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why is there no fanfiction for Sugar and Vice by Allie Therin yet??? I just read book one and two in literally two days, it was that good. Now you're telling me I have to wait half a year for book three? The horror

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i was not prepared for 236............send help

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Soooo uhmmm... Hi?

First of all, I know there have been people trying to reach me over the past year and to all those I want to say: I'm really sorry for not responding when you reached out to me. It is not excusable in any way, but I want you to know that it wasn't out of malice or because I just didn't care enough. It is not an over-exaggeration when I say that all of you weighed on my mind and regularly showed up in my thoughts because you were such an important part of my life when I needed you most, which makes the way I handled everything even worse.

For the sake of transparency: I have been severely depressed since the beginning of last year, it's kind of hard to pin down exactly when it took a turn for the worse. I had phases where I thought it wasn't too bad, especially in the beginning but also throughout summer. In the fall, I went to study abroad for a couple months, which made everything even more stressful and hectic. Then the anxiety crept in and the thought of opening my Tumblr or Discord would almost send me into a panic attack because I knew I had let people down and I just couldn't handle it.

I stopped writing for the most part, which really really sucked because I thought I had gotten to a good place 2021, but alas, I just couldn't. I'm only now slowly picking up the metaphorical pen again, which I'm happy about. But I missed Tumblr, I missed my Fandoms, I missed my friends and Fandom-friends, and I just need to do something to get out of this shitty hole.

I want to start reblogging again, and commenting and messaging people that live all over the world, but I just couldn't do it without giving you a heads-up because that's the least I could do.

I know this is probably not enough to make amends and I don't expect it to be, but I want you to know, again, that my love goes out to all of you who have reached out, who have shared moments of their time with me, because I am grateful for that.

I can't promise that I won't just fall off the face of the earth again, because mental illnesses are kinda unpredictable--at least for me, still--but I will try to handle things differently from now on.

(I still haven't opened my Discord and it will probably still take a while until I do it, but I will do it at some point.)

I am very open about my mental illness and the way it has impacted my life and the people around me, so if anyone is interested or wants to share their own experiences or literally anything else, don't hesitate!

Thank you, and I'm sorry.

Love, Rain

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I’m probably gonna do nano again this year. Will I work on all my unfinished fics or start a completely new one?

Who knows? Definitely not me

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HOLY SHIT.

A sakuatsu x Our Flag Means Death AU

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hell yeah

My second contribution to the “They Were Roommates” Reverse Mini Bang (@TheyR_Roommates on Twitter) and another rarepair I don’t think gets enough love !! They are having a movie night!

@kiconwrites (Kicon on ao3)’s companion fic ‘Where the Heart Is’ is here!! And do check out the ao3 collection as well :D

Thanks everyone for a great event !!

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I have been gone for way too long, but I am back now and planning to write all the things I told y’all I would write!!! Ahhhhhhhh I hope people are still looking forward to my jjk ficlets!

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Bless the person who came up with the spy x family jjk crossover

I can’t get it out of my mind now

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LOOK AT THEM (just now listening to As The World Caves In and akykdnelrlrbt I’m GONNA fucking CRY)

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the forger family in matching outfits! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧˚

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Look at them!!!!

nobara wanted to have a photoshoot

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Holy shittttttt

you make a fool of death with your beauty

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hiiii i just read your fic on ao3 (all the possibilities in my dreams) and i loved it so much!!!! i really loved your writing and you made my night because i’m kind of on a jjk binge right now jajaj so thanks for that

Oh my goooood and you just made my day by sending this message!!! Ahhhh I’m so happy you liked it so much!! I really need to get on with writing all these planned snippets lmao but this gave me a real motivation boost so thank you for that!! (If you need any more jjk fic recs, check out my bookmarks!!) have a great day!

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this makes me soft™️

daily life

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Happy Birthday @flightlessdevotee​!! In your honour, here is my annual Kubokai story. I had a lot of fun writing it, and I hope I have done your ideas justice!

Title: The Road Ahead of Us

Fandom: 斉木楠雄のΨ難 | Saiki Kusuo no Sai-nan | The Disastrous Life of Saiki K.

Rating: T

Pairing: Kubokai

Characters: Kuboyasu Aren, Kaidou Shun (Other characters are briefly mentioned or play minor roles)

Tags: Future Fic, Near Future, they’re in their third year, Friends to Lovers, Road Trips, Snowed In, Cuddling & Snuggling, Sharing a Bed, Sharing Body Heat, Love Confessions, Getting Together, First Kiss, Kissing, Haunting, according to Kaidou anyway, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Mild Language

Summary:

“So, we’ve got a fire, food, and hopefully running water soon,” Shun ticked them off on his fingers. “Now what?” Aren looked up at the large triangular window set high in the wall, beneath the slope of the cabin roof. It was only grey beyond the glass, but he could still hear the wind howling around the corners of the building, the snowflakes tapping against the windowpanes. “Now we wait for the snow to stop.”

With the uncertainty of their futures looming ahead of them (and a lot of unspoken feelings between them), Aren and Shun decide that a road trip is the perfect way to spend their last winter holiday before graduation. Being trapped in a tiny cabin while a blizzard rages outside isn’t quite what they had in mind…

Read It Here

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just finished Violet Evergarden The Movie and now my eyes fucking hurt from all the ugly-crying. But oh my, it was beautiful. Need to look at fan art to cope with all my feelings now lmao