childe as you slump on the floor pathetically. the silence becomes deafening as both you and your opponent become far too incapacitated to do anything but pant and stare at each other with burning glares ridden with loathing.

you utterly despise him. how far he’s fallen, how much he’s done. all for the sake of a loveless ruler and the thrill of the bloodshed she promises him.

“i-i…” you mutter, voice strained and shaky, yet it still catches childe’s attention in full. “i hate you.”

those three words seem to irk childe to his very core, as his anger grows into seething growls completely rid of any previous composure. he roars ferally as he uses his remaining strength to launch at you, slamming you down into the cold floor. your head painfully lands against the hard surface and leaves you with an overwhelming ache in your cranium.

a shaky but determined hand rises to your throat and tries its mightiest to squeeze. your own hands immediately rise to fight back and push him away, feeling the air in your throat grow thinner and thinner. you instinctively panic and thrash under him, terrified that you might actually die by childe’s hands, like pathetic prey. your heart is drumming in your ears like it itself is drowning in a panic attack. oh god you’re going to die.

miraculously, your protests prove to be needles as the harbinger himself doesn’t have the strength to properly choke you to death—he gives up and resorts to just looming over you while choked, heaving breaths and coughs leave you, filling in the silence. within the dizzy haze that your head injury brings, your vision blurs for a moment and you’re almost able to see the shining face of a grinning, ginger-haired young boy above you. it’s gone within the next second.

you wonder if childe sees the same thing you do. you wonder if he, even for a millisecond, sees your giggly younger self beneath him. you wonder if that’s what makes him falter in his attempt to strangle you.

your questions seem to be sensed by him and wordlessly answered as he slowly lowers his forehead to yours, tired eyes falling to a close. his nose drips blood like a faucet and it lands warmly onto your face. you’re far too tired to bring yourself to care about it, you just close your own eyes instead. you remain like that for a while, just breathing in the metallic scent of each other’s blood. your wounds scream at you, you don’t listen— you listen to childe’s journey into regulating his breathing instead and subconsciously follow suit. you’re so unbelievably fucking tired, you’re 99% confident you’ll pass out underneath childe any moment now. there aren’t enough words in the world to explain what happens next.

a sudden wetness drags itself across your face and you perplexedly open your eyes to discover that it turns out to be childe dragging his blood-soaked face against yours, cheek rubbing onto your own and spreading crimson all over it— like a slobbering puppy. it’s utterly inexplicable.

just like how it’s utterly inexplicable that you don’t pull away. no, you laugh. you’d like to blame it on your delirious exhaustion, how you just stay and accept it. allow your blood to mix with his, more than it ever would’ve if you had just killed each other and been done with it. childe soon joins you with his own weak giggles and the two of you, for even a fraction of a moment, feel like children again.

it’s mindless, it’s silly, it’s uncaring. like you’re merely playing in the snow again and rubbing the melting snow that clings onto your faces on each other.

your hands irrationally rise to cup childe’s cheeks but you still don’t think to push him away, nor does he think to leave your touch. it’s utterly familiar and completely foreign all at once. though not as much as what happens next— in the harbinger’s mission to slobber blood all over you, your lips brush several times but neither act upon it. until childe finally decides to firmly clamp his mouth onto yours, like a parched man desperate for water.

he kisses you. and it’s okay, you’re okay. you’re both okay.

the sanguine soup that you two create inevitably to slither into your mouth and you gulp it down— it feels like the freshest sip of water you’ve ever taste. you must’ve hit your head catastrophically hard. you feel childe’s content sigh blow over you from his nose and realize you’ve got your own sigh of utter fulfillment to let out. perhaps this is more familiar than it is foreign, this subconscious affection. perhaps if you had had more time together, grown up together, you would’ve noticed the effortless childhood connection the two of you had would’ve blossomed into something more at some point. you know it would have.

you know this because you and childe seem to only kiss harder and deeper, pulling away only when breathing seems to be absolutely necessary and falling back in. drinking more of each other’s blood, intertwining further. the taste makes you nearly delirious.

you pass out from exhaustion in each other’s arms, both thinking that it might not be so terrible to be killed by the other’s hand if it means you’d get to consume each other so purely once again.

[rainystarshower]

Hai! I would like to req ratio x gn! Reader (omg i feel like your page is gonna be full of ratio fics lmao) anyways reader is like super clingy and always clings to him everywhere they go, holding his arms or his fingers (i feel like hes gonna be flustered anytime reader does that) even when they go to bed together, ratio couldnt even get out of bed in the morning cuz how tight reader holds his arm. Honestly you can pick the scenario cuz i couldnt think of anything lmao i hope this isn't to much

‘Your touch!’

