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gonna work on my jjk dr script soon !!

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in the process of changing my profile because it's a new era <3

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she's sitting with us *I repeat* she's sitting with us

I love my friends but omg they are so fake.

"I literally hate her, she's so two faced and is such a narcissistic. I'm never talking to her again"

*talks to her lively the next day*

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I really wanna relasp rn since summers starting do I have no one to watch over me. I know I shouldn't but it's too tempting and I need to distract myself somehow <33

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I love my friends but omg they are so fake.

"I literally hate her, she's so two faced and is such a narcissistic. I'm never talking to her again"

*talks to her lively the next day*

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I wish I had more shifting friends or friends in general :(

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In the past couple of weeks, I've relasped and "recovered" from my ED (suspected @n@), started JJK and created 2 drs based on it, and contemplate suicide multiple times.

This summers going to be a movie...

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I feel so shitty rn and idk why. I don't wanna go to school anymore because I mentally can't do it, my friends(?) are still talking to that one girl and her little minion even though I've told them how shitty she's been to me because "they would feel bad if they dropped her". I'm stuck here feeling like crying all day in bed and I can't talk to anyone because I have no one that'll actually listen without yelling or calling a mental institution on me. Her minion told me how I was faking my feelings and now I feel like I am but I can't stop myself from feeling it and I won't stop crying.

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listened to a sub, asked her, and she said yes (she's the kind of person to send me to school even if I physically can't go)!!!

gonna try and convince my mom to let me stay home from school tomorrow, wish me luck!

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gonna try and convince my mom to let me stay home from school tomorrow, wish me luck!

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maybe I'll just run away

not sure if I wanna kms or cry

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not sure if I wanna kms or cry

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me rotting in bed because murder is illegal and I lose motivation to shift the second I enter my room:

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realized that I should just keep my feelings to myself after this one guy (who I thought was my friend) took everything I said to him for the past 3 weeks and told her. She proceeded to make a gc with everyone (there's more to the story) and use my insecurities against me and blame me for her fucked up mind without mentioning the specifics. I had to be hospitalized for a day because of how bad my panic attack was and I got yelled at by my mom for "starting this whole thing" and making her miss work.

I can't even trust my own friends because they're still friends with her. I've resorted to only speaking when I'm spoken to and only sharing my personal feelings when I absolutely need to.

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real

i don't think i can thug this shit out anymore

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my friends and I just got into a debate on whether or not Harry's desi (headcanon ofc) <33

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would anyone read my blaise zabini x fem!oc oneshot (it's a self-ship ig)????