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In tthe scene of the library with Colombine and Lesso, in Italian the sassy "I've got heels, you know?" becomes "I've got heels, you know that." which is a small difference but shows a familiarity I LOVE

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Sometimes I feel like supernatural is great at desecrating thing, and making them holier in different ways.

Like with Chuck (I'm talking s11).

They don't give a fuck about him being all majestic and king like, they make a point of doing the opposite.

Chuck never appears godly or holy, more like a really potent being.

What does seem really holy?

Chuck and Lucifer.

Creator and creature.

Fatherhood and childhood.

The absence of a father and the way it shapes the kid.

The way we still want to search for our fathers even when he isn't there.

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This sounds so much like goodbye. And not just break up goodbye, but worse. I'm not going to put my exact thoughts into words, lest I speak it into existence. Aah, I hope I'm just overthinking it again. Blitzo! 😭

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stolitz duet lyrics

transcribed to the best of my abilities! ellipses and question marks indicate sections i couldn't make out. not fully accurate :)

STOLAS Thank you to the butterflies In my stomach. I haven’t  Felt this nervous since I was  A little fluffy dumb nestling

My derring-do is half-disguise Behind a smile, my beak is grinding Ever minding I swore I wouldn’t dwell on the divorce So for my own health I’ll remind myself

That when I see him I know that it won’t feel so tough! I’ll believe him, and not the voices Who say I'm not enough(?) If I can manage it(?) It can just be him and me I’ll set us free Oh how perfect it could be When I see him tonight!

BLITZO Full moon’s tonight? Alright alright! It’s been a while Since he craved your attention(?) Are we okay? Can’t really say… I’m getting by By avoiding this question

So complicated I hate when it’s complicated! Why do I always end up in situations that are complicated?! Here I go again, getting in my head So I’ll focus on the sexy stuff instead

STOLAS When I see him…

BLITZO We’ll go a round or two and I'’ll 'm gonna do that thing he likes

STOLAS When I trust him…

BLITZO No need to change things, I’ll just bring the rope and spikes

STOLAS Oh god!

BLITZO We’ve got a nice arrangement And it’s working out just fine We'll keep it light!

STOLAS I’ll fucking die alone if this goes bad tonight!

STOLAS AND BLITZO (TOGETHER) When I see him tonight!

STOLAS Am I doing something I can’t take back?

BLITZO (spoken) Relax…

STOLAS Would he want me if he was free?

BLITZO (spoken) We’re fine!

STOLAS And if he’s only here as a prisoner What kind of monster does that make me? My entire life’s been written in stone…

BLITZO (spoken) We’re gonna bone…

STOLAS He taught me that I could choose…

BLITZO (spoken) It's cool

STOLAS He deserves the choice to stay or go Though it scares me to think What I’d lose…

BLITZO Can’t wait to lose ourselves in nasty sex and make that bird squawk!

STOLAS Would it be so bad?

BLITZO Replace thinking with what makes sense, like him sucking my--

STOLAS God this is the worst!

BLITZO [...] Who needs words when you’ve got a mouth full of

STOLAS (spoken) Come to your senses [...] Deserving of your love and trust

BLITZO I’ll eat his bird puss nice and thrust!

STOLAS AND BLITZ (TOGETHER) And so… [...] And I...

BLITZO Oh yeah!

STOLAS But when I see him Will it be tender? Or be tough? Will it please him, or will I just be fucking it all up?

Can this be our relationship? Or am I still naive? I’ll set us free Whatever it may be When I see him (spoken) tonight…

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Can't wait for more Verosika background and her pov about the breakup.

I've always felt like she was maybe pretty underdeveloped character (as in we never see much of her emotions other than hate and spite)

Can't wait for one more character to be miserable!

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I still feel offended by the fact that Alyce never went to see Regan train and so we never saw that.

Alyce, you robbed us of too much.

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I love Alyce, I do, really.

But Regan. Regan.

If I had to chose between them, honestly, I wouldn't even think about it.

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"I've crossed an ocean to be by your side" is such a beautiful line and it was said by the wrong side of the love angle.

Regan my beloved.

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So, I've not yet finished misrule, and Aurora is my spirit animal, but

Listen. Listen. Listen to me.

Regan.

Someone else?

I don't care if she turns bad honestly, if Alyce doesn't get her I will.

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REBLOG THIS POST IF YOU FEEL SAFER WHEN QUEER SPACES ARE OPENLY ACCEPTING OF AMAB NONBINARY PEOPLE

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Sometimes I watch an episode of supernatural that is so repetitive and stupid that I'm like "why do I even like this?"

And then I watch an episode of supernatural in which god, being the representation of all fathers, apologizes to Lucifer, his rebellious child, for making him fall, and not being a good dad.

And I'm like "Ohhhh. That is why."

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In every fandom there is that character who you look at, and your brain just goes

Gender envy

Or

Hot?

And the response is always

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Really love Lucius vibing and enjoying Izzy's song.

Last season he really hated that short man, and the feeling was reciprocated.

I feel like this season they have both grown so much, and could actually enjoy each other's company.

Also, it's nice seeing an unapologetically and visibly queer person making peace and being a kind of friend with an ex-simil-closeted, now discovering themself queer person.

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The fun thing is that they showed us Izzy dying the first time, revealed it was a dream, and we were like "huh, hope they kill him off for real this season".

And at the end we were all like "no no nO I TAKE IT BACK! I TAKE IT BACK"

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I see no one asking the real question:

WHAT OTHER SONG DID IZZY SING?

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Why do they always REFUSE TO GET FUCKING HELP AND INSTEAD TALK AND TALK AND TALK AND DIE BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO MAKE A BIG DRAMATIC SPEECH?

WHY DO NONE OF MY COMFORT CHARACTERS HAVE MINIMAL SELF PRESERVATION INSTINCTS AND ARE JUST DRAMA QUEENS?