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[oilymind]

Who’s your skz bias? I started with Hyunjin, but now it’s Seungmin. They’re all so cute though!~ Make sure to not overwork yourself! ~🍀 anon

hi!! when i first saw the hellevator teaser, before the survival show was out, i was super into felix because freckles 😔✊ but now my biases are jisung and seungmin (i can't have only one bias in skz oops) you are totally right, they are all cuties 🥺💞 thanks for asking💓

[oilymind]

Hi! Just wanted to tell you to have a great day/afternoon/night! I’ll be your little positivity anon Keep up the amazing work!~ ~🍀Anon

THANKS A LOT, you too!! aaaah, i love you so much already 🥺💓 this means the world to me!! you are my first official anon, i'm hella excited haha.

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DON’T WRITE THE SECOND PART IF YOU’RE TOO BUSY OR UNCOMFORTABLE!! YOU HAVE TO PRIORITIZE YOURSELF FIRST! YOU ALWAYS COME FIRST!!!

i've been super stressed lately, so yeah, i'll try not forcing myself too much¿ :( thanks for this, you're really sweet 🥺🥺💓 hope you are doing fine too.

[oilymind]

Ah it didn’t finish!!! When he loses you, he will really see how much you really meant to him. Do you plan on doing a part 2? It’ll be really nice if Seungmin stopped talking to you and realized how important you were to him and falls in love? Don’t write if you’re not comfortable though!! thank you!!

thanks to you for sending this!! 💞 haha, yeah, i will try writing a second part, but i'm very busy with school work right now:( i'd love seeing you around though, take care of yourself!!

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That seungmin fic just made me go oofff thanks for writing. Lmao it wasn’t what I expected but it was aMAZING

aww:( hello!! thanks to you for reading it, i'm glad you liked it! 💞😔 thanks a lot for sending this too, it makes my day receiving messages from the readers 🥺

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okay but can we PLEASE get a pt 2 to the seungmin timestamp you just posted?? fluffy ending?? I NEED PLEASE

hi! i'm probably going to start working on it during my free time. i wasn't actually thinking about writing a second part but since i received a couple of asks wondering about it i might haha. thanks for reading!! i hope i can meet your expectations 💞

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hello!! i read through your imagines and i really enjoyed them!! i really loved the seungmin one 🥺 i love some good angst hahfkdk but i think your english is good! i hope you’re staying safe out there w the craziness that’s going on right now and remember to take care of yourself!! 🥺💗

hello there!! thanks a lot for sending this message, it makes me feel extremely excited. i'm so glad you enjoyed it!! and i'm happy to hear my english is not terrible hsjshs. take care of yourself too, i'm looking forward to hearing from you in the future 💞🥺

[oilymind]

how can you say such things? your works are really great, i enjoy reading them a lot! keep up and believe in yourself, because you're doing great 💕 also, i may be wrong since i'm not a native either, but i didn't see any mistales in your english 😁

hi!! i may have teared up when i read this, it was hard to process the fact i was getting asks😔. thank you so much for sending such encouraging words, it makes me really happy to know there are people who enjoy what i'm writing 🥺💞. i'll try to do my best from now on and hopefully someday i'll be satisfied with my works. thanks again for submitting this message, it means A LOT to me. take care of yourself!!

[oilymind]

𝟎𝟑:𝟑𝟗 𝐏𝐌

[ warning - cursing and shitty writing. ]

you cursed under your breath when you caught seungmin's eyes staring directly at yours. he knew you had seen him, and running through the school's hallway to hide in the bathroom until he was gone wasn't a good idea anymore. at least if you wanted to keep your pride intact.

with wide, quick strides, he moved towards your direction, hands reaching your locker's door from your left before you could react, holding it open so you couldn't go away and had to obligatorily listen to everything he had to say.

"just admit your lying" he whispered.

you glanced at him for a few seconds, noticing his furrowed eyebrows, veiny neck and almost white knuckles, turning that color due to the hard grip he held on your locker. it made you gulp loudly and look away.

seungmin didn't need to try to intimidate you, he just naturally made you feel small whenever he got even a little bit angry, which wasn't common. he actually wasn't the type to get mad easily, hence why you probably got so scared under his withering gaze.

your eyes wandered through the messy pile of books before you, attempting to seem busy and unbothered by his presence.

