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Art that I did based on a new chapter of my fanfic!

Based on the chapter I wrote today <3

Can you hear that? That was the sound of Ichi’s fragile heart cracking.

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Some art I did for my other blog!

And to commemorate the new chapter, here’s an Ichi for you loyal darlings that have been waiting for oh so very long <3

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Dear pencilsloth.tumblr.com,

Hello my friends! Man it's been quite a while since I posted here, huh? I want to apologize for my suddenly abrupt absence. I have no excuses besides my self-esteem falling to an all time low, which caused me to stop drawing and writing altogether for a long time. I also didn't come back sooner to explain this because, quite honestly, the follower count terrifies me. Whenever I log onto tumblr I get so self conscious when it comes to that number. When I lose a follower, it chips away at my heart just a little bit. This overly exaggerated way of seeing the follower count is the most reason I hadn't returned. I wish there was a way to turn off the follower count notification, you know? Another factor was that for the longest time, I didn't have internet on my phone and I wasn't going to school. This meant that I had absolutely no way to get content to you guys anyway, and that follower count would have dropped substantially I assumed. But now I'm in school, studying figure drawing, and I'm becoming even better with my art. I'm still in a rough patch with my self-esteem, but I felt like if I didn't make a post sooner, I would worry my followers even more. Thank you to all those that PMd me with your worries! I got them and they warmed my heart to know you guys still care! Since I'm in school, full time to boot, I wont be able to get content out quite as fast as on my vacation, but I'll still try to be proficient! I missed you guys. And to those of you who have still followed me from before my absence, Thank you, thank you so much for staying. It means SO much to me that you wanted to see me return! I'm choked up! You guys are literally the best and you know what, if you want a sketch, send me an ask and I'll draw you one! I reward loyalty you see :) Anyway, I hope you all are excited to see me back, and here's hoping I stay active for longer. I'm planning to open commissions, work on my Undertale AU (Smiletale) and write much more of my Osomatsu-san fanfic! P.S. To those of you who have entered my contest and won, please send me another ask with what you want+references please! 💕

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Oh its ace anon here...hahha i didnt know my message would make you this happy! I feel flatered honestly u///u

It did, it did! I felt really super flattered and happy and I just geh! I’m kinda surprised people still follow me since I haven’t done much lately ;u; and for that I’m super sorry! Drama has appeared in my life again so dealin with that...

But thanks to your message I actually feel a lot better today. I’m so glad I could flatter you as well! You’re super great ;u;b please don’t change!

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Here you are @sunfarts! I had a lot of fun challenging myself with this piece <3 Doing poses and views I never usually do haha. But that’s how you practice I suppose! I did both with and without glasses because I actually really liked the look of your glasses XD

I hope you like it <3 And thank you for entering the contest on my Osomatsu fanfic blog, @the-darkness-we-share! ;u;b I’ll be sending you links to the full quality versions too!

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people get so caught up on one small thing they don’t like, like their nose or something

things like salt and baking powder go into a cake and those things are gross alone but the cake is pretty damn delicious

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I wonder what kind of loot I’ll drop when I die

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Tbh my little ace heart cant stand all the gay i have for ya, might as well stab myself

Oh my good golly gosh, Anon

MY little heart can’t stand this ask /)///v///(\ Thank you so much for it aaaaa you’re amazing!

For real though I can hardly type because I’m like shaking and blushing, geh. What have you done

I’m such an awkward cinnamon roll.

Don’t stab yourself ;v;/) I need you!

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i can’t get in lifts with people because i have a sort of phobia of breathing in people’s breath

and when i got asked what was wrong by my law teacher (she thought i looked ill) 

I had to fucking reply “I prefer people when they’re not breathing” 

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I Got Lost In The Beauty Of Tokyo At Night

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Until suddenly, everything ends.

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*standing in the middle of an intersection, screaming at the top of my lungs*

by the way, in case anyone was wondering, fantasies are a coping mechanism used by people with mental illness or trauma, and as long as they’re not taken to the level where it interferes with basic functioning or otherwise becomes unhealthy, it really shouldn’t be looked down upon

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me: *to friend(s) online* i'm gonna go to sleep c ya

me: ...

me: *reblogs and likes things*

me: shit now they're r gonna think im avoiding them when really i just have no self-discipline

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talking to person u like alot and u feel like ur annoying them