#Its a neverending cycle tbh

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

what about shehrazad 👁️👁️

favorite thing about them

im always a fan of characters who have an actual visible character arc in fgo and shes definitely an example of that, even if it was just to make up for the poor foot she started off on

least favorite thing about them

her design is. its really bad. like even if you dont care at all about the intense sexualization its still incredibly racist. its a shame too bc there are a few decent concepts in it with the darkening sky theme and her huge scrolls she carries

favorite line

it was really nice when they let her stand up for something she cared about more than her own fears as a sort of culmination of her character arc brOTP

ritsuka, andersen, murasaki

OTP

wdym she and nitocris arent already married

nOTP

anyone who scares her tbh

random headcanon

she still writes stories on occasion, she just doesnt want it to be a big deal bc of all the baggage attached to them

also she loves OSHA and 100% brought chaldea up to code

unpopular opinion

i really cant hate or even dislike her saying she was jealous of romani yeeting himself out of the throne. a lot of people thought it was tasteless but idk....i feel like if you were personally trapped in a neverending cycle of being brought back to life just to die in endless combat a lot of the people looking down on her would also be jealous of a guy who, as a side effect, managed to escape that particular ordeal? maybe she didnt know the entire context of his situation, but it doesnt seem like an unreasonable desire. being a servant can kind of suck, especially if you arent the type to find enjoyment in the battle. song i associate with them

yknow its the vibes favorite picture of them

yeah.

[jefferythejelly]

jskfkdo sorry. on one side that's not really healthy but on others I'm glad you feel me XD

good good, you should care too much about it anyways. good you think about it like that!

completely, that's what we all do in the end -🐈

uhuh you're just like me fr fr

yooo speedrun this homework!

i actually ended up not having to do much bc the homework was just reviewing vocab i already knew💪 but also i have more for that class due tonight the cycle is neverending Despairge

(should i mention its an asl class? its been a cool thing to learn but its also really hard in a way i wasn't expecting? and i've kind of ended up dreading it bc of that. but like because you can't rely as much on voice tone to convey emotions you sort of have to over-act your emotions, especially when doing example sentences for homework and its really hard bc im like. bad at acting XD bad at being aware of what my face looks like in general tbh like its one of the reasons i still like wearing a mask in public lol)

[gelatinbfb]

leafy character analysis i wrote in a quick brain explosion state, enjoy :)

(also pls dont think i hate leafy bcz i can sound mean here i love her a lot as a character and im just willing to point out how i think she is lol n i find her rly interesting)

under the cut !

leafy values others a LOT and its evident by her simply wanting to help her friends as much as possible in every way she can even if its not helpful for herself. she thrives on the help she gives to others because she cares THAT much. while that is a big deal she still can be very egotistical and sees her good deeds as very important and while she IS helpful she can end up being very not-humble about it. and she tends to get controlling and freaked out over others not accepting her help (because she can be VERY overbearing) since she expects a positive reaction ALL the time from others. she does have her limits when it comes to helping ofc like when she only accepted to help pen if he gave smthng in return

leafy cant process or comprehend how others could simply refuse her help anyways and since she is Very emotional she instantly gets pissy. and also bcz of her tendency to be a bit self absorbed and overly-proud of her "helpfullness" it makes it worse. you can also kinda see her control-freak attitude and high self image by her neverending niceness chart and putting everyone in boxes

when firey basically was friends with her in a STABLE manner unlike any other friendship leafy had, and when he ditched her for a silly misunderstanding it basically broke her and twisted her around making her show off her vengeful side entirely and turn more harmful and greedy rather than the always helpful jolly person she tries to be/ends up being like

its important for me to mention here that leafy sees others as beneath her imo, even if she doesnt like to admit it/doesnt realize it consciously. a lot of times her helping for others resembles somebody pitying somebody and underestimating their abilities or babying them basically, this kinda shows her controlling nature tbh ..

leafy has a tendency to be controlling probably bcz she freaks out upon any dis-order esp others disliking her or not accepting her help

after being chased and almost executed over being a thief and having everybody hate her she did kinda mellow down and lose it so ig thats where the wanting to stab and throw knives at everyone came from..

