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(Warning: pedophilia accusation)

One of my f/os is Sir Hiss from Robin Hood, and I remember asking a disney villain imagine blog if I could have some romantic headcanons of Hiss. They obliged, but their post included text saying I was a child predator, all because I labelled myself as a proshipper; (all of my fictional others are older than me (I'm 30 years old) because that's what I'm attracted to.)

It was extremely rude and petty, posting the headcanons anyway but also including shit like "You don't deserve these headcanons" and "Hiss doesn't love you because you're disgusting". I sort of laugh about it, but I still feel hurt sometimes.

Idk, I randomly remembered it today. And it's so stupid because they literally could've just privately messaged me saying "I don't want to make a headcanon post for you, sorry" or whatever. Anything but making a mockery and using one of my favourite characters to hurt me.

--🐍 anon (if it's not taken)

That’s so rude for no reason?? Literally so uncalled for.

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Honestly i kinda ship myself with myself in a sort of shipcest way? I perceive myself as like multiple different "versions" of me, like my ideal self, or who i present as in public, etc. and i think i selfship with all of them. its just self love with extra steps :)

that’s actually so sweet and fun!!

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i kin/id as a character that's canonically related to my main f/o ... and it kind of sucks bc i feel like i can't talk about my identity in selfship spaces (and viceversa i guess) but also like. THAT'S MY IDENTITY??? bleeehh this shit sucks - 👾 anon (if it's not taken)

blehh that does suck anon

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I love my f/o so so much. she often has really bad nightmares, and I like to be there to support her. she struggles a lot but she cares so much about me. I want to keep her safe (sorry for the f/o gushing (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠))

that’s so sweet!! I bed she really appreciates it

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I love being a lesbian that selfships with a gay man,,

is it queerplatonic? is it romantic? No one knows, including the both of us, we're just here to kiss and fuck when we're bored and we're each other's comfort and that's beautiful I think <3

this is so real

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Hello again! So, I was the one who asked if vent confessions are okay. Thank you for answering!

I don't think it involves serious issues other than just this weird (and perhaps irrational) jealousy I have over a character that gets commonly shipped with my F/O. The character in question is Kazuha from Genshin Impact, and my F/O is the Wanderer.

Forgive the incoming TMI, I don't know how else to explain it huhu

Kazuha has a new line of merchandise coming up (autumn wear), and they're really pretty, not gonna lie! I do like them, but it looked similar to Wanderer's own line, and the fact that the artwork in the keychain (that comes with the purchase) looks like they can be put side-by-side is what triggered me and my insecurities. Some fans, especially the canon x canon shippers, are already pointing it out the characters' aesthetic similarities.

https://twitter.com/GenshinUpdate/status/1699998676092096870

https://twitter.com/GenshinUpdate/status/1833356121878524301

I like to imagine my self-insert OC wearing modern stuff like this for the immersive experience, and I hate that a simple set of merch ruined it for me.

this really sucks, i’m sorry! i bet your f/o is super uncomfy to have matching merch made with a canon character when they actually love you, anon!

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Selfship confession but i kinda do not understand not sharing. Im not hating. I usually don't share an f/o anyway so it's not a problem. But I just do not get it. Part of it could just be exposure therapy. My selfship is a kin related ship, and because i kin an unpopular character, the two are very very rarely seen in the same room romantically. So I'm just used to seeing other, more popular ships.

Idk.

Like i said, I'm not hating. I just do not understand lmao

-🦠anon if that isn't taken yet

That’s totally understandable. I personally have an f/o that I see on the same level of commitment as my irl spouse, and sharing is a nick for me with him. It could be a different reason for everyone.

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Sorry this is a little bit of a vent

I got doxxed not too long ago, it was a whole stupid thing, after I called them out they came into my inbox and said all this horrible shit but they also said “btw if those characters met you irl they would hate you” and I tried to brush it off as a stupid immature thing to say after committing an literal crime but I’m not gonna lie it’s gotten to me honestly it got under my skin worse than the doxxing did and I know that sounds stupid but my life has been ruined for years I could not give less of shit if some immature brat wants to call up my workplace(oh no don’t get me fired from my easily replaceable fast food job!) but my men mean a lot to me and being told they’d hate me just for being myself really hurt

Like I know it’s not true but I can’t get it out of my mind after all that

-🔧 anon if it’s not taken

What an idiot, dude!

Your f/os would be disgusted at the fact that they were being used to make you feel bad, because they would care about you! They’d hate to be used as ammunition for an argument like that. They’d be dusgusted that someone would talk shit about them as a way to insult you, and they’d probably want a restraining order against that creep.

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F/o that turned me proship hits different i must say...

(💫 anon pretty plz)

Oh hell yeah, that’s me with 2 of my f/os tbh.

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i've found out that i have a very specific type of bratty, annoying (affectionate) shotas that are smart and think they're better than anyone else (and they are) (to me). why do i have 2 hackers, a rich boy, and a skater all on my f/o list and they're all so similar omgggg 3 out of the 4 of them are gamers even why is this my type

Someone’s gotta kiss those bratty shotas!

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sometimes i want to interact with some of the selfship reblog game but it either has a pro/comship DNI on it or it allows proship/profic safe but if i do it people might recognize me and attack me : (

Yeah, I get that fear. Valid, anon

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My f/o has like, the least sexiest name. It's like the "writing his name on my thigh" meme. His name is Brian. And i love every part of him. But...Brian??

Brian 😔

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Hi, um! Still figuring out the whole selfship thing, but wanted to be in here so older proshippers/proselfshippers can feel comfortable! (Bodily 30)

Can we claim 🎪anon?

Lots of love to older proshippers and older selfshippers!!

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AAAAH THANK YOU FOR CONFIRMATION, I do think my fictional dad likes me.........

— 💌

Hell yeas he does!

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not a f/o but he's still a fictional character whom i find hot

is it weird to love a character but hate him at the same time? i'm talking about Kimura (from Azumanga Daioh). i think he's pretty cute but at the same time i despise him (because of the scene with Kaorin and the fact he made Sakaki cry once) 😭

𝄞 anon

Love hate relationships…

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Having selfship autism is so rough bc why did I see someone share their opinion on why they didn't like my F/O and my initial mental response was "I respect your opinion but I dislike the way you worded this because the single word you used kinda doesn't grasp the real reason he changed in the story and also-" on and on while I blocked them 😭😭😭

Felt that anon, we all felt that 😔

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I definitely have a favorite F/O and I feel a little bad about it

I think it’s okay to have a favorite f/o, for what it’s worth :]