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sitting at a combined 10k of Mouthwashing abo for one fic and only 5k is the chapter I’m focusing on and none of the chapters are done LOL this one is long

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Are you gonna finish the chapter you were working on?

not now no soz :p I’m putting it and the other wips with that ask for my notes/unfinished stuff. I really appreciate ur support & it’s basically why I ever gaf abt it but I seriously don’t like it

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I’ve mostly been yapping on Twitter abt them bc most mw fans on tumblr r borrrrinnggg

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Oh also the big major upside of cod was a really nice community u guys have been super encouraging & why I stuck w it so long so thank uuuuuu soz I’m interested in other stuff now

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also I’m on twt again @ rep0mandown

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Hi, are you planning on writing anything with gaz?

Ummm I’m not going to say anything final but it’s not in my current plans. I might get back to it buuut

honestly here’s js my opinions on cod sorry for yapping

Honestly most of my interest in cod was abt roach & the fanon meta narrative bc that’s an interesting character. I couldn’t care less abt canon in any way and idrc abt the characters as anything more than OCified stand ins which makes it hard to gaf abt writing it. It was kind of fun & an easy way to get back into writing but I don’t have any deeper feelings abt them so my other interests r way more appealing also cod fanfic is sooo samey. It feels like I’m reading & writing the exact same shit as anyone else 😭 ik yall like some of my stuff but it’s rlly js basic kink content with a recognizable name & I know 100% it’s not even original which sucks!! I dont think anything ive written for cod is anything but derivative. The longer bits I’ve written have stalled bc I don’t care abt the characters meanwhile I’ve posted like 25k of other stuff that I would rather get back to

also I js don’t like writing for massive fanbases when I have a lot of obscure interests I have 0 content for. I feel really bored by cod. It’s one unique ish thing is the military aspect which I have 0 interest in engaging w so like what’s the point. I’m not even rlly into most of the porn I’m going to be honest not to side eye but god these dynamics don’t even have salt some of it is saved 100% by bare quality of writing.

as for me I think it’s bad for me to continue how I was. I learned some good lessons from it but I stopp3d writing half bc I got super ill and half bc I felt soooo stagnant. Like I would js be unable to write anything but a couple hundred words in a straight shot & i feel/felt like I was putting no effort into anything which sucks. I have no real thoughts abt any of my cod snippets bc they’re js snips of whatever I threw together js to post. & I’m glad I got past my fic posting anxiety and I can do things more fast & loose but I actually want to lock in and write not just play porn scrabble.

I don’t like leaving things unfinished so I won’t say no I’ll never ever write cod content again but I’m definitely v bored of it & I want to write what I like & characters im actually passionate about instead of sexy cardboard cutout #4 or we. Im finally engaging w things and writing and drawing more & want to return to being a freak abt weirdos ^_^ I want to get back to posting my interests yk

I’m still into things I posted & all I’m js moving fandoms I guess. Catch me wheres there’s erotic cannibalistic obsession queerbait

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Hei, i was wondering, whos the new story about?

Jimcurl, Jimmy Mouthwashing x curly mouthwashing

I’ve been following this game since manly did a demo ages ago and it just recently came out and OOOOOOO fuck it’s so cool. It’s a great horror game with a rlly fun story & Jimmy & curlys dynamic is soo fucking. I’d watch it blind a bunch of let’s plays have js come out ^_^

Snip :3

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in other words….first omegaverse isn’t SPN

I’m really struggling to retain an interest in cod honestly sorry

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I’m really struggling to retain an interest in cod honestly sorry

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Someone on TikTok complained abt shipping & did a little comp of Jimmy toxic moments and opened with curly struggling while Jimmy tries to make him take pills &

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thinking extremely hard abt Mouthwashing by the way

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Talk about competitive creep gazsoap please ? 👀

literally the woooorst fucking duo soap is already really awful but god forbid he has positive reinforcement from literally anyone. Even if he wasn’t fucked up over it he’d be there for the thrill of the chase. He’s awful and touchy and even less willing to be subtle about it, trying to show off to Gaz at every turn. Gaz gets his free excuse to do whatever he wants because whatever he’s planning surely isn’t as humiliating as soap’s. And it’s not his fault soap dragged that poor guy off into the corner, I mean is it a crime to be standing there and have eyes? They’ll rile each other up when they’re not around their target too and things will js end up even worse.

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pondering competitive creep gazsoap again

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I wish jimmyxcurly was as popular as some of y’all pretend it was

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What're you working on chapter 1 of?

What we thinking.

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Hello, hope youre feeling better😊 When do you think the next snip will be released?

lil more than a snip :p working on chapter one

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actually wait what should I title gazreader kidnapping

okay. Recompiling things