in bfdia (in general) she did end up being kinda annoyed and vengeful over people yet still w anting to be friends cuz she was lonely (obviously) and wanted to be on good terms with everyone again lol

in bfb.. shes more of a disaster

after experiencing all that shit she is still overly helping and all but the exact same controlling freaking out leafy

upon gaty just wanting some time to think and not blindly accept her friendship leafy jsut instantly gets angry and annoyed which shows her sheer impatience upon anyone rejecting her or her actions (yet again..)

she grabbed her team members for beep JUST by seeing who needed help the most in her eyes,, even if they were not in any need of help she decided on it herself. this just shows me more of her thinking that others cant take care of themselves and leafy thinking she is a deity or some shit to others just bcz she helps people she views as "incapable" lol

and while she IS still very friendly and willing to help her nasty side shows a lot upon anyone being an inconvenience, aka balloony lol,, , in times like these i rly wonder if leafy actually cares for others from a level deeper than exclusively the surface because she ends up being SO controlling. especially with how she has a loyalty chart and bossess around everyone in her team and uses them when its necessary for her

perhaps she tends to be overbearing and more controlling when shes under some sort of pressure, in this case the contests perhaps,, she can end up forgetting or not giving a fuck about others as long as they do as she says because she views them as mere tools in such cases

and since shes already discomforted by lack of order and lack of control, she tries to fit everyone into boxes to do as SHE tells them to do and not anything else

i do believe leafy has good in her and she genuinely tries to help others and be nice but she is unable to realize that not everyone is in need of help and not to mention that she undermines everybody by seeing them as lesser and so trying to control them since she thinks they wont be doing things right if it isnt what she tells them to do lol

i think leafy has a hard time comprehending everything around her so she relies on making charts and keeping track on others relationships with her and how much she trusts them etc etc but since thats not how people Work it ends up being harmful since she expects everyone to fit her views and how she comprehends them, she ends up believeing no one else but herself has free will and a mind of their own (which continues the cycle of her trying to help in a fit of pity and power hunger to keep her world/mental state together)

in the end leafy is very in need of more self realization and trying to care for others feelings and needs in a way that OTHERS have and not the way she views them as being, and her loving others deeply wont solve her issues with listening to what they actually want

[guyinlovewitheremika]

Oooh could you expand on why you liked the op?? I honestly don't know what to make of it yet, especially since it felt so different from other ops, but I'd love to hear your thoughts!

Absolutely will do!! This took longer than I wanted cause everytime I sat down to write I started getting distracted from the OP and just listening to it on repeat lmao

To start this off, I should add that throughout the week leading up to release date, I was following a couple of leakers on twitter who did drop some info on the OP; mainly that Shinsei Kamattechan were returning, the title, that it wasnt gonna feature any characters and instead be a metaphor for the “cruelty of war”. Knowing all of that had me pretty excited but also gave me the right expectations, so it wasnt too jarring to see at first. 

But, to jump into this, first of all, I just loooove the visual style in general. It mostly just being static shades of white and light grey, with these very washed out colors exploding and flowing onto the image...it’s absolutely gorgeous! Like I just really dig this color scheme. And it’s highlighted even further by the gorgeous, fluid animation...these explosions look so good! I’m also just a big sucker for familiar characters/entities being represented in a sort of timeless way...be it a portrait, a statue, a monument, whatever (think smth like this), so seeing Eren and the other titans at the end there was just an absolute treat. Whatever that thing is, I want some kind of print/purchasable piece of merch of it because that heap of titans looks amazing. 

The song also just bangs tbh. It’s such a weird agglomeration of instruments and vocals but I find it comes together really well. The childrens choir, the piano at the beginning, the distorted vocals and most importantly that E-violin!!! so fucking good! Honestly I just love the way this song sounds and Im more hyped for the full version than the ost release atm (even tho I love what we heard so far from that too). The combination of the visuals with the music too is great here...I’ve never seen a flamethrower used in combination with the beat of a song before (outside of mad max fury road I guess lol?) but goddamn its just such a cool fucking combination I cant get over it. 