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chara : Dr. Ratio

cw : fluff, gn reader, veritas ratio, reader is STRONG🔥🔥🔥

a/n : HELP UR RIGHT ANON IM GETTING SO MANY RATIO REQUESTS😭 But like, whenever I check the dr ratio x reader tag there’s only one fic per day...ratio fans are STARVING!! More food incoming from Rei!!!!!!!!

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Ratio couldn’t bear this anymore. Nighttime, he sat in his office chair, door locked to prevent you from entering. You were the reason he was like this after all. With his furrowed eyebrows, be buried his face into his hands, annoyed but flushed. He was extremely flustered and he just couldn’t contain it anymore!!

After taking a deep breath, the flush on his face slowly started to decrease. Now it was time for him to think back, as to why he’s so flushed! He leans back into his office chair, looking up at the ceiling — his brows still frowned. He recalled all those memories of you and him...

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You slammed open Ratio’s office door as he was working — startling him a little. Without another word coming out of his mouth, you instantly crawled onto his lap and hugged him, resting your cheek on his shoulder. You could feel how Ratio’s heart started beating faster, and how he immediately stopped his breath. You only smiled as he tried finding words. “What are you...” Was all he could let out, before you dug your face deeper into his neck. “Nothing. Just missed you” you murmured. You could feel the heat of his cheeks rising every second.

Another moment, where you and Ratio were just walking along the sidewalk of Penacony, talking about trivial matters. Slipping your hand into his, he notices and flinches. You show him a smile and he sighs, the blush on his face undeniable as he lets you hold his hand.

Or even that moment in bed, where you had come home late, seeing Ratio already asleep in your guys’ shared bed. You instantly changed and snuggled up close to him, either burying your face in his chest or hugging him from the back. He opens his eyes after you finally fall asleep, trying to keep his heart beat steady.

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All those times, gosh, you kept clinging to him! He didn’t hate it, no, never... But you were distracting him! It was like everytime he was in your vicinity you’d immediately interwine your hands or fingers, or you’d straight up hug-attack or pounce on him!

Lost in thought of you, he almost fell out of his chair — being startled by you breaking open his locked door. “Are you gonna sleep?” You ask him, walking over to his chair from behind and wrapping your arms around his neck loosely. Your damp hair from the shower you just took wetting Ratio’s shoulder and face slightly.

“Yes, after I finish the current project. There’s something missing in it.” He says, surprised you broke down the locked door, but feeling cooled and immediately forgetting about it by the water on his face and your hug. “Have you been sleeping enough? It seems like you haven’t.” That’s true, he hasn’t. He’s constantly kept awake, all because he isn’t used to the affection you pour onto him. Every small touch feels like he’s falling in love with you all over again, sparks that he thought could either never be lit again or lit at all — burning with every touch. “I’ve... Been distracted.” He admits, ashamedly. You pull back in surprise. “You? Distracted? Do tell why Doc!” You sit yourself ontop of his desk, taking his hand and playing around with it. His gloves, or just inspecting his hands.

He looks at you, praying you don’t notice his flush. His expression is unusually softer, he looks at you as if you’re something he just cannot figure out. He would never say this directly to your face, but, he’d like to hold you forever. “Someone has been distracting me.” He turns his head away, his eyes flickering from you time to time. “Is a co-worker bothering you?” You ask, still holding his hand but looking at him. “Not... Quite. They distract me in a way everytime they do little acts of touching me, I seem to be unable to stop thinking of it.” Your eyes widen, and he notices. “Such measly touches... Unable to escape my mind...” He repeats. You feel his hand slightly flince, going stiff for a second. “It’s... An addictive feeling...” You feel your own cheeks burn slightly. He looks at you from the side of his eye.

Your laugh fills the room, his face now turned to face you. He scoots his chair closer to you, his eyebrow slightly twitching. “Why are you laughing?” He articulated. “Nothing, you’re just adorable! Is this your way of saying you enjoy how clingy I am?” You wipe the tear from your eye that evolved from laughter, smiling at him and refusing to let go of his hand — not that he minds. His jaw slightly falls open, as if he’s unsure of what to say. Searching for the words. Only you could make him feel like this... Like an idiot... “Perhaps.” He almost denies.

