this is my third week back on depression meds and like, man. I shouldn't be mean to past me for going off my meds two years ago because they weren't quite right and I didn't know what else to do about it at the time but...I wasted the last two years of my life trying desperately to do everything I could to feel normal and it wasn't my fault that I couldn't. my brain just needs those chemicals. I need to get a tattoo that says 'YOU CAN'T NOT BE ON DEPRESSION MEDS. YOU HAVE DEPRESSION" just so I don't ever forget and make that mistake again.
anyway I feel very calm and peaceful now! things bother me less! I don't have constant mean thoughts about myself! I can't wait to feel happy again!