I have some thoughts on the imagery and the symbolism and my interpretations of it all, and I wanna get into those too, but really, the main thing I absolutely love about this OP is how different it is. Just as the marley arc is probably the most different of all in the manga, just as the new studio has made a show that, in many ways, looks feels and sounds vastly different from the old Attack on Titan, the OP encapsulates all of that by just being this new thing and succeeding at it

I love WIT’s OP’s, I love Linked Horizon’s work on the show. But honestly, the “Linked Horizon hype OP” genre pretty much peaked with Guren no Yumiya for me. I still like all the others, but overall, OP 1, 2, 3 and 5 just feel a bit too same-y for me, especially given that I honestly don’t think any of the follow ups surpass the original. Heck all these other songs even reference GnY in some capacity--I cant help but feel like they could never let go of Guren’s success and never tried something else. Except for Red Swan of course, which is also my 2nd favorite WIT OP. It’s slower, it’s sadder, it’s melancholic, and vastly different from all the others, and I really appreciate that. It tries to be its own thing and it succeeded for me. And “My War” even more so feels like it has a very distinct, unique vision, goes all out in that way, and it just works beautifully.   

And it’s that distinct, unique vision that I wanna dig into lastly here, because, just as the marley arc does for this manga, I find that out of all the OP’s, My War most explicitely depicts and visualizes many of the core thematic ideas of Attack on Titan and brings them directly into the forefront. I’ve seen a bunch of cool interpretations of the song at this point, and someone may have somewhere already said all this, but I wanna throw it in here regardless

After countless battles, sacrifices, victories and losses, Eren and the survey corps were able to win the war against the titans that their walled world was stuck in for a hundred years. Their gigantic enemies were defeated, and freedom ought to lie ahead. But no, beyond the shores is just more...more oppression, more war, more death and more sacrifice. The history their king to from them is one of war and oppression, a never ending cycle of violence, spanning back 2000 years, continuing forward. One oppressive regime falls, only for the next to take its place. This has been the history of mankind since the dawn of man, and it continues on and on and on. 

This is what this episode shows us, another military battle around another walled encampment, and this is what this opening shows us...a world perpetually at war. Man’s hatred for one another leads to conflict, to war: it’s continued existence in history and continued technological advancements are the perfect visual representation of this. Man’s capacity for war breeds more war, and it takes lives and it takes freedom and it doesnt stop, it just keeps consuming. 

The Opening starts off with battleships, artillery fire, mortars, flamethrowers, nuclear explosions and a titan spine forming among them all, until the birds of freedom fall dead out of the sky. Neverending armies of soldiers march the streets, airships rule the sky, but all the soldiers, all the military craft, the marleyan military and the paradisian soldiers all fall to pieces and get destroyed. War and conflict rage on and all the pieces fall to the ground, littering the earth in nothing but death and destruction. And at the end, atop this mountain of corpses and mayhem, the titans arise, reaching forward, attacking. They are born from mankinds neverending cycle of destruction, the physical manifestation of our inner demons that lead us to kill each other. 

I thoroughly believe that this sequence of events most perfectly encapsulates all of attack on titan. Look at the marley arc: the years of their attempts to wipe out Paradis island lead the island and the attack titan straight to them, delivering a terrible blow to them during their declaration of war. 2000 years ago it was the warmongering, slave hording king fritz who had a girl hunted for sport who brought about the era of the eldian empire, creating a system to eternally maintain the titan’s ability to wage war and rule the lands that would wind up ripping humanity apart. Look at the final arc: all of humanities hatred towards the island devils birthed the final attack titan and his horde of demons who have come to trample the world underfoot. The titans have always arisen as the consequence of man’s tendency towards conflict and death. Eren’s titan first formed from inside a titan who just killed him, his last titan was born out of his own death yet again. Titans are man’s desire to kill given shape, and the more man kills and fights, the more titans arise. 

It’s a bleak and terrible look at the cruelty of the world, that I think the OP highlights immensly well. It’s a gorgeous looking and sounding 90 seconds, and despite its contents being essentially horrifying, its fun to look at and listen to. Isayama once said about Eren’s attack in marley that “what eren does here is the worst thing. but if you were able to feel just a little bit of excitement from it, then it was worth drawing manga all this time”. Somehow, one way or another, we’re drawn to conflict, despite how terrible it is. And I think this opening manifests this beautifully 

[the-punforgiven]

I’ve been hit with a classic case of unfathomable abstract rage and plain old classical madness so I guess this’ll be a cool time to talk about Krieg and Borderlands 2 in general because the characters and the way the developers integrate that into the different playstyles they do is kind of incredible lmao

