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Hopefully I will only be here a couple more days

Just letting everyone know that I’m currently in the hospital. I got pneumonia and it went septic so they’re keeping me until I don’t need the O2 anymore.

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Just letting everyone know that I’m currently in the hospital. I got pneumonia and it went septic so they’re keeping me until I don’t need the O2 anymore.

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Lonnie pushing Jonathan vs. Neil pushing Billy

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Send " ❗❗❗ " for your muse to suddenly and unexpectedly kiss mine.

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I wanna share my Destiny Hunter with people but I feel like there wouldn’t be any interest in her (plus I’m so far behind on the current story as I have no one to play with)

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Sorry for the inactivity, everyone. Billy’s been hard to keep going lately.

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Billy, you're just playing a big game of pretend. Oh, what fun with a little house and a sweet little family. Anderson this and Anderson that. Those aren't your siblings and that isn't your dad. You are just not man enough to face reality. Reality is you're unwanted and unloved got it? You are just running away too scared to face facts so you play house with a depressed old man and a few stray orphans instead. It's sad really. I pity you. You could do so much better. But you won't. Maybe I should teach you a lesson? The kids too. I bet they'll be soooo sad to see 'Big Brother' is no longer able to play house in their sad little roleplay fantasy.

The young teen balled his hands into fists, biting back the tears that always come too easily. Ever the crybaby Billy. His father would hate that but Hank always told him it was okay. Like his mama used to before she left him.

“You’re right. I know no one wants me. My dad hated me and Mama must’ve secretly hated me, too, because she left me with him. But you’re wrong about Hank. He loves all of us when no one else would. He doesn’t care that I cry easyo or like boys. He doesn’t hate Mayson for wearing whatever clothes he likes even if it means tutus. He doesn’t hurt Lana for being sick. We might not be his blood but we’re all the family we got!”

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Send my muse unhinged anons

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So I've been frothing at the mouth ever since hearing the teaser for the remastered version of 'Wolf in Sheep's Clothing' and then this happened.

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Steve was pretty sure he must be insane. Why else would he be standing in the middle of a rowdy concert crowd, waiting for his ex-boyfriend to come onstage?

What was he hoping for? For Billy to see him in the crowd and instantly forgive him? That somehow Billy would see that Steve had realised what a stupid mistake it had been to dump him all those years ago and accept him back into his life?

Fat chance. Especially when he heard a few fans near him chatting excitedly about the news that apparently Billy had recently gotten engaged to the frontman on rival metal group 'corroded coffin'.

It wasn't like Steve actually enjoyed the music that Billy played. It was far too heavy for his tastes. But that didn't mean that he hadn't played their most popular song on repeat for months after it had come out.

Mostly because of that first line.

'this is about you'

Some might have considered it big headed but Steve was certain that 'Wolf in Sheep's Clothing' was in fact about him. Mostly because of how their last fight had gone down.

"For fuck sake Billy, this isn't about you right now!"

"Of course it isn't! Because it's about you, it's always fucking about you!!!"

Steve shook his head, it had been a stupid fight, because they'd been stupid kids. He'd been struggling with his sexuality since they'd started dating, and he knew that he'd taken it out on Billy, but he'd been 20 for god sake.

And now here he was, ten years later. Waiting for the one that got away to step on stage.

Billy had probably forgotten him by now.

As that thought settled the lights in the stadium dimmed and those heavy, loud guitars started up. Followed by a cackle that threw Steve right back to high school.

"Hello Indiana, it's good to be back!" Billy said as the spotlight hit him in all his tanned, blond glory.

"fuck," Steve whispered, suddenly feeling very insecure about his greying hair and preppy clothes. Billy looked just as good as he had all those years ago, perhaps even better.

He certainly looked happier.

Then Billy's eyes met his, and whilst Steve was certain that Billy couldn't actually see him amongst the throng of bodies it felt like he was looking directly at him.

Billy's grin widened and he pointed into the crowd.

"This is still about you."

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Lana stomped her feet. "Come on Billy! Hurry up! We'll miss out on the good candy!" Lana stood at the end of the Anderson's front walk dressed in her Halloween costume and eady to take off into the neighborhood. Cole and Mayson raced out of the house to join her. From behind the kids Hank chuckled then turned to Billy "You sure you're up to herding the three of em tonight? I could take the boys if you need."

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“I’m coming, Lana, don’t have a heart attack.” The teen teased his little sister. He watched the younger kids getting excited and it made him more excited, too. He hasn’t been trick-or-treating in a ten years and he’s finally getting to join in on the fun again.

“I think I can do it. I haven’t gotten to go out on Halloween in years, Dad.” Excited but a little scared to mess up and ruin this newfound father and son relationship with Hank.

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@harringroveweek week prompt || 06-29

AU: celebrity rockstar billy + actor steve

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"Billy Hargrove is racist because Dacre was supposed to say the n-word and refused to!!"

If they literally read the next paragraph they would've understood/contextualized, from Montgomery himself, that the very fact he refused to meant the motivation changed and Billy no longer hated Lucas for his race...

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Please love me. Please love me. Please love me. I'll do anything. I feel like I don't exist if you aren't looking at me. But when you see me, I know, I know I'm real. But driving through this dark without you...haha...it makes me feel like I'm nothing. Please, someone find me.

A monologue from "Billy's fantasy girl" who is supposed to be EXACTLY LIKE HIM. Vecna's in his mind so this is BASICALLY HOW HE THINKS.

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Re: ST VR game content...

The fact that Vecna could recognize that Billy felt incapable of being loved and saved but somehow couldn't calculate that Billy would sacrifice himself in the end because what is living worth to Billy who hasn't felt loved since his mother left him...

...why would Billy give in to false promises that he could be loved by someone, that Vecna could deliver it to him if he just did what he said when his own mother would not come back to him no matter how much he begged as a child.

He accurately assessed that Billy was broken. He didn't account for the fact that he could not piece Billy back together into a twisted being he could control by preying on his insecurities. The arrogance of that really.

To think that Billy would fall for that.

Billy, who has already accepted that he was unlovable a long time ago.