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Autistic Pidge moodboard.

Keith 

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I'm officially taking over as host, old host refuses to front consistently, we aren't gonna keep trying to force vem to do it. Anyways hi I'm jinx! I'm roughly the same age as the body, my pronouns are It/they/shark/boom/pow/🦈/💣and occasionally She/her if we're close friends, I've been around since like, middle school-ish due to a lot of our comfort coming from a shared videogame hyperfixation with our brother, but I went dormant for a while during highschool because shit got boring and came back due to a big spiral caused by some dumb stressful bullshit that happened around the same time as the release of the Arcane Netflix show. We never finished the show it was really triggering for me. But our singlet partner watched all of it and relayed the important information to me, I'm heavily attached to my sources and wanted to know the truth about what all happened. Doubles/kinnies/irls or whatever please don't interact with me, I understand we're different and I respect your existence but my sense of reality is already very very fragile and doubles stress me the Fuck out, sourcemates welcome to interact, we have Vi in the system too and she doesn't mind doubles. Anywhooodles that's my intro it's suuuuuuper long

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Having a lot of anxiety today surrounding medical stuff and having some trauma memories last night, but it's our four year anniversary with our partner (who isn't a system) and we're trying very hard to stay positive to make sure they have a good day! Harley is supposed to front later so they can watch the new Batman movie with our partner. I'm hoping that goes well...but right now I'm in charge of showering and working through our anxiety! It can be hard sometimes but I'm determined to do it right !! -Mika

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[Alt Text:] This System Has Chronic Pain

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Requests Are Open!

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Traumagenic system source call thingy?

Hello! I'm Chell! I'm an introject from the Portal videogames. We are bodily 18 and I'm roughly 18-25 I *think*? But I'm looking for some (also bodily 18+) introjects of the same source as me!! I don't care who you are or if you're from an AU or what! As long as you are not *also* Chell because I'm still adjusting to the whole...being in a system thing (it's been years I'm.not sure I'll ever get properly use to it) and frankly the idea of talking to another chell is scary, hopefully some day though!! Anyways! Like, comment down below or whatever the best way to contact you or dm is for our discord !

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Someone just tried to bully me for being a Bella swan fictive as if I don't already know how absolutely fucking cringe my source is here -Bella

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I’m so sick of people referring to the Disney corporation as “the mouse”.

Mickey Mouse is a character. He is not real. He does not make the decisions that sustain the capitalist nightmare empire the Disney corporation has become. Disney is not a faceless corporation.

THIS is the man in charge. Bob Chapek. Do not let him hide behind a cartoon character. That is what they want, to shift the blame onto something that does not exist, to keep you from addressing the man responsible.

Remember his face, remember his name, and hold him responsible for his actions.

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We don't wanna be part of discourse but this is our dni, please don't argue with us just block us and move on if anything on this list applies to you.

General dni criteria ofc (racist, homophobic, transphobic, antisemitic, pedo/MAP, ableist, ect)

Anti-xenogender and neopronouns

Anyone under 18 (this is a sfw space but we are bodily 18 and just aren't comfortable with minors)

Endogenic or other origin systems (we do not want to be part of discourse, we do not seek to actively harm or argue with you, this is simply a space for Traumagenic systems only. We're not going to go near your spaces so long as you stay out or ours we simply want to keep our distance for our comfort)

Doubles (okay so we understand this one can be iffy or be seen as a red flag, you can interact if your system has fictives of the exact same source, but if you are for example a fictive of Bilbo Baggins, please do not interact with our Bilbo. This causes a few of our alters to become very unstable or even just uncomfy so just generally don't mention anything to them like "omg were the same" or "hi (name) I'm also (name)!!" We're working on this but it's just not safe for us right now)

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We're still learning what is trauma and what is normal. Because we thought most of our early life expireneces we're pretty normal okay things and we keep finding out that we're absolutely wrong. Things we thought were harmless or even just slightly upsetting, are actually really not okay and deeply upsetting traumatic expireneces. It's bizare how hard it is to tell. We also might have amnesia? It's kind of hard to tell I guess, idk, here's to hoping we figure things out -Agnes

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Just a reminder that if your expireneces with DID or OSDD are not *exactly* like someone elses, it doesn't make you any less valid of a system

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Like/Reblog if you save or use!

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Interacting with Introjects

First, what is an introject?

An introject (in this sense) is an alter based off a pre-existing thing. There are two main types of introjects known in the system community, but many more exist. These are fictives (based off fictional characters) and factives (based off factual sources such as real people). There are also mixtives (both), songtives (based off songs), etc. Remember, this is just our view.

How to interact with them:

Check or ask for their boundaries. Some introjects want to be exactly like their source and others want to separate as much as possible. Some don't want to interact with doubles, fans, sourcemates, kinnies, etc. Some don't mind. It's all up to personal preferance, so just ask.

As before, if you're a fan, ask to interact. It can be super weird to interact with a fan. If they agree, also ask about source talk. Don't bring up random information from source, especially if it's something not a lot of people know. It can be super uncomfortable to have someone know things about you that you didn't specifically tell them.

Never ever bring up source trauma. Whether it happened in the source you've consumed or not, it happened to them in their memories. Similar to how you wouldn't bring up a brain-made alter's trauma or a singlet's trauma, you shouldn't bring up an introject's source trauma.

Don't assume we're source accurate. The brain splits us the way it needs us. Sometimes, this means forming us different from the way were were in source. There doesn't even have to be a reason for an introject to be source divergent. Sometimes it can come from snap splitting as well. This means don't get angry with us for being different in personality, sexual/romantic orientations, gender, pronouns, etc.

Similarly, don't assume we're source-divergent. Sometimes, we are. Our system is often source accurate when it comes to introjects because our brain splits things that bring comfort. It's just as normal to split source-divergent introjects as it is to split source accurate introjects. Both are completely valid. I'd say just ask, if you really want to know.

Source memories and talk in general? Ask. If they know anything about source and want to talk, they will. If they don't, then don't push. It's as simple as that. Don't fight them over talking source with them. Sometimes, they don't even remember.

Kinnies, for the love of everything good in this world, don't call us "doubles" of you. And don't use system terms. They were made for systems, not for kinnies. (This is specifically for singlet kinnies.) Check out @thestarrycollective's post for more information on this. But basically, don't act like you're us just because you relate. You may relate on a high level, or use it as a coping mechanism, but that doesn't mean you're us.

If you have any others, add them in the comments! My mind kind of went blank after the last one. But in general, just ask and don't be weird or creepy. Again, this is just our ideas and feelings towards this subject. Each system and introject are different, so it really just depends.

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To systems who get new alters frequently!

You aren’t alone. We get/discover new alters daily since we have a lot of splits as well as a lot of past trauma. We also get introjects very easily.

You aren’t faking, I promise. You don’t choose your alters.

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VOLTRON SOURCEMATE CALL

Hi I'm Pidge, our body is 18 and I tend to slide between 14 and 18. Your body must be 18+ to talk to any of us in the system. But I'm looking for my friends! I like videogames, memes, space, robots, plants, and cartoons. I'm robot-gender my pronouns are they/it/tech. Please message me if we share a source and you are 18+ !! No doubles please i find it really weird and uncomfortable, and do not message me if you are looking for a romantic relationship. I'm aro-ace.