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sense(less) of self

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sorry can u repeat everything that's been said in the last 11 minutes i was kind of distracted by being unsure if i'm a real person or not

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"tell me about yourself" why would i know anything about myself

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"tell me about yourself" why would i know anything about myself

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three hour therapy session make homer go something something

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You ever do something and then like 5 minutes later it feels like it was someone else that did it?

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tryna be upbeat but honest when ppl ask how im doing (haha haven't had a pain-free hour since october but hoping they figure it out one day!! haha haha haha) but then getting the same two reactions every time 🫠

"oh have you tried yoga/drinking more water/cutting out sugar/pseudoscience/going to the gym/mystery supplement/my neighbour's sister's friend's alternative therapy method???"

or

"oh so are you in pain today then???"

...

bruh

everyone has good intentions but i literally can't talk openly to people about any of this without ruining their mood lol

im just out here tryna make it one day at a time, but thanx for reminding me that yes i am in fact in pain today and that yes water and vegetables exist wow i never thought of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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if anyone has advice on how to sleep when yr skull is throbbing for the 500th night in a row, pls help a bro out

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Hard to decide which is scarier: googling the side effects of a new medication or the note on the bag from the pharmacy that says "your insurance saved you $666.89".

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If I can analytically understand it I don’t have to process it emotionally :)

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Idk I don’t think I have existed yet this year

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in a city of ice there are

burning cathedrals

turning the skies into glass

and though echoing futures

are the buckling sutures

that hold shut the wounds of the past

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funny sunkern eat a sunky

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I'll be waiting here, at the river of my imagination.

© Jee Won Park (ig: zeewipark)