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hello tumblr dot com community !!! consider me archived. i'll be under the same url on a fresh new blog. feel free to unfollow. <3 thanks sm for the memories on this blog. yay for fresh starts.

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hello tumblr dot com community !!! consider me archived. i'll be under the same url on a fresh new blog. feel free to unfollow. <3 thanks sm for the memories on this blog. yay for fresh starts.

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keepmovinjunior asked: hi. you are missed. 💕

HI LOVE. I AM THINKING ABOUT A REVAMP. WE'LL SEE WHAT COMES. i really would like to !!! you'll be the first to get a follow from me if it happens.

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happy new year. let's make this coming year a good one filled with love and pure joy. <3

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people making hate blogs and then calling others 'mean girls' is such an odd thing to do. you made an entire blog just to talk badly about a person and try to tear them down. like ??? also i have no idea who u are but i seriously hope you get some help. i didn't know i impacted ur life so greatly but i suppose that's a you problem , not a me problem. this just goes to show honestly how DERANGED some folks are on this site. it's gotta be pressure someone off a site for them or they just won't be content. and it's gross behavior, i gotta say.

i also think this is the same person who messaged literally all my friends and made them incredibly uncomfortable by FORCING them to see stuff they didn't want to see. once that didn't work , they made another blog .. and another blog .. and another blog .. and kept harassing people.

this has been happening for an even longer time than these screenshots show , i have more proof of some friends getting them even earlier. i ignored the advances but was ultra paranoid about it bc someone was trying to obviously get the jump on me. and still is. and now me and /seachant are both involved.

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*smooches*

LOVE YOU, GIRL 💋

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k i know i said i was only saying one thing about this but this is truly the last thing and then i’m done. honestly it is so incredibly cringe to incite callouts, make blogs and documents of like. years worth of nothing more than petty bullshit friend group drama, air said drama out in public, harass-follow people associated with people in your said drama, and then sit here and claim it’s “protecting the community” and telling people to “be careful.”

baby, i say this from the bottom of my heart: i don’t need your protection. i promise you, i am a full ass woman who can judge things for herself, and make my own decisions about things and people if and when i choose. you are not fooling me with that virtue signal BS. call it like it is, bro. you’re literally just mad and you feel like you have had an injustice committed to you, so you want to make that person a pariah in order to feel vindicated. that’s what it is! it’s about you. it’s not a martyrdom.

i know i said i was not going to address this, but lol. imagine thinking that this is a real problem. imagine like, dedicating this much of your energy to this type of behavior. it is just so cringe, and i feel like i need to make it clear that i want nothing at all to do with any of it.

honestly go off, just go off. but do it really far away from me. from the bottom of my heart: go get therapy and touch grass, bro. at least if you want to make a call out, drop the “im doing this to protect and warn people” bs act. you have literally harassed and all but doxxed someone for your own vindication using YEARS old content no less. literally do anything else with your time???

anyway tl;dr this is honestly lame af lmao.

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hi guys ,

so i wanna be completely honest for a sec that i've been feeling super super weird being here and on my other blogs lately. i don't feel like i've had the same kind of drive. i've been trying to get through it and write and have a kickass time. i wanna be able to put myself into other hobbies though rn if that makes sense ?? and sometimes i can feel really overwhelmed like i have to look at follower numbers and i have to be present and i have to write or people won't wanna talk to me or be my friend anymore. and ??? i don't like that. i like to write when i want to and treat this as a hobby. i actually want to get into maybe painting and outdoor activities through a trainer maybe. go hiking more w/ my husband and stuff. there's a lot of things ?? i wanna do. and sometimes i feel this place takes up too much of my head , my heart , and just my time overall. and the worst part about it is , i can also feel REALLY depressed bc i will beat myself up for not being present. i'm such a people pleaser tbh. i try so hard to please others that i will stretch myself out far too much. i feel like everything might collapse if i'm not here. i don't like feeling like that. so i need a hiatus !!! i need some time to myself. to pursue other activities. to enjoy talking to my friends who aren't on tumblr too much if i'm honest.

i love all of you , you are so so cool . but i just cannot function rn the way i want to function. i don't even want to make these big ass promises bc i'm the type who will say things and then be writing two seconds later (but slap me if i do that pls. i need some peace of mind and being online is hard to get away from when you enjoy doing it) like , this place should not BE that serious. i have a job and actually I HAVE A JOB I AM HOPING TO GET THAT IS A HUUUUGE PROMOTION from the job i have now. so that's great yk ??? life is going on. i'm happy with my life. i just need to make decisions on what makes me happy and this just isn't right now.

