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Seriously Frozen

I ended up buying antiques, and saved $200 in response!

Total Frozen: 304.50

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Owe myself $19.95

Bought some courses on UDemy I may never fully use. 

Extra Frozen: $124.45

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Have you ever been hospitalized?

I am not ok

I am falling apart and I feel like I have no one to turn to which is why I’m pouring all my thoughts here. I feel like my husband is tired of dealing with my mental health issues even though he says he isn’t, action speaks louder than words, and my mom threatened to have me hospitalized. Wtf mom. So I will never confide in her again. I can only trust myself. It’s me against the world.

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Anything on your mind?

I’m just so sad today. I can’t cheer up. Bipolar disorder is owning my body today.

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😂 I was proud of not getting a puppy today. Although it's more of a fact that I don't own my own place and simply am not free or responsible enough to care for one. 😣 Maybe you can make the chameleon your therapy animal.

Me: I’m doing great this month. Even my PHQ-9 score went down.

Psych: Have you made any excessive or impulsive purchases?

Me: I bought a chameleon before I came here.

Psych: You bought a what!

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I didn't buy a puppy.

I'm not even sure I have enough money to put away for myself after not doing that. O.o

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I bought stuff

I bought another domain name for 7.99. :/. But along with a Dunkin Donuts purchase $104.50 was officially frozen into my savings!

Total Frozen in Savings: 104.50

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Thank you so much for posting! I would like to do something for us bipolar peeps and for educational awareness about such things.

Bad financial decisions are the main reason behind my blog. Im trying to get you guys to keep me honest. I've been fairly good but I've spent thousands on crap I don't need with money I have very little of. What my goal right now is to move money that I manage not to spend from my checking to my savings. Having someone to ask if it's a good idea to purchase something is ok, but doesn't always work and sometimes makes things worse. Feel free to follow me as I try to turn negative spending into positive profit.

I really like to say yes to things and not keep promises. Or start large ideas and not finish them. Keeping that in mind sometimes I can avoid giving up on things, but sometimes not. This is something I should bring up with my therapist. Right now it looks like I should mainly only do things if I can honestly ask for meaningful help from others, or something which only requires skills I have, like writing a blog.

I get along with most people, but I have a very low tolerance for people who degrade others. Just avoid them if possible, there are so many other good people.

I don't do drugs, but I get why someone might if their regular meds aren't working. I've tried some weird supplements. Prescriptions are cheaper if you can get coverage. Then you have more money for fun/random/or important things. You need to be a strong advocate for yourself and not be looking to be exactly as your old self but towards a new awesome self. /Grandstand

I've been in some bad relationships because I fall in love so easily. Make sure people return the favor on every level. Communication is uber important. They have to be able to not just tolerate your problems but make you feel safe, comforted, and understood. I would say this is true for anyone.

Hey guys I just wanted some input — one of the trademark symptoms of bipolar disorder is being extremely, excessively impulsive. This is a big problem I have. Some areas that are the worst for me are:

-spending excessive money

-wanting to run away and making trips without any planning and just GOING

- making decisions without thinking them through ; spontaneous choices without considering consequences

-talking to toxic people or people I should’t or that are bad for me without thinking

-overeating or oversleeping

-over medicating or drug use

-getting jobs or school I can’t handle

And finally

- bad sexual choices … not even with strangers but with people I shouldn’t have sex with.

Does anyone relate to any of this? And if so, what do you do about it or what would you suggest?

Any help or ideas would be helpful and appreciated!! Thanks so much!

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❤️❤️❤️❤️ My boyfriend says tears are different depending on why you're crying. Not sure if that helps, I just wanted to give you some love.❤️❤️❤️❤️

It’s snowing and spring is two days away and today j cried in front of my boss and came home and napped all day. Not a god day

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I stayed up to 4am

But did not buy anything!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Almost bought some bitcoins

Or mined them on my phone. It's still really hard to buy them. Good thing.

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Can't sleep. Time to Muse.

The name Solid Returns calls to me as a good name for a global hedge fund/bank/currency I think. It will be based on doing solids for people in the future. A solidly based currency. I don't think multiple accounts would be a problem, as there are only so many solids a person can have or do. You can easily save up solids by literally mining or farming them. You could earn solids by sitting down and listening to someone for awhile. For play testing a game or creating artwork. We will trade in thank-you notes. It won't matter if they get stolen because everyone will be appreciated enough. As long as it is truly hand written, there can't really be forgeries. If robots start making loving thank you notes...good for them. If everyone gets 1 note a day worth full board, medical care, food etc and water we've reached max amount of necessary notes. The more loving care put into the note makes it worth more because it took more time and time is money.

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Imagine the pig like an igloo. Omnomnom

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I stopped myself from buying solidreturns.org for my global basic income campaign.

$19.99 frozen.

Total: $49.99

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My therapist doesn't even think hypomania is a thing. I'm not sure I agree but there are definitely varying opinions among professionals.

the use of “manic epsiode” is seemingly in a lot of yalls vocabulary when ur just talking abt having an elevated mood and yall need to stop idk like its a bipolar term 

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Anyone with me?

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I was thinking about making a good self evaluation for the bipolar spectrum, I know a neuropsychologist who could help make it official. Just some thoughts I had. When I was having lots of trouble sometimes it was hard to tell if I was manic or happy.

the use of “manic epsiode” is seemingly in a lot of yalls vocabulary when ur just talking abt having an elevated mood and yall need to stop idk like its a bipolar term