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Oh my gosh, this is amazing. Thanks for sharing

Have anyone missed me? 😂 I am back shortly with a new MV of Alan. Enjoy it ❤

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I miss you a lot more, heaving read your diaries and having the smallest of intakes in to your live. Thanks for giving us the chance to get to know you a bit.

It does make it all harder though…

I keep your memory alive and that’s my spirit.

@jo-tag thanks for this

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Ahhhh❤️🤝

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Erised

I finished the painting last night…

I always paint outside on the balcony. I was annoyed about the darkness, that it was late and that I had to go inside.

I was waiting for the day to start, the morning to come early so I can look at it again.

I wish to be one of those tiny strands of hairs

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I see your true colors shine

I love that picture of Alan so much. It hangs on my fridge… his smile and face show a light heart and ease that always gives me a Lift in dark times.

I consider on painting long hair over the face.. I want some more severus vibes

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I am into oil painting for a while. It always had been very abstract… no objects.

Severus was a motivation to start on portraits.

I am really bad at using oil in a efficient, technical way… there’s lots to learn and I just go by the feelings and let my hand flow.

I came to ran out of canvas but wanted to keep practicing. That’s how I came to overdraw old paintings, that where my starters on oil.

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Your name is my art. Severus, a melody in my head played over and over without getting boring. Ever.

Inked this drawing I did some years ago, turned out rather good.

The ink blotch however.. was tragic accident

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Thanks @welland48 (Michael Rickman) for the lovely photo shared today in memory of his brother Alan and his mother (on Twitter).

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Happy Birthday … what an amazing time you have been born into. What a delight it was that we both wonder about this world in the same era.

Thanks for sharing your lifework with us. Your works always have been inspirational….

Talent is an accident of genes and a responsibility

This quote was has always helped me through tough times. Always when i kept doubting…

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You will always be my valentine…

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This is the best I felt in days! Going through a rough time at the moment.

Art and creativity made me feel again. Happy! Encouraged! Liking myself and my skills! Loving what I created.

Severus, you‘ll always get me up when I’m down. Thanks.

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Finally found the time and courage to cram out my ink and feather!

Loved drawing Severus in the past with ink and copics. Looking forward to get into drawing again

@chanccart @severusluciuslover @potter-n-potions

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Those words… Are still the right words for my grief. Couldn’t say it better.

I miss you

Goodbye my friend, goodbye my lover.

You have been the one...

You have been the one for me

Why do I miss him so much?

Isn’t he just a celebrity I know from television? How can I know anything about him, when he plays a different role and is never himself?

He never knew I existed. He never guessed how many people loved him, not knowing they existed.

Thinking about cancer... thinking about a pancreatic cancers gives me tears. Whenever I hear someone has that fate upon them, I am in tears.

This pain! This suffering! This short notice of death infront of you! Yet he had not to fight to long. A battle also, he could never have won.

Why do I miss so much?

His voice only ever exists on recordings or videos. His face just on pictures and the movies he was in.

Yet his smile is in my heart. His voice in my head, calming me in bad times. The smiles and laughs, which are so wholesome and rich of emotions stays in me forever.

Why is it him that I am so lost in?

Today, 14.01, also is my birthday. We share those days. A connection you might say.

For five years I am in sorrow on this day. Although I am greatful to be born in this time life. To have walked over the earth in the same time as him. Even having the chance to see him, which was the best day of my life (07.07.11)!

I am lost in you. Have lost my heart to you. My will to live, is to keep up your memory.

Looking up into sky I only see your face. It makes me smile and keeps me sad.

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Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested

INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified

GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed

FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested

JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed

LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed

LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned

ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore

SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized

ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged

NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered

SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted

FIRST OFF Began

LASTLY Concluded Concurred

WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted

HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed

WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned

ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted

CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised

LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed

BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged

FINE Consented Decided

TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered

JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched

WASN’T ME Denied Lied

EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened

BORED Droned Sighed

SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered

DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached

OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled

ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered

ANNOYING Nagged

I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled

I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered

OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered

SURPRISE BITCH Revealed

IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted

BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased

Edit: People, I’m an English and creative writing double major in college; I understand that there’s nothing wrong with simply using “said.” This was just for fun, and it comes in handy when I need to add pizzazz. 

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