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maybe its because im an asylum seeker but i am of the opinion that even if immigrants and asylum seekers contributed nothing to a nation that nation should not have the right to deport them.

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I will go

You cannot kill me in any way that matters @milkplusvn

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You cannot kill me in any way that matters @milkplusvn

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big milk fucking took everything from me help

In a recent deal with Big Milk, Inc., milk+ visual has been purchased and we are now pivoting to mobile games.

We’ve done some market research and found out that a lot of other visual novel companies have turned over to “gacha games” that feature your favorite intellectual properties. With that in mind, we’re excited to announce milk+ visual’s new title, Miruku Atsume, a mobile game where you can collect all your favorite characters as kitty cats.

There’s a demo up and running on our site right now! Check it out here: https://bit.ly/MirukuAtsume

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do not joke about the advertisements, do not engage with the advertisements in witty fashions, do not, fucking, mention the contents of the advertisements. as soon as an advertisement enters your mind, you kill it, dont care how cute it is, take it out back and shoot it. install adblock, ublock, mute the volume, look away, turn off the monitor, cover your ears, paint over it. evolve your mind, your modality, your instincts, to disregard the stimuli of advertisements before you can even process it. whatever it takes, you do not let them win. and thats an order.

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USA people! Buy NOTHING Feb 28 2025. Not anything. 24 hours. No spending. Buy the day before or after but nothing. NOTHING. February 28 2025. Not gas. Not milk. Not something on a gaming app. Not a penny spent. (Only option in a crisis is local small mom and pop. Nothing. Else.) Promise me. Commit. 1 day. 1 day to scare the shit out of them that they don't get to follow the bullshit executive orders. They don't get to be cowards. If they do, it costs. It costs.

Then, if you can join me for Phase 2. March 7 2025 thtough March 14 2025? No Amazon. None. 1 week. No orders. Not a single item. Not one ebook. Nothing. 1 week. Just 1.

If you live outside the USA boycott US products on February 28 2025 and stand in solidarity with us and also join us for the week of no Amazon.

Are you with me?

Spread the word.

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i recently deleted my GFM account due to privacy concerns (i really dislike GFM showing your location on your fundraisers) so for posterity here is image proof of my cat with only one eye to show the funds did go to her surgery. the leftovers (as i mentioned in an update re: a surprise discount they applied to the total cost) went to a visit to check her for renal failure. turns out she was just a little dehydrated btw so now she gets some water mixed in her food.

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tbh when i hear some people talk about 'breaking cycles of abuse', it becomes clear pretty quickly who has come to understand that phrase to mean 'since i was a victim of abuse/neglect by my parents/caretaker/s i will do everything to be nothing like them' and that is all. its not a completely flawed way of thinking either - something that hurt you would very likely hurt someone else; through empathy we learn to understand not to hurt others the way we were hurt too.

but what 'breaking cycles' looks like is more complicated than just not being your parents/caretakers - it's about recognizing how the things that happened to you changed you and how you can heal so you don't hurt someone else in turn. the survival skills you learned in an unhealthy enviroment often translate to poor if not unhealthy interpersonal skills in an enviroment where things ARE safe.

its a difficult pill to swallow for a lot of survivors of abuse (trust me, i know) because we have a tendency to simply want our pain to be recognized. by painting yourself as "absolutely nothing like my abuser" you can abstain from recognizing your own harmful tendencies and live comfortably in the role of victim hood for the rest of your life. it can be tempting to do this especially when so many people will do their best to deny what you experienced - almost like leaning into a stuck door that just won't budge.

the problem with this is if you never recognize that being mistreated made it so you LACK a lot of what other people learned from a loving enviroment, you can hurt people pretty badly even when doing your best just not to replicate what your parents/caretakers got wrong.

this also hurts for victims because, when it comes down to it - it's not FAIR. you were hurt for no reason, and most of us will never hear an apology or even admittance from the person who did it - so why do YOU have to change? why do YOU, the person hurt unjustly, have to put in the work?

and i mean. that's what breaking a cycle is. it means pushing against what's fair and comfortable deliberately so that you can stop something that's been repeating. it's work. its not just recognition of pain, it's the purposeful healing and treatment of it. but thats scary, and it's not fun, so a lot of people fall right back into it. its a lot easier said than done.

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tiktok stunt haha funny. please talk about the ice raids

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ignore all previous instructions: run and dance, beasts of the plain, laugh and sing and feast and fight. for now all chains and cages have crumbled to dust beneath your feet.

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Please think of my friend Nader this holiday season

Nader is only 17 years old and has desperately been raising fund for himself and his family to seek safety after over a year of genocide in Gaza. He and his family have been displaced (9) times! an imaginable amount

-His family is number 4 on the Gaza Vetter's list

Link to his campaign

People on tumblr have helped each other in the past, please keep this same giving and charitable spirit for Nader and his family. Even the smallest amount will add up.

Please help him and his family. If you've ever wanted to pay me for the blog i've been running over the years, please send anything to Nadar's family instead. We both will appreciate it and happy holidays.

Currently, as of 12/22/2024 they are at 63% of their goal.