oakra420

[oakra420]

Hello Everyone

I know It's been a while since I've posted and I'm sorry about that. It's been hard, avoiding social media almost entirely for what I see to be no reason but even then, i still can't shake the messed up thoughts I get for eating most the time. I've been eating more than usual and I havent weighed myself in a few days, possibly a week. I am going to right after I finish drafting this the first time. I really need to do another fast, might start one after I finish my coffee. 24 hour fast starts now.

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EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING

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ANA loves you.

Keep going. Let it get worse

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I'd care if the person I reblogged this from committed suicide.

Reblog this from anybody. literally. ANYBODY. even if you dont like them or even know them that well. YOU COULD SAVE THEIR LIFE.

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Good morning, it is currently 8:54am

I have started a fª§ last night, I am now 9 hours and 28 minutes in and am going good, I'm not doing anything today of my knowledge but I am going to avoid the lunch line apart from a caffinated ice drink that has 5 cªl§

I really need to lose weight. I hate the way my arms jiggle when I move, same with my stomach. I absolutely hate it it's so disgusting on me but it's so weird that I tend to look at other big people and be like "Damn, they're hot as fuuuucccckkkkk" but as soon as I look at myself it's straight disgust. I don't know what's wrong with me, am I messed up?

I'm sorry for this post, it's more of a rant for myself cause I've been thinking about it for a bit now.

I also kind of think my girlfriend is catching on about my eating habits but I don't think she knows I have a scale and almost weigh myself constantly, yes, I did fail the October challenge cause I got way too anxious. Don't judge me for it please.

Edit: I ended up eating at lunch, maybe around 400 cªł§ all together, but I'm not done with school, so walking and burning this food off won't be hard. Made it 11 hours and 57 minutes atleast!

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I'm going to use this this month! I love it so much!

i made a tracker! free to use if anyone wants to but mostly was just for fun :)

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Please do this!

Pls give me motivation

to not eat/f@st/⭐️

Or tips tooo!

I need harsh motivation I haven't lost weight in months and I'm sick of maintaining this sh!tty weight

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Well i was gonna fª§ţ today but I ended up eating lunch so here's the c@l§ for that

Kind of hate myself rn but I'm going to walk to my friends house and hopefully back later instead of my brother taking me home👍

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Definitely!! I may be socially awkward in real life, but I'm open online! I like hearing from others, so please don't be scared to talk!

Reblog if you want Asks/Messages from your followers in your inbox

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After breaking my fast yesterday, I kind of binged but I lost wɛığĥţ?

I'm down to 121.3Kg now

Not much longer I'll be at my first gw👍

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I will fucking whack anyone who says "uh uh uh recovery is impossible" BITCH!!! STARVE YOUR OWN ASS, DON'T SHOOT DOWN INNOCENT BYSTANDERS!!

I fucking loathe y'all. We are sick, but telling someone crying out for help that recovery is just a daydream?! Fucking disgusting.

You can go to therapy, you can go to a hospital, you can ask your family and friends for support, you can team up with another ana and be recovery buddies.

Recovery is possible. Maybe you will hear your ed every now and then in the back of your mind, but that is nothing compared to freedom and health. Or, maybe, you will fully recover, and never suffer from this again... That is also an option <3

Dare to dream, dare to be free

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I strangely like this one

j3ster 🃏 𖤐⊹₊ 🎪⋆

★ tw 3d content (request) specifically requested for silly guys and as a silly guy myself i have to deliver. jingle as much as you’d like, this is a safe space <3 u gotta be small enough to fit in the cl0wn car with the rest of ur fool friends. honk

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guidelines:

🃏 - play with your food! be silly!!! spin the magical c1rcus wheel (link) before eating and decide how you will be entertaining yourself on this fine evening. don’t do this for every meal, unless you want! honk

🃏 - embrace the cl0wnery. everything is so funny and silly and strange and bizarre so what does it matter if you are too? who cares what someone thinks when you are the only one who actually knows who you are

🃏 - e4t sporadically. spread out your meals strangely, have them at weird times, but ones that ultimately make sense for you.

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spo:

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shopping list/meal ideas:

🎪 - d1no nuggets

🎪 - ice cream cones

🎪 - colorful sugar free jello

🎪 - carrots + ranch

🎪 - cute yogurt

🎪 - fruit

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activities:

🎟️ - gymnastics! practice your flexibility, do a cartwheel, stretch, etc

🎟️ - bounce on a trampoline, or just jump anywhere. maybe jumprope?

🎟️ - tell jokes, learn stage magic, entertain a crowd

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credits: photos from 📌, disclaimer i dont know ANYTHING i have no brain and dont be influenced by me blah blah do whatever you want forever ily behave plz

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Hello, I know I haven't been active in a while, I've been here, just not completely.

I have been on a fª§t for a day now, trying to get to 36 hours.

I have eaten one thing, though: a gummy of the 🌿 type, it's 35 cals per one, I took 2, and I'm going to work out to burn it off before it hits.

(I do not count gummies in my fasting, even if it resets the timer, I'm aware it does but I want to get hīğĥ tonight and don't have anything else)

Progress: (I'm aware it's not complete 36hrs but I move it along as I get there)

Edit: I had to break it due to my mom forcing me to eat

I'm so upset now, I think I'll go cry after this meal

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on this day one year ago someone sewed a fried egg to a tshirt

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I will

3dblr who’s brave enough to tap in?

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Guys I’m begging. I need some sort of accountability for myself so I can manage to lose at least 5lbs by homecoming