Like, Krieg’s a really bloodthirsty character, obviously, and I am genuinely impressed by how well his playstyle reflects this, it gives him an amazing amount of ways to just absolutely lose yourself in brutal bloody violence, with one skill tree even doing its best to not have you need to reload, and if there’s anything that removes you from that absolute berserk trance, it’s the three seconds it takes to reload your weapon, those three seconds of not-being-incredibly-violent

That and like, when everything else is dead

Personally I played on his most melee-focused tree, since the one thing I love to do the most when playing a videogame almost 100% about shooting things is to not do that at all, and I’m really happy with the way that turned out, it really feels like a playstyle of extremes, having extremely low health, infinite rampage granting you extreme damage, and honestly just running around as a near-invulnerable shirtless screaming axe murderer is like, probably my favourite thing to do in that game

Might be why I mained Raider in For Honor for a bit tbh

but like, both of those playstyles turns you into a raging rampage of near unstoppable force, a neverending cycle of violence, and a constant goddamn offense that honestly fits his character perfectly, and that’s only really improved with his really heavy risk/reward mechanics as an already high-energy character you just get that little extra rush of dopamine when you see your health bar at .0001% and just gain it all back whilst transforming into a hulking monster and absolutely decimating all your enemies

Maybe that “we’re never more alive than on the brink of death” quote has some merit huh?

I’ll admit I’m not a super mad completionist who’ll max-level every character in the game, so I’m not sure how the rest of them play, but from my limited Zero experience he plays very similar to how you expect, very stealthy overall and his agility-focused melee tree is fucking sweet

Shame I had to switch over to his sniping tree though, since honestly I’m not very good at his style of melee play

what do you expect I main Krieg, my style of melee gameplay boils down to yell a lot and hit them very hard

I’m told he’s much better at higher levels so maybe I’ll try switching him back I dunno lmao

[animentality]

What do you think of the movie rebellion (madoka magica)?I thought it was really good! But too much suffering for homura! And it ended with her saying that one day she and madoka have to fight ... so were was the second rebellion movie? But it would break my heart if these two fight

I loved the movie actually and was disappointed that it got taken off of Netflix where I can easily watch it.

As for the ending, well, I think that it's kind of fitting actually.

I mean yes Homura is essentially a villain, and it's sad because the only reason for it is that she's been warped by time travel shenanigans into a "demon."

But thematically it made sense?

I mean Madoka became the very concept of hope.

The series has always been about balance, right?

Entropy. There must be an equal opposite reaction.

If Madoka is the goddess figure of hope, then it only made sense for Homura Akemi, the person who essentially made her that, to become her rival of sorts, a figure of despair.

Madoka becomes selfless and pure as someone who cares about everyone's happiness.

Homura becomes...well more selfish, only caring about one person, and screwing everyone over for the sake of one person.

Which is not to say I don't love homura.

I too would bend space and time to save my girlfriend from a horrible fate.

But Homura becoming something of an embodiment of despair, and thus evil, is thematically appropriate.

If the next movie is about the two fighting because that's how it's meant to be?

Well I'd be devastated but the series has really built up to those two being polar opposites despite their good intentions.

Homura was driven mad by love, and in that way, because she couldn't let Madoka go even for the good of literally the entire universe, she is selfish, while madoka is selfless and only thinks of others.

Madoka is ultimately kind hearted and tries to resolve conflicts whereas homura is manipulative and single issue focused to the point of being callous after her time trapped in a neverending temporal cycle.

She almost killed Sayaka just for Madoka's sake remember?

She'd been through so many timelines that she just didn't care anymore about her friends.

At that point she was so fucking depressed that she didn't care if she had to kill a friend to fix the timeline, as long as it was fixed.

If she'd succeeded, Sayaka would've died and never been restored by the next Time loop.

I got the sense she didnt care at all about it or didn't think about it cuz she was that focused on saving Madoka.

And I think that's pretty epic story telling, tbh.

Madoka Magica is just this wonderful existential magical girl anime that's about more than pretty costumes and being besties with four girls, and I for one have never cared for the magical girl genre but this one is just so special.

I adored Evangelion but I think I like Madoka magica a Lot more just for its consistency in quality and narrative.

[dcstructivcs-a-blog]

please feel free to ignore this, it has absolutely nothing to do with rp jkgf

im like. so tired? tbh. like ... i have no outlet for my sadness. or how i feel. because when i go to twitter or finsta, i’m being vindictive because im talking about how my living situation makes me sad or hurts my feelings. i cant even talk to anyone around me because none of them care. its so obvious that im the one people like the least and it hurts i try to let myself ignore it, but i just don’t know what im supposed to do anymore it hurts so much. i cant open about being mentally ill because that makes me mannipulative. and me talking about it pushes so many people away and i just feel even more alone than i already am. it’s a neverending cycle.

