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I genuinely hate perfect people

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If you wanna be super sigma and depressed at the same time you should listen to these songs from my super kool playlist 😈

Yes this is my fruit ninga playlist if you were wondering, yes I'm a super freak😔

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tw:cvts

It's sfx Tumblr chill

Guys, dont let me get termed😔

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My bracelet messed with my bl00d lol

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The more I poke fun at my friends about stuff,the more I actually end up loving it.

Like, yes I like the fact that your naturally blond, yes I like how deep your voice is, yes I like your acne, I LUV YOU POOKIE I'M JUST DEPRESSED AND I DON'T LIKE TAKING MY MEDS😔

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me searching for my blade after the littlest thing happened (i can’t properly function without hurting myself)

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When you start S/H at a young age and so now you have a habit of looking at people's arms, legs, or thighs to see if they did/do it too<<<<<<

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TW: cvts

Tumblr is sfx don't ban me

Extra extra, I can't risk getting termed

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I had the most not sigma day 😔 1.I had to fight for my life during lunch cause SOMEBODY threatened to show my Tumblr😒(you know who you are,pull up ( ͡° ʖ̯ ͡°)2.I burnt my finger with an iron while I was trying to help a girl who's never made a perler before 3.my friends kept talking about my crush and when I tried to defend him I was blushing really hard so my friends made fun of me💔4. My cvts from yesterday and from today have made my arm REALLY sore which is weird cause I don't think I'm going deeper lol.

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TW:BL∅∅D

Tumlbr it's fake bruh trust me, ai

My new cvtter is so good! I only cut 2 times, but I even have a tiny scar from just getting poked with it, it's super sharp! This is my tissue after stopping the bl00d

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To be loved,is to have purpose

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I just wanna be talked to.

I want them to hold me in their arms while I sob and sob and sob.

I don't care if they really feel sorry for me or if they it's kinda funny, all I want is to feel them against me.

Again, I'm simply going insane, I know they secretly hate me and want me dead.

No matter how much they wish to hurt me, if it ever happens I'll just suck it up and let him.

I know he always means well and I love him ♥︎♥︎

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whenever someone talks about the fact i cut myself:

(god i’m so funny omg)

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TW:Bl@de

My new mini box cutter//I got a small one so I could hide it and my mom wouldn't get suspicious

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My voice isn't high enough or low enough.

I'm not fat or skinny enough.

I'm not dumb or smart enough.

I'm nothing.

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Im gonna ask to go to Daiso after school so I can finally get a box cutter, wish my luck 🙏

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I hate older kids.

Just when they are in my period, I feel sick to my stomach.

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˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

I hate real life why can't I just live in the internet

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Cal edit because I luv him