You sigh fondly. Ratio immediately noticing the warmth in your smile. You jump off the table and stand besides Ratio’s chair. He looks at you, rather puzzled as to what you’re trying to do. But before he knows it, you scoop him up from his chair, your arms and hands underneath his legs and back. He’s caught off guard, he yelps.

You immediately take him to your shared room, closing the lights and leaving only one lamp with a warm dim lighting open. Then taking off any bothersome piece of accessory Ratio wears on his person and immediately cuddle him. He looks at you, surprised. But how he loved it when you held him like this, or when he held you. He didn’t say a thing, only embracing your touch in that moment — making the two of you drift into slumber.

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Anon this idea of urs was so big brain I think I crapped myseld

[rainystarshower]

Hii, i wanted to request a SFW alphabet with Yun Jin. Thank you!

SFW Alphabet with Yun Jin

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chara : Yun Jin

cw : fluff, possible mischaracterizing because i haven’t played genshin since 2.8😭/srs

a/n : first genshin request and it’s Yun Jin omg... My girl... 💗

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A — How they show affection 𝄞≛

Oh she’s totally the type to try and spend as much time as possible with you! She’s got a play upcoming? Nah, she rather spend her current time with you rather than practice. You can see it on her face, how she tries to spoil you and constantly hang out that she really loves your company and wants to be with you more!

B — How they are as a bestie 𝄞≛

She’s the type of best friend that you get so close to, even her mum (Yunning) treats you like her own child! If Yun Jin gets yelled at, so will you! She always plans tons of hangouts and sleepovers, inviting you to her plays too!

C — How they cuddle 𝄞≛

Biggest cuddler ever!! She’ll cling onto you and never let go. Especially when she’s tired! She would lay on top of your chest and let you play with her hair as she goes on about her play and details she needs to work on.

D — A domestic life with them 𝄞≛

Yun Jin would love doing arts and crafts with you. She’d buy plain mugs and paint, then have the two of you paint your own creations! She’ll help out with daily chores and cling to your side. Then she’ll treat you to a dinner or perhaps you two just lay on the couch, watching a movie! Very fluffy and comforting <3

E — Ending the relationship 𝄞≛

She wouldn’t be happy, not at all. Probably on the verge of tears. She’d try to cover it up, after all — acting has given her some perks. But, she’s been so open with you. Being herself! So it’s really hard for her to choke back her tears, because she knows her act is faltering.

F — How they feel committing with you being their fiancée 𝄞≛

Thrilled!! She’ll be all over you, planning the wedding in her head. What you’ll be wearing, what she’ll be wearing, constantly bothering Yunning with all the details! She’s ready commit, but she’s hesitant. She has a big job after all, she feels a bit worried at times... But she’ll always try to make it up to you!

G — How gentle are they with you 𝄞≛

Oh, very gentle! Surprisingly though, she gets a bit energetic the second her guards down. She’ll cradle you, but the next second, she’ll be tackling you down playfully and playing around with you! If you ask her to be a bit more gentle with you, she’d apologize and try to be more softer<3

H — Do they like hugs 𝄞≛

Oh she loves them!! Maybe not when she’s harassed into it, but when it’s a pure hug from you at any given time, she’ll immediately swing herself into it! She lovessss hugs, nobody can prove me wrong

I — How long does it take for them to say ‘I love you’ 𝄞≛

For Yun Jin, I think she’d hesitate at first but after some self-reassurance, she’ll 100% say it. It might come off as a surprise, but she wouldn’t say it straight up into the relationship. She’d probably need a week or so!

J — How are they when jealous 𝄞≛

This was kinda funny to imagine actually hehe... She’d be looking at you all pouty when she sees you’re giving somebody more affection. She’ll walk towards you and whoever you’re with and give them ‘kind’ smile before she says she needs you for something and occupies you until she fesls alright again!

K — How do they like kissing 𝄞≛

Loves it like anything. Her kisses are sweet, chaste and sincere. You can feel her love, her real emotions pour out in every kiss she gives you. You’ll end up longing for more<3

L — How good are they with little ones 𝄞≛

I’d say she’s pretty good! She’ll tell them stories and about her plays, every kid would be mesmerized by Yun Jin! She’d totally love taking care of kids and helping them out or even having their company around!

M — How are your mornings with them 𝄞≛

Comfortable! She’s very snuggly, and when she’s up and at it — she’ll offer to wash your hair or even make breakfast. She’d give you a new type of breakfast everyday to experiment what you like!