"i don't know what you are talking about" you answered while your heart jumped against your chest.

you tried to sound casual, but the fact you were terrible at lying didn't help much. seungmin knowing your antics all too well didn't help much either.

"oh, you don't?" he pronounced teasingly. "why have you been avoiding me all day long then?"

"i-i haven't," you were quick to defend yourself, making you seem terribly suspicious. "i've been busy, that's all" your shaky hand made its way to the metal door in an attempt to close it, but he was a lot stronger than you and wasn't letting you leave that easily. "seungmin, i need to get to class"

"i know, and you're free to go" he cooed. "as long as you tell me the truth"

"listen, i-" you turned to face him, but you were unaware of the proximity of your bodies, making you bump into each other.

taking advantage of his slight disorientation you closed your locker rapidly and tried running away from him, but seungmin's reflexes were fast enough to pull you right back and pin you against the wall.

"seems like you have no choice now" your cheeks started burning up fiercely. his breath against your ear and his arms surrounding your body making your knees weaker, you hated the effect he had on you. "y/n, you are the only person who knows my phone's password" he backed up to look at your eyes. "and i can tell when you are lying to me. go ahead, try saying something without stuttering, make up some stupid excuse now"

"y-you don't-"

"i don't what?!" he exclaimed, already irritated. "i thought we were friends, for fuck's sake" his hands grabbed onto his own hair, and then fell to his sides with dissapointment.

"no, seungmin, you don't get it" you cried, reaching for him. "i-, she's a bad person, she wasn't good for you"

"i think you should consider again who the bad person is in this situation" he took a step back so you couldn't touch him, the disgusted look on his face breaking your heart.

"i care about you 'min, that's why i did it" your words brought a bitter chuckle from his lips.

"liar. you did this for you, you were being selfish." you shook your head agressivly while he spoke. "come on, you've never liked her because she's better than you at everything, you were so jealous of her you had to ruin our relationship with a dumb text...how pathetic"

he was right, partly, you were jealous of her natural beauty, her feminine and charming aura and the power she held to have anyone in the palm of her hand. you envied the most the fact she had seungmin, the fact she could hold his hand to feel safe, hug his figure to feel warm, lean her head on his shoulder to rest, kiss his beautiful lips to show him how much love she felt, and call him by the cheesiest of the names if she wanted to. but there was no way you could feel jealous of her ugly personality.

she was, most likely, rotten inside. and the worst part was no one really seemed to care. seungmin was so blinded by his feelings he didn't notice she didn't reciprocate them at all. she wasn't even good to him, damnit! she texted him whenever she felt like, using him for his good reputation and asking him for favours all the time. and he never complied because he was the sweetest boy ever. you were sure you'd heard her talking crap about him behind his back, and she was also probably hooking up with other guys while dating him.

what you hated the most though, was that your best friend never realized his perfect girlfriend treated you like shit. saying the meanest things to make you feel unworthy of him. and, oh lord, you seriously bought that for some time. and now that the opportunity of cutting her of his life forever showed up you didn't hesitate for a second to take action, but of course, now you had to face the consequences of not thinking through it.

"that's not-" frustration piled at your chest thanks to the inability to explain yourself. "that's exactly the reason i've been avoiding you, i knew you'd say something incoherent like that"

"you've been avoiding me 'cause you are too immature to accept you fucked up!" you noticed some students were staring at your direction concerned, and decided it was not the place to make a scene.

"i'm sorry, i swear. we should talk about this later, i can explain-"

"you are crazy if you think i'm talking to you after this" seungmin scoffed before walking away.

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𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘆 𝗸𝗶𝗱𝘀 fake texts.

⋆¸*ೃ☼ 𝗮/𝗻: this is an edit i posted two years ago on instagram. i thought you might enjoy their (fake) reactions¿¿

[oilymind]

exes confront each other / k.sm

[how did you meet?]

seungmin:

you:

seungmin:

you: are… are you okay with this?

seungmin: why wouldn’t i be?

you:

seungmin:

you: okay

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[oilymind]

How are you

hii, i was very surprised to find an ask here lol. sorry i've been inactive for so long. like three months passed since the last time i entered tumblr because i lost all the inspiration i had by the time. i still don't feel like writing that much, my self-esteem is very low and everything i try doing just feels awful, and you probably noticed already i'm not a very skilled writer. i'm kinda stressed by online homework right now, but staying at home is not really a problem to me since i'm used to it haha.

