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I don't really find comfort in food anymore but I'd say more of strawberries / celery / pomegranate / grapefruit / and yogurt are the ones that I can mentally get away with for eating the whole this and not feel overly guilty about it for some reason

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Day one: Stats + Expectations

Currently 268łɓs / 121.5 ķgʻ in weight

I very much plateaued the past few weeks/month or two, not sure how long but I'm ready to come back!

I do not expect spectacular results. I just wanna be smaller and lighter than what I am now.

I want to look good when around my girlfriend, not all fat and pig like as I am right now.

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Need a blunt and to lose 10 lbs

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I HAVE TO LOCK IN SO HARD THIS YEAR

REBLOG IF YOURE LOCKING IN FOR 2025

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I mean.... still a deficit.. but not as much as I wanted..

Shit... I'm just gonna try and sleep a lot tomorrow..

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Your ED is still valid:

• never got hospitalized

• never experienced medical complications

• never cried while eating

• looked forward to eating

• never exercised

• still ate “unhealthy food”

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Good morning everyone, it's is currently 6:40Am when I am writing this. I have figured out my mom is okay with me drinking zero sugared sodas instead of diet sodas cause it's better for you, supposedly. But enough about that. I'm 7:30 hours into a fast after a while. I'm so ashamed to say, but I'm quite sure I gained a little but of weight since last timebi mm posted but I'm not sure, my scale has been messing up recently so I'm kinda scared about that but that's okay. I miss being able to go a few days without a huge fucking meal knocking me back so much. I'm disgustingly fat. How the hell does my girlfriend like me? She always calls me her pretty boy, but I never feel like it because of what I look like to myself and others. I just want to have small arms, tiny waist, slim legs and a nice jawline.. I've never had those things and I want them so bad.. I'd do anything to get it but I don't have the willpower to say no to my mother a huge amount of the time. I'm sorry that this has turned into a rant, i hope you all have a good day and try to stay warm, it's freezing outside right now.

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To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.

-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE

You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.

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rblg if ur a ed acc active in november 2024 & under 18!! gotta build the mutuals up💪

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Hello Everyone

I know It's been a while since I've posted and I'm sorry about that. It's been hard, avoiding social media almost entirely for what I see to be no reason but even then, i still can't shake the messed up thoughts I get for eating most the time. I've been eating more than usual and I havent weighed myself in a few days, possibly a week. I am going to right after I finish drafting this the first time. I really need to do another fast, might start one after I finish my coffee. 24 hour fast starts now.

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EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING

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ANA loves you.

Keep going. Let it get worse

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I'd care if the person I reblogged this from committed suicide.

Reblog this from anybody. literally. ANYBODY. even if you dont like them or even know them that well. YOU COULD SAVE THEIR LIFE.

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Good morning, it is currently 8:54am

I have started a fª§ last night, I am now 9 hours and 28 minutes in and am going good, I'm not doing anything today of my knowledge but I am going to avoid the lunch line apart from a caffinated ice drink that has 5 cªl§

I really need to lose weight. I hate the way my arms jiggle when I move, same with my stomach. I absolutely hate it it's so disgusting on me but it's so weird that I tend to look at other big people and be like "Damn, they're hot as fuuuucccckkkkk" but as soon as I look at myself it's straight disgust. I don't know what's wrong with me, am I messed up?

I'm sorry for this post, it's more of a rant for myself cause I've been thinking about it for a bit now.

I also kind of think my girlfriend is catching on about my eating habits but I don't think she knows I have a scale and almost weigh myself constantly, yes, I did fail the October challenge cause I got way too anxious. Don't judge me for it please.

Edit: I ended up eating at lunch, maybe around 400 cªł§ all together, but I'm not done with school, so walking and burning this food off won't be hard. Made it 11 hours and 57 minutes atleast!

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I'm going to use this this month! I love it so much!

i made a tracker! free to use if anyone wants to but mostly was just for fun :)

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Please do this!

Pls give me motivation

to not eat/f@st/⭐️

Or tips tooo!

I need harsh motivation I haven't lost weight in months and I'm sick of maintaining this sh!tty weight

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Well i was gonna fª§ţ today but I ended up eating lunch so here's the c@l§ for that

Kind of hate myself rn but I'm going to walk to my friends house and hopefully back later instead of my brother taking me home👍