N — How are your nights with them 𝄞≛

Also comfortable! She loves doing skincare with you before sleeping. For dinner, she’ll always get the best top-notch best selling in the market ingredients for you! Or take-out, to which she adds her own few ingredients...

O — How open are they with you 𝄞≛

I think Yun Jin would hesitate at first, unsure of how much she can exactly say to you. But eventually, when she does, she’ll end up being very open afterwards!

P — How patient are they with you 𝄞≛

Very patient. Sure, one day she might get impatient but she’ll never let it show. Otherwise, she’s usually very patient with everybody in general — especially you though!

Q — Quizz them to know how much do they remember about you 𝄞≛

She remembers everything you like! She doesn’t exactly remember what you don’t like however... She’ll probably be unsure of what to say if you ask her about something you dislike, but the chances are she’ll probably get quarter right! However, she remembers all your preferences! Like your favourite foods, flowers, everything else!

R — What’s their favourite moment in their relationship that they remember 𝄞≛

The way you look at her when she performs. The way your eyes lit up and how you look at her awe-struck, she’ll be so happy. She might even do way better! Yunning suggests you watch her more too<3

S — How secure — protective are they of you 𝄞≛

She’s protective if needed. When she knows the intention of the person talking to, she’ll definitely step in and protect you. Anything to make sure their words or what they do doesn’t hurt you.

T — How hard do they try for their relationship 𝄞≛

She tries really hard for your guys’ relationship! She’ll make sure she puts in all the effort. You’re important to her, she has to try this hard at least! Sure, it’s kinda difficult but if you put in your fair share, she’s 100% doing her ultimate best for you<3

U — What’s an ugly, bad habit of theirs 𝄞≛

She lets Yunning drag her around everywhere, if you two have a date but there’s an interview, she’ll suggest to delay the interview but when Yunning disagrees, she gives in and delays your dates. Or she’ll always arrive late, held back by dozens of things! Try to help her out, alright?

V — (Vanity) How insecure are they 𝄞≛

She’ll try not to let anything get to her, but when it does, she’ll try not to bother you with it too much. She’ll need the comfort, so give it to her. I think she would be afraid of failing. Failing acting because she’s too occupied by you or failing at being a lover because she’s too occupied by acting. That would be her main fear.

W — Would they feel incomplete — not whole without you 𝄞≛

Definitely. How could she properly perform without her encouragement, the gaze of your eyes when she performs? She’ll feel like something is missing, and there is something missing. You. She might even do a bit sloppier, but nobody but Yunning and you notice.

X — Xtra headcanon 𝄞≛

She loves doing skincare and spa days with you. They’re the best! She’ll recommend the best types for you and her, making it the best experience for the both of you as you two just relax into the moment — together.

Y — What’s in their list of ‘Yuck!’ things 𝄞≛

Arrogant and controlling people. If you’re arrogant and controlling, she’ll try putting up with you and would confront you about it. If you listen to her, you’ll remain in a relationship with her. But if you don’t, I’m sorry but she’s leaving!!

Z — How do they zzz 𝄞≛

Yun Jin gives you plenty of space while you’re sleeping. But when she’s deep sleeping? She’s laying on top of you, her feet in your face or maybe even making you dangle off the bed! But when she isn’t, you have enough space... Maybe too much? If you do get lonely though, you’re allowed to cuddle her<3

[rainystarshower]

you. reading this. don't forget your daily clicks

[rainystarshower]

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[rainystarshower]

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[rainystarshower]

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[rainystarshower]

Helloo, can I request priest! Dan Feng x fem! Demon reader? Where Dan Feng is devoted to his God but ends up being in love towards reader, a demon. But he would never admit his true feelings and was in denial, and that denial led him to go the church to ask for forgiveness from his God like "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned" and just blamed reader for making him fall in love, thinking she puts a spell on him or something. He was concentrating but then reader shows up behind him to annoy him as usual (you can come up with the scenario yourself, but if you can, please make reader have a teasing/flirting side since she's a demon)

‘Lovely Sinner’

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chara : Dan Feng

cw : fluff, preist!dan feng, demon!fem reader, mentions of HCQ, modern-ish AU?, mentions of make-up, incorrect displays of Christianity (I’m Muslim lol...), ooohhh a flirtatious reader hehehehehe... Possible OOC with the lovely Dan Feng

a/n : HCQ MENTIONED EVERYBODY STAY CALM... I had 0 expectations when I started this, I HEAVILY doubted myself so try to bear with me here......... Also sorry that this is late!! Been losing motivation recently...

