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Faith is an energy, the specific emotional energy the creature needs to live. Every time the Doctor gets pally with someone, I have this overwhelming urge to notify their next of kin.

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*slaps top of jack's head* you can fit so many good ships in here

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the girl who waited (episode) is pure existential horror, tempered by the tragedy of the passage of time.

jaded amy. old amy, battle-worn amy, embittered amy, weathered amy. cold hardened unrecognising eyes. thirty six years. thirty six years in a containment facility alone. solitary confinement. facing grim reality with nothing but your wits, nothing but the faintest hope of some semi-mythical men from a distant past coming to rescue you, princess in the tower a second time. not this time. you forge weapons. you fight. you force yourself to forget. and then out of the blue, that bloody, bloody distinctive shade of blue, comes his voice, cheery as ever, spouting technobabble, cracking puns, all with that sickening babytalk – wibbly-wobbly bibbety bobbity boop. promised you a dream and gave you hell, hell, hell again, your beloved's death, your beloved's death, traps, paradoxes, a daughter, a daughter who was never there, a daughter who was never yours to raise, a childhood best friend that you'd never met, a life you never got to live. he dropped out of the sky and burnt up your world over and over and over, displaying something like a true exhilaration, something like amusement while he's doing it. and now when there's nothing left, no stars to explore (they're all flaming balls of dead matter) no planets to discover (they're crawling with dread and disease and pollution and war) his carefree tone cuts through the stillness announcing – we've come to save you, little girl. it's only been a blip for us, a glitch, an oopsie, locked on a bit too late, sorry rory.

these men brought you to purgatory and left you there. and now one of them's back (wearing the other's voice on his eyes, the omnipresent voice of your cruel god) your husband from the life before, unchanged, un-aged, same as you last saw him. you haven't been touched by another living soul in thirty six years and he's grabbing your arm.

who are these men, now strangers to you both, one frozen in youth, another ancient? here, the other one: on the screen, ever unchanging, ever friendly, that knowing gaze. they both promised you a universe, then allowed it to narrow to the size of a cage. you're not plastic like your dear "husband" had been all those millenia he spent "waiting". you're not a mysterious transtemporal entity. you're alive, you're human, so much more human than these aliens standing in front of you now, and you've felt every moment, every agonising moment, every hour, every year of your indefinite sentence. isolated. alone

that glowing gadget in your hand? it's a probe. sonic probe. because in a world with no wonder left, we refer to objects by their proper names.

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i do love canon amy & rory but god, does some part of me wish they really had gone with the idea of the doctor picking up a child as a companion (and then later, that child’s best friend with a huge crush on her.) with the rest of the season really not changing at all, except now it’s amelia pond with an angel in her head killing her and lost alone in the woods. it’s little rory who dies and is forgotten and becomes a toy soldier. if this is going to be a fairy tale, then let it be one. children have never been safe in fairy tales.

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missy & ten

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the fact that the doctor never kills but has zero qualms condemning people to fates worse than death is very funny to me

kill the family of blood? no, too unethical. right, I'll trap the kids in scarecrows and mirrors, trick the mother into a collapsing galaxy, and wrap the father in unbreakable chains.

kill daleks and cybermen? no, but I will send them to Hell and trap them outside this dimension forever

kill a spider by shooting it with a gun? nah, I'll lock them in a room and wait for them to starve to death

like, yeah he's a technical pacifist, but holy shit is that one small technicality

and then on the other side of the coin you've got the Master/Missy killing people by disintegrating them or compressing them into cubes or turning them into dolls

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the doctor is such a contradictory character like he cares so much but he’s callous and messy and he’s principled but often hypocritical and he clings to the people he loves but rarely acknowledges the way he hurts them and he’s really just so so human

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aight fuck it dr who non human smash or pass

thats it thats the only question i have nothing else for u go away

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DOCTOR WHO 1.08 ✧ father's day

who are you two, then? stuart hoskins. sarah clark. and one extra?

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missing them hours

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Nine straight out of the Time War, traumatized and suicidal, watching Rose flirt with everyone around her including him, watching Rose love her mother so messily, endearingly and true, watching Rose destroy reality to try to save the father she hardly knew out of love for the absence he left behind, watching Rose love a dalek and that dalek loving her to the point of letting itself die in the sunlight, watching Rose love him, Nine, with complete trust and belief in him despite the Time War’s ashes coating his hands, Nine watching her love absolutely completely selfishly and thinking yeah I could make a religion out of this

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not liking doctorcest is one thing. that's fine. you can like or not like whatever you want. but you have to admit that they would do it,

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i miss torchwood. gwen cooper i'll never leave you

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just some doctor/clara: [16/∞]

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I’m entitled to that. I’m giving you my days. You and me, time and space.

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exercising my ability as an artist to dress up my favorite characters in outfits ive worn