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para sa babaeng kanyang susunod na mamahalin;

huwag kang masyadong maattach kasi baka isang araw hindi na yan magparamdam tapos hindi ka pa niyan papansin na para bang walang nangyari 🙄 kapag ganyan nangyari upakan mo nalang

dapat mabilis ka magreply. kasi kapag hindi ka kaagad nagreply iba iisipin niyan. mawawalan ng gana yan na kausapin ka.

kapag sinagot mo na siya, eto ang una mong tatandaan. magssend yan ng long message kung gaano siya kasaya, kaswerte dahil sinagot mo siya kapag ganun, replayan mo rin nang mahabang message na masaya ka na sinagot mo siya promise worth it yun

siguro sa una mahihiya pa yan sayo pero once na naging close na kayo lalo na sa personal nako hinding hindi ka magsisisi diyan. kaso nga lang mapilit yan sobrang mapilit as in. kaya gawin mo nalang yung pinapagawa niya bago ka pa mainis hahaha

tsaka mageffort ka diyan!! tuwing occasion lagi ka magbigay kasi I promise you worth it kahit pricey yung mga bibigay mo kasi mababawi yun pag nakita mo yung ngiti niya kasi as in nakakawala ng pagod

sobrang clingy neto kaya dapat masanay ka na. pero mahahawa ka rin naman sa pagiging clingy niya kaya no problem dun

kapag nageffort siya magsurprise sayo, pasalamatan mo nang buong buo. ipakita mo sakanya na sobrang naappreaciate mo kasi sinasabi ko sayo kapag ginawa mo yan sobrang saya na niyan kasi alam niya na napasaya ka niya

kapag umabot na kayo ng first anniversary, mag date kayo!! itreat mo siya wherever kasi ittreat ka rin niyan for sure! tsaka enjoy niyo lang kasi once in a lifetime lang naman yun. nagantay kayo ng 365 days para mangyari so don’t waste the chance

kapag niyaya ka niya lumabas, gora lang hahaha ililibre ka naman niyan kasi maraming pera yan hahaha charot pero libre mo rin siya sympre spoil him with his favorites na sasabihin ko rin mamaya

magsend ka ng pictures mo everytime magppic ka kasi once na makita niya yun sa gallery mo sasabihin niyan ‘bakit hindi mo sinend?’ tapos magtatampo na yan sayo magpapabebe pa kuno pero lambing lang naman kailangan niyan

tsaka lagi mong ttag sa mga posts na nakakatawa, nakakaiyak kasi for sure matutuwa yun na naalala mo siya everytime magsscroll ka sa newsfeed mo kasi ganun din naman siya pero wag sa nakakatakot kasi hindi naman yun natatakot pero isa lang naman kinakatakutan nun, mawala yung taong mahal niya.

so eto na nga ang mga paborito niya na bilhin mo kapag may extra ka or gawin nyo kasi matutuwa yan!!

a. nba2k (kahit ano) – tatalunin ka niyan hahaha hindi yan papayag na matalo siya. ginagalit ako niyan kaya kapag nagalit ako maaawa sakin mananalo ako ganun siya kagenerous hahaha bait no?

b. cap – first gift ko. daming cap niyan jeske. regaluhan mo ng isang dosena matutuwa yan hahaha

c. donut (j.co, oreology) – bilhan mo to ng 2 box mamahalin ka na niyan ng buong buhay hahahaha char binilhan ko lang yan ng isa tuwang tuwa na yan

d. starbucks (java chip or choco chip cream) – huwag kang oorder na may coffee kasi bawal yan sa kape!! kaya lagi ko inoorder diyan yung chocolate lang kasi bawal talaga sakanya baka kung ano pa mangyari

e. pizza – grabe kumain to ng pizza sinasabi ko sayo huhu :( laging may pizza yan sa bahay tapos iinggitin ka lang niya hahaha bawian mo sa susunod. pero kapag kumain kayo ng pizza habang nakain ka pipicturan ka niya tapos aasarin ka ganun ugali niyan

f. siomai – grabe sa siomai to jusko halos maubos na tinda ng siomai sakanila. halos nauubos namin yung niluluto namin dito sa bahay eh haahha kaya lagi kami may stock ng siomai tapos kami lang din naman kakain

g. carbonara – pinakapaborito.

h. fries (potato corner) – paborito niya ito lagi kami bumibili kapag nasa mall kami hahaha laging sour cream dapat kasi yun yung paborito niya. mahahawa ka rin diyan promise

i. cheesesticks – inaasar ako palagi neto hahaah kaya for sure aasarin ka rin palagi

j. isaw or bbq – gugutumin ka niyan sa picture palang huhu kasi ganyan yan palagi bwiset

k. bag – mahilig to sa bag lalo na nagbbasketball siya. training dito training doon so kailangan niya yun

ayaw niya na may kumakausap sayo na guy or kinakausap kasi nagseselos agad yan kahit man tropa mo or tropa niyan nagseselos yan pero tinatago niya sa sarili niya kasi ayaw niya na layuan mo yung tao na yun

ayaw niya na may nillike ka na picture ng boys. kapag nakita niya magiging sarcastic asf yan tapos aasarin ka na tapos iuunlike mo para hindi na magalit sayo kasi sobra magselos yan

ayaw niya na may lumalapit sayo na guy. gaya nga ng sinabi ko magagalit din yan sasabihin na layuan mo lalo na kapag alam niya mismo ugali

ayaw niya na nagpupuyat ka. pero siya naman grabe magpuyat hahaah kasi gusto niya may time ka para magsleep or magrest kasi alam niya na pagod ka galing school

ayaw niya ng pinipilit siya. kapag sinabi niyang wala or ayaw, tigilan mo na kasi magagalit yan at maiinis. short tempered yan so deal with his attitude.