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‘That’s wrong.’ Dan Feng, laying on his bed, thought to himself. Over and over again, thinking about how wrong it is... How wrong it is, that — he, Dan Feng, a priest, has fallen in love with a demon? A demon of all creatures?! He’s a priest, a well respected one at that! You just appeared in his life out of nowhere, and decided to cling yourself onto Dan Feng. For what? He did nothing to deserve it — right?!

Oh but how his heart fluttered everytime he had thought about you. He was in denial, for so, sooooooo long! Now he’s here, laying in his bed as his heart almost leaps out of his throat at the constant thought of holding you! It drives him insane!!

“That’s it. It must’ve been a spell!” He says, getting up from his bed with determination. He needs to go to church, he needs to pray and ask his father above for forgiveness. That was the only logical explanation Dan Feng could think of — of course you casted a spell on him! Surely if he asks God for forgiveness, the spell will be lifted — no?

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“Heading to church?” Yingxing asked, watching as Dan Feng was heading out. “Yes, I’ll be back as soon as possible.” His voice shaked. He couldn’t let anybody know about his greatest sin. No, not at all. After all, being in love with a demon is a far more grave sin than any other.

“Dan Feng!” You call out to him as he’s about to pray. He decides to ignore you, not even attempting to bat an eye towards you. Which, agitates you, so you call out again. Again, he ignores. He’s too focused on his prayer. He has to ask his father in heaven for forgiveness! He must!

So you stand in front of him, looking directly at his face and interrupt his prayer by slightly pushing him to the side. “You interrupted my prayer.” He scowls at you. You merely scoff in response. “Well, you were ignoring me and my good looks! I had to do something about it.” Your tail peeked out, wagging a little in joy he finally placed some attention to you. Dan Feng caught notice of your tail, and felt a bit flushed. ‘How adorable’ He thought.

And there, oh how the realization hit... You? Adorable? Blasphemy! You’re a demon! Dan Feng is devoted to his God, finding a demon such as yourself adorable is a sin, a tremendous one!

You caught him, a bit flushed, to which you took the opportunity to tease him for it. “Oh? Am I really that irresistible that you can’t help but blush?” You lean closer to him, smirk on your face, his breathing subconsciously stopping. “No, not at all. You never will be.” He refuted. What a blant lie...

You chuckle, causing his heart to skip a beat. “You and your blasted spell...” he mutters under his breath, inescapable to your ears. “Spell? What spell?” You sat yourself besides him, leaning a bit back, using your hands for support.

He stares at you, a bit perplexed. “The spell you casted on me... The one that makes my heart yearn for you.” Yearn for you? This was the first you’ve heard of this... “you’re a demon. You’re capable of such things! You caused my fantasies!” he tried defending himself.

“a spell...? Fantasies...???” you ponder to yourself. Your mind concentrated on wondering ‘what the hell is this guy talking about...?’ he stares at you in anticipation, hoping you would realize and undo whatever spell you casted upon him.

“explain your symptoms — fantasies in more detail.” you ask. In response, he obliges and starts to talk about his symptoms. The symptoms of where he wants to run his fingers through your hair, watch you put on make-up and occasionally help you, hold you as you drift off to sleep in his arms, let you do his hair in whatever style you want — all of it.

You could feel your heart thumping more and more as he continued talking about his ‘symptoms and fantasies’. Your train of thoughts was running wild, until he broke it with one simple sentence. “the spell that caused me to fall in love with you.” he admitted, looking you directly in the eyes which the moonlight was reflecting on. Hell, he looked so pretty...

You forget to speak. Dan Feng, looking down, thinks to himself. Just as you’re about to say something, he cuts it off with a quick kiss. He’s fallen in love, he can’t deny it. “It’s not a spell, is it?” Dan Feng asks you, pulling you closer to him, watching your face slightly blush before you let a grin break free. “Nope, you’re just a dummy in love” you tease. Instead of him getting upset, he grins back — kissing you once again in the church, moonlight falling upon the two of you. “Gorgeous woman, you are, aren’t you?” he surprisingly teases back. Your response being: “a thousand men could die to have me”

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His grin, unfaltering as he kisses your cheek. “yet I am that one alive man, which managed to have you”

HOLY SHIT WHAT WAS THAT?????????????????????????????