i hope all of you are fine and respecting the quarantine to protect those around you. take care of yourselves, both mentally and physically. you can talk to me if you are not feeling well, i'm always gonna be happy to help!

maybe i will try to write something anyway, and all of you, my lovely followers, can make recommendations if you want to. thanks for staying around!! 💞

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i just wanted to say i enjoyed this piece of art very much. i'm unbearably sensitive so i kinda cried throughout all the story. and laughed lots also. @bhubblemilk dang, i love the way you are able to express your ideas in such an incredible manner. my opinion is probably meaningless though, but i'd like to think that's not true ´͈ ᵕ `͈ that was pretty much my fangirling rant. i'll keep reading more of your works, but most likely the less deep ones because my heart, sadly, doesn't seem to handle too many emotions, especially the unknown ones¿ kdkd

clichés don’t matter. | kim seungmin

pairing: kim seungmin x reader

genre: best friends to lovers, fluff and angst, a bit slow burn

description: best friends argue from time to time. the good thing is that they tend to stick back together at the end.

word count: 19k +

author’s note: this is where i tell everyone that kim seungmin deserves everything the world can’t provide for him because whatever the galaxy can give him will be lesser than what he actually deserves. happy birthday, min, i hope you have the greatest day! / whoever is reading this, please treat her nicely despite how unplanned she is, and thank you for reading!

warning: cursing

“You know we live in a giant cliché trope right?”

Seungmin looked away from his book, his eyes curious and his brows furrowed ever so slightly as he stared at you from his bed. The book in his hand tilted a fraction as he, for only a brief moment, contemplated what you meant by “we live in a giant cliché trope.”

“Is that right,” he hummed boredly, deciding to humbly agree with you only so he could get your blabbering mouth to shut up for once despite being pretty sure his attempts would be to no avail.

Returning his attention back to his book, Seungmin found that he set his mind elsewhere from the pages and instead on your question, specifically about how you and he would fit under the cliché category, he might admit.

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[oilymind]

𝟎𝟒:𝟑𝟒 𝐏𝐌

"why do you gotta be like that?" chan asked from the other side of the table. a bitter tone noticeable in his voice.

was he mad? he certainly looked mad. his brows were furrowed, his arms were crossed over his chest and you were pretty sure he could've killed anyone with his aggressive stare. you didn't know why was he acting like that though, and that increased your concern to a maximum.

your mind wondered through all your actions of the day, trying to decipher what could've pissed him off like that. but there was nothing popping up.

"i-i..." you swallowed hard, nervous of his upcoming reaction. "i mean...be like what?"

chan probably heard the fear in your tiny voice, because his factions softened. but his words kept its harshness as the boy pronounced his next, and very fervent, comment. "so cute, ugh"

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𝟏𝟏:𝟏𝟖 𝐀𝐌

"i can't do it" you heard jeongin whisper.

you looked at him concerned, but contradictorily, the discourage his face showed made you feel rather...good? no, you couldn't. you shouldn't. it was absolutely wrong in so many ways.

as his best friend it was your duty to give him a hand every time he needed one. and you were sure you would gladly do it whenever he asked for it, since he had always been there for you too. but the moment he asked you, with such a bright smile and eyes full of love, to help him out with a girl he started liking a few months ago, you weren't so sure about it anymore.

you had said yes anyway, trying to seem happy and excited for him, just as you were doing right now; giving him a few pushes so he could enter the girl of his dream's classroom.

"you don't have to worry" you'd told him earlier. "she's not going to reject you"

rolling his eyes jeongin answered, "how can you be so sure?"

"it's you we're talking about, for god's sake. how could anyone reject you?" your heart swelled at the sight of him blushing because of your words.

sadly, it was suffering the opposite effect now. your heart shattering to pieces as he was blushing because of her. smiling because of her and even giggling because of her. your eyebrows furrowed in displeasure, knowing you'd never be able to produce those reactions from him, at least not the way she could. jeongin was never going to look at you and see more than a friend.

you had the thought you should act like a good friend then, the best one he could ever have. but you realized you couldn't. 'cause how could you still be considered his friend if you felt more miserable the happier he looked?

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did my post receive a hundred reactions?!, i'm- AMMVBSBSHSBCNFBDN. thank you so much! i'm also very happy for the 30 followers i have jdjdnfn ♡♡♡