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she will have to think about that one. it is a lot to take in. she knows how she wants to respond . . . and yet a pretty lie might make her feel so safe. so safe within her walls. she has never found shelter in the confines of those who detest her presence though. if people decided she was a problem , she would accept that and continue about her life. it hurt though. even the strongest people would be hurt by being rejected. being labelled as different. " an ugly truth. " she finally says. " i want the whole picture. i don't want to be clouded by illusions. what happens when the illusion wears off ? and the reality comes to set in .. " and her head falls , hands to intertwine and fiddle with nerves. " it might be painful to see the truth for what it is at first .. but .. it can only get easier looking at it longer. and , perhaps , admiring it for what it is will come along soon enough. "

' you don't think it's dangerous for human beings to be the blind leading the blind ? ' truth be told , he didn't disagree with her . even secrets like him still wanted to be felt and called out to even in the dark , somehow --- and yet he stages himself as red-eyed devil's advocate just as swiftly as his thoughts affirm . ' necessity and pleasantry are two different standards . the heart can see , and still be repulsed . so , maybe you can already guess what i'm going to ask . an ugly truth or a pretty lie , which would your heart rather prefer ? '

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" i'm sure the easter bunny deals with his own sorts of trouble. after all , it must be terribly difficult to differentiate people's colored eggs from his own. i always wondered how santa was able to head down a chimney. i suppose now it all makes sense ! "

"Yeah, yeah, Santa's heard all the short jokes already! I bet the Easter Bunny doesn't have to deal with this..."

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i cannot sleep tonight so i am thinking about the fact there are a lot of series i actually do not know about .. but the people on this site help me want to know about them. big shoutout to @aamaranthiine and @indomitablespirits for writing for the last unicorn and wild robot because i wouldn't have so much intrigue about the series. ofc in passing glance i always wanted to look into it , but being roleplayers on a site really helps amplify the desire to get to know new series that blogs are from. that's probably one of my favorite things about roleplaying in the first place ??? is people can show you a whole new world (pun intended) of things to love.

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would your muse decorate a christmas tree with belle if she asked 🎄 🎄 ?

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" my goodness .. it seems that santa has shrunk a bit ! "

santa timon? santimon? anyway, look at this nugget:

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" peppermint tea has always been one of my favorites ! " she'd grin. " it smells like christmas in a bottle. is that silly to say out loud ? "

@peculiarbeauty / one-sentence starter call ( christmas themed ! )

" there's nothing a cup of peppermint tea can't solve, especially on christmas! "

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" i think you're doing marvelously. we're both still young. at least my papa likes to remind me that i am. " she giggles , taking the other girl's hands in her own. " i think we have our whole life ahead of us. that's quite inspiring , isn't it ? "

" i wholeheartedly agree! i try so hard not to be afraid. at least, of what i can control. "

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and suddenly she feels a sadness wash over her even more than before. were the animals unkind to such a wonderful robot like roz ? were they very much like the villagers back home ?

" oh , roz .. thank you. thank you so much. i don't think you're strange though. i think you're a wonderful friend. someday perhaps .. things will be different for both of us. maybe people will come to learn to love your kind. just like how i'd envision a brighter future for women like me. women that can learn and cherish reading out in public. would you like that , roz ? "

The robot gave a small shrug. "It seems like...they're a lot like 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐬 when they first see me. Their instincts tell them that I am 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞, and they should be 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 of me... I cannot fault a human or animal for that."

A pause. "...I do not think you are doing anything wrong, though. And...you can always talk to me. I am told I am a rather good listener."

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" no offense ariel .. but .. people don't want to hang out with mermaids anymore. "

"well, damn, i really wanted to hang out with you two."