ayaw niya na nagppost ka ng nakashort ka or nakadress ka. kapag nakita niya sasabihin niyan bakit mo pinost or delete mo yun gusto niya sakanya lang

ayaw niya na nakashorts ka kahit man kasama mo pamilya mo or kasama mo siya. paulit ulit ulit niyang tatanungin kung bakit ka nakashorts (reasonable naman yung akin pero tanong pa rin ng tanong) kaya as much as possible wag kang magsshorts

ayaw niya na hindi ka nagpapaalam. dapat laging updated kasi magagalit yan. tadtad ng messages yang messenger mo kapag hindi ka nagupdate

ayaw niya na may marami kang crush lalo na artista. grabe magselos to ahahahah artista na yan ha dapat siya lang daw

siguro sa susunod na babaeng mamahalin niya, eto lang ang masasabi ko. mahalin mo. huwag ka ng pabebe or something. mahalin mo. sobrang bait kasi nito. sobrang sweet, sobrang effort. lahat gagawin niya para lang mapasaya ka niya. kahit man sobrang layo ng bahay mo gagawin niya lahat para lang makasama ka. magbbyahe ng isang oras o higit pa o kaya papasok sa eskwelahan para lang makasama ka ganun yan kaeffort. kaya dapat matuto kang pahalagahan mga bagay na ginagawa niya kasi yun yung patunay na mahal mo nga talaga siya. pero minsan kailangan mong intindihin ugali niyan kahit papaano kasi ganun siya. magbabago naman yan at willing magbago para sa sarili niya. intindihin mo nalang.

alagaan mo nang mabuti ha? inalagaan ko yan ng labingwalong buwan para hindi mawala at makuha ng iba kaso nga lang sa huli siya rin bumitaw. mahal na mahal na mahal ko yan at alam kong hindi na magbabago yun.

kaya para sa babaeng susunod niyang mamahalin,

mahalin mo nang buong buo sinasabi ko sayo baka maging kayo hanggang dulo

napakaswerte mo.

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So I put my head over his chest, and I heard his heart beating, I feel his soul breathing, a song that makes my life more worth living.

ma.c.a // The Sound of Him (via vomitingwords)

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And yes they both feel the same way, yet no— none of them have enough courage to at least say.

ma.c.a // First Words (via vomitingwords)

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appreciation post for food ✨ (bc why not?!)

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v e n i c e

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p e r k y

perk·y ˈpərkē/ adjective cheerful and lively. “she certainly looked less than her usual perky self” synonyms: cheerful, lively, vivacious, animated, bubbly, effervescent, bouncy, spirited, high-spirited, in high spirits, cheery, merry, buoyant, ebullient, exuberant, jaunty, frisky, sprightly, spry, bright, sunny, jolly, sparkly, pert; informal full of beans, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, chipper, peppy “a nice uninterrupted eight hours of sleep will make you as perky as ever”

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It’s 3am in the morning, my thoughts are filled not by nightmares, but hey, sweetdreams of you and me against the world, battling for our rights to be together suddenly, I felt something a pain in my chest, didn’t know what happened next It was all just a dream, usual 3am thoughts every morning.

3am thoughts

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To the boy i've loved the most

Cheers to new beginnings, my loved one. Thank you for everything, for the non-stop surprises, for making me feel special all the time, for telling me you really appreciate me, for I myself, appreciate you for that, and lastly for being my everything since the day you told me you liked me. I'm sorry for the things I've done, for making you feel unwanted and not special, also being useless for the wrong actions I've been doing but I want you to know that I'm doing all of these because I care for you and I know that you know that I'm always here for you. All I ask right now is, are you happy? Or still confused with the things you've done to me? If you're still wondering if I'm still mad at you, to be honest, I'm not anymore. It's really hard not to get mad at the person who means a lot to you, until now even though you broke me thrice. It still hurts you know. My heart is like being tortured all over again, when I hear your name or when I see you, it hurts. I want you to be happy. Please promise me you'll be happy because if you are, I'll be the happiest person in the world to see the person I love happy because that's what you deserve. Thank you for everything, you know who you are, the person who used to be mine, i'll never forget you, to the boy i've loved the most.

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He took your heart in his hands… He took your sweet, funny, perfect heart… and he destroyed it. Why do you keep letting him do it to you over and over again?” “Because I loved him, and he loved me. I know he did. I know it.” “Love? You think that was love?” “Maybe if you’d ever been in love, maybe then you would know what it feels like to lose your soul mate.

the catastrophic history of you & me

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the rain reminds me of something, not as the world so daring, but in the way how it revolves, in the possibility of you and me that ended so suddenly.

rain and thunder

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Sacrifice. That’s what we do for the people we love.

if I stay (2014)

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people go but how they left always stays

milk and honey

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When I open my eyes in the morning, I can’t wait to see another chance Of feeling the happiness I’m longing, But there’s something holding back, It’s your presence that keeps me haunting.

another day

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I’m such a fool for falling for you, I was blind in love, who knew?

excerpt (poem #4)

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Do you believe?

Yes, the world is full of hopes and dreams, Yet we’re still not so sure about it, are we? It may have ups and downs, But everyone has reasons to give. Just like love that they said is in the air, No one believed it, not even one did.

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Stop acting like you know my pain.

Ely (Barcelona)

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Huwag mo akong mahalin dahil mahal kita. Mahalin mo ako dahil mahal mo ako, because that is what I deserve.

Mia (Barcelona)