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Gendered parenting is so weird. As a little kid I was a total daddy's girl, I was told I would always try to sneak the garage, I was always very interested in everything he was doing and would follow him around while he was working, but while my family was never the type to outright say "you can't do that because you're a girl", they simply didn't entertain the idea that I could possibly be interested in cars. Then when my little brother was born, it was just assumed he would become a mechanic like our dad because he was a boy. Even though he, unlike me, didn't like being in the garage much and wasn't all that interested in what dad was doing. Once he got to a certain age, dad started making him help and would drag him away from his actual interests for it, which lead to a lot of arguing and not much actual learning.

Gendered expectations sort of create doubles of children. There's the real child with their actual personality, interests and behaviors, and then there's the Gender Child.

My real brother hated soccer and team sports. The Gender Child that existed only the minds of the adults in his life enjoyed playing soccer because that's what a Boy Child likes.

Growing up, I always felt like adults didn't actually know me as a person and they weren't interested in getting to know me. Because they felt they'd already learned everything there was to know about me when they were told "it's a girl".

When I talk about how I never got gifts I actually liked from my relatives (to this day I still don't like getting gifts that aren't something I picked out myself), it isn't actually about the gifts themselves. I don't even remember them. What I do remember is the feeling of being given gifts that were seemingly not bought with the real me in mind. They were for the Girl Child™️ version of me. The me that adults wanted me to be, not who I actually was.

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nobody who has ever made me feel small and unwanted has possessed a heart or a life that i admired

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Miss Oranje Disco Dancer - "She said she's in love with me. She even asked me to run away with her"

My piece for the @palestaticexchange for @skollwolf/@discount-elysium :)

They asked for anything Ruby related and ummmm i love toxic yuri

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working on something

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Another little disco elysium video i made for tiktok

Just found out the other day that people ship volition and electrochemistry and i kinda see it.

More art bellow the cut

Also heres a better quality frame cause i like it.

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More marina that I did ages ago because I love her

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obsessed with this ig account that once in a while makes memes like this and i cant stop thinking about how this is just exactly how the skills from disco elysium sound

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SHIVERS - Below, the city trembles with its remaining lights. People are rushing home, running away from home, smoking, sleeping, singing in the shower. Edges of dining tables, hands, aprons flicker through windows before the lights go out.

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dspues de leer a butler y a beauvoir quedé marcada de POR VIDA nunca más voy a poder tener una interacción social con la mente tranquila. se me prende la lamparita cada vez q me dicen algo negativo sobre otra persona

leer teoría feminista medio que te arruina la vida es como que de la nada te das cuenta que todo es una trampa

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all fat people are butches and all skinny people are fems and nonbinary is a single type of person that you either are or arent attracted to and pink lemonade comes from pink cows

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this is so funny i do be always playing the same stuff. kings pawn my beloved

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I can't keep having the same conversations about love languages, mbti, iq, bmi, "brain fully formed at 25" and shit over and over again...

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“I’m almost 50, and here is the best thing I have learned so far: every strange thing you’ve ever been into, every failed hobby or forgotten instrument, everything you have ever learned will come back to you, will serve you when you need it. No love, however brief, is wasted.” @louisethebaker on Twitter

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"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

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Such a familiar situation.

This is for the Harry/Klassje swap au by @theinkyfrog check it out I think its so interesting with the parallels they do have.

Is the hanged man still Lely or is it someone else? I do like the idea Kim being in Ruby's place. What about Jean? How would he play in this? If at all? THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS. awesome au concept!!!

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YOU - This isn't working at all, you lied to me, Golden Mouth Man.

RHETORIC - You just haven't done it long enough. You need to do it even longer.

DRAMA - The Golden Mouth Man is a liar. He can't be trusted, sire. He only wants to humiliate you.

RHETORIC - No, it's the Face Blob who's trying to humiliate you. Why does he speak like that? Why can't he speak like a normal person?