[mysplaced-pen]

Can you do RFA + the side hoes... MC has cold feet and likes to use their s/o as a feet warmer. Thanks babe!

hey babe! I sure can (¬‿¬)

hope you like it!💛

zen

mc does it 50% to warm their feet up and 50% because zen makes The Best Noise when they do

goes straight for his tummy 

he yelps and it’s so cute

his ears turn red every time out of embarrassment and surprise

but he actually likes it when they do that

because? he’s hot on his tummy sometimes and it’s perfect

sometimes there’s an impromptu foot massage 

this boy is extra enough to kiss mc’s foot smh body worship amiright

one time did the “this little piggy..” and they both couldn’t stop laughing

its Good and Pure, do this mc

yoosung

yells every time 

also blushes for a little bit 

because mc, that’s cold!!

he gets back at them, though

mc has Cold Feet, but yoosung can have Cold Hands

its a neverending cycle, but they love each other

they get each other on their backs 

yoosung likes to slide his hands up mc’s shirt and just;; press

mc gets him when he’s sitting and playing LOLOL or working 

just..stretches and “aH MC WHY”

at least they keep each other warm 

jaehee

why would you do this, mc

spare her

jaehee won’t let mc just press their feet on her, no no 

she takes their foot in her hands and warms them up that way

so basically when mc has cold feet, they get a foot massage

mc always makes it up to her by giving her a massage in return

these two need to invest in fuzzy socks or something

but its okay! 

because blanket burritos are A Thing

and mc can warm their feet up in those while jaehee also gets warm

its a win win

they even make hot chocolate 

jumin

see he wishes he could help

but jumin isn’t very warm

so it only lessens the cold a little bit 

he tries to warm them with foot massages

those don’t really work..

a solution! 

cuddle party with elizabeth! 

kind of like a sandwich - jumin’s tummy, mc’s feet, elizabeth

it works! 

but just in case, jumin buys fuzzy socks

they both really like that cuddle sandwich though

so they do it more often 

but the fuzzy socks are a design of elizabeth so they help when he’s on business trips 

707 / luciel / saeyoung

also yells, like yoosung

except louder

for some reason, mc always likes to go for his neck

he gets used to it though, its okay

he’d be working and mc can be like, “saeyounggg, my feet are cold”

headphones off the neck, he gets more comfortable on the couch

kisses their feet when they assume position

also likes warming them with his hands, since he doesn’t have cold hands

mc does have to be careful of him tickling their feet though

it starts a tickle war, every time

v / jihyun

he’d let mc put their feet wherever they want tbh 

by all means, let jihyun warm your feet, mc

he has Hot Hands so foot massages can be A Thing

jihyun is more than willing, of course

he can have cold feet too so they kinda do it at the same time

it gives them both the giggles

like the two of them have their feet on each other, trying to warm up

but they cant stop giggling

its a really cute scene ok

they lay on the couch, soft music in the background

a little sunlight peeking through the curtains

its all jihyun ever wanted 

saeran

hates it

or so he says

saeran actually doesn’t mind

sometimes he can tell when mc’s feet starts getting cold and just kinda

picks them up to go cuddle

takes two blankets cause he knows he’s not warm enough

he doesn’t like it when they put their feet on his stomach though

mc please dont do that 

they can put it on his leg though

or back or hands

just not the tummy

he’s gonna have a grumpy face on the whole time

and get them back by putting his own cold feet on them

but the whole thing is actually really cute

sometimes they nap like that

[ireallyfeltthat]

(12/11/2019)

09:37pm

i have had to make peace with moving a lot.

we'd move every 3-4 years from city to city, state to state. that's the issue with having a parent with a govt job. i see fauji brats and all boast about how they moved every two years and are so cool. no doubt they are cool. so am i. i have learnt to make friends and leave some, to adjust into cultures, food, languages, and habits. i have made peace with 8pm sunsets in ahmedabad and 5pm sunsets in calcutta. i have made peace with neverending traffic noises in delhi and deafening silence in durgapur. i have made peace with humidity and dryness and extreme cold and none at all. i have made peace with small towns and gigantic cities.

