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sending extra love to the friend who always feels like they’re on the outside, who walks behind the group when there’s no room on the sidewalk, who is always the listener and the giver. you are an amazing person and friend. i hope people acknowledge that, because you deserve it.

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autumn, please be considerate and gentle

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Howl’s Moving Castle ハウルの動く城 (2004) Dir. Hayao Miyazaki

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STRAWBS!! 

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like the moon~

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My reading goal this year:

20 books

Hahah. Okay me, good luck. Rooting for you 😌🥹

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At times my heart feels so heavy, I don’t have motivation to do anything. All I can do is stare blankly at walls for hours. That’s okay, I got out of bed and ate food, that’s a win for me, and it should be for you too.

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It's all happening for me in 2023.

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One smile can start a friendship. One word can end a fight. One look can save a relationship. One person can change your life.

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"You are your own home" -Bianca Sparacino, "The Strength In Our Scars"

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Stop waiting for them to buy you flowers, buy yourself flowers. The ones that you love. Take yourself on that date, live for yourself.

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truly the end goal is not "my close friends aren't annoyed by me and it's all in my head, they're my friends and they love me", it's "sometimes I do annoy my close friends, just as the people I love most will also annoy me sometimes, because this is normal, and we will continue to stay friends, and they're not going to want to immediately cut me out of their life if I do something annoying once in a while"

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A new year can sometimes feel like a lot of pressure to make big things happen! But you don’t have to make big plans or resolutions if you don’t want to! Live your life the way you want, and make changes at a pace and style that works for you! 💛

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Things I did that were out of my comfort zone starting in October that I’m so glad I did:

Finally accepting the invites to go out- It was overwhelming but I made a few great friends

DnD- My group invited me to join their group to play, and it has been an awesome time so far

Made my own Mead- Super stressful, but the end result was worth it

Going out to eat by myself and honestly, going out in general by myself- Becoming less anxious, finding that eating alone, going out, watching movies alone wasn’t as bad as I thought. (At first it was awful though, but I kept doing it to face myself)

Watching anime by myself - HUGE for me. Movies in general honestly. I haven’t been able to watch anything on my own for years! I can binge again 🙌🏻 (I used to only be able to watch a few minutes, it would take me months to finish a 12 episode series ahhhh)

And many many more to come!!!