but let's talk about how it all affects you mentally. having changed over 6 schools in 14 years of education is no small change. earlier it was fun - because new uniform seemed obviously cooler than the last. but eventually the dreaded reality set in - that I'm seeing it all for the last time on my way to the station/airport. the empty halls when we first entered the house seemed so much emptier when the last carton was loaded on the truck. the last night in a certain room that you have countless memories in made you feel even emptier on the inside. moving from a spacious 2 bhk to a cramped 3 bhk, to a cramped 2 bhk, to a spacious 3bhk so on and so forth. moving from the first floor to the sixth to the ground to the fourth. from quarters to apartments, from lifts to staircases. through all this change the only constant you find is your own self. but boy oh boy will that change as well.

and it messes with you. a lot. when your only pillar is yourself and you don't even know that person. when you're too busy adjusting to exterior changes to figure yourself out. every new school brought a new personality, a new story of who you were and what you were perceived as. you become an accumulation of first experiences and impressions. participate in one debate and now that's who you are for the next three years. join the poetry club and now you're a writer. act, president of drama club. dance, light of the annual function. quiz, smarty-pants. have a boyfriend, never earn a teacher's respect. lol.

from a favourite to a kiss-ass to a sweetheart to a mean-girl to miss popular to a teacher's pet to a loner. i have lived several lives in nearly two decades of life.

some places had common playgrounds. some places had gully cricket. some places had sandpits. while some didn't believe girls even play. i associate some placed with power rangers, some with skating, some with cycling and some with stop-and-party or chor-police. some places had nosy neighbours, some places housed the nicest aunties, some places had dark alleys, some places had bustling highways.

many people know the pain of losing a pet, but very few know the pain of leaving one. the tens of dogs and cats I've fed, befriended, cared for, played with, been scolded for (hehe), named, trained and what not. to see them for the last time, knowing they will sit at my doorstep (which is no longer mine) the next morning and won't be greeted with breakfast, will fill you with nothingness. playing your last game of pakdam-pakdaayi or unch-neech, knowing all too well you'll never be there again. leaving your favourite hiding spot, your favourite swing, your perfectly aligned window, and your painting on the wall of your bedroom in mere years of having found them.

it takes a year. it does. no matter how extroverted, adjusting, happy-go-lucky, accepting person you are, it takes a year to call a place home. to know its streets and secrets. to have memories in unlikely locations. to associate feelings with objects and places. to build a reputation you like. to make mistakes and mend them in time. to find friends of your kind. to make peace.

you enjoy it for a year or two. start missing it before it's over. and when you're gone, everything is the same except you. you are the unfortunate idiot who goes back to square one. and it breaks your heart.

the point of this entire rant is that I'm seeing what happened to me over many painful years of life is happening to everyone around me in these few months of college. the friend in me wants to smile, hug them, tell them it'll be ok because i know it too well (even though theirs isn't as bad tbh). but the sadist in me is shamelessly snickering for what they never understood about me - they shall now live it.

life has funny ways of making peace.

[kaitenkenburokuren]

What do you suggest people do?

Honeydew buddy if i ever knew what should be done in life and in general id have an easier time in life. No idea. Its just exhausting neverending double guessing w me. Im always Tired.

I honestly don’t have an answer, just a lot of sadness and disquiet-filled thoughts i vomit here. That post mighta sounded judgmental or a call to arms, but its mostly a relexion on the whole situation, and my own like. Inner debate idk???. I can tell you what im doing, personally, as someone who really has no answers about the ethical implications of doing stuff. Im trying to distance myself from rk posting as much as possible, bcus i feel rly uncomfortable w the idea of giving the work n therefore the dude behind it any sort of publicity. A couple of times, ive become kind of sort of comfortable with the idea of posting rk stuff again, only for new official content to come out, making me restart the Cycle of Uncomofortable About My Favorite Childhood Franchise. Tiring tbh.

Im sorry anon im dumb and not of much use.

[apoliel-blog]

khavariel replied to your post 

art and writing comms are always a good way tbh, small crafty things and an etsy store are also good

ive already tried art comms and i’ve never had luck if theyre not dirt cheap and im way underpricing myself, and idk how i’d do writing comms with how i write, and then my problem is i need money to get supplies to craft but cant get money if i have nothing to sell so its a neverending cycle of me being desperate