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3 LITTLE WORDS... || starter pack

Send me one to see how my muse reacts. Some are fluffy, some are angsty, some are smutty, some are something else entirely…

Some of these may be triggering or NSFW!

“I love you.”

“I hate you.”

“Go fuck yourself.”

“I guess so…”

“I guess not.”

“Love me, please.”

“Don’t say that.”

“Don’t do that.”

“Don’t touch me.”

“Please, hold me.”

“Pain changes people.”

“You haven’t changed.”

“Please don’t go.”

“Look behind you.”

“Go kill yourself.”

“I can change.”

“Don’t ever change.”

“Want a hit?”

“Do you smoke?”

“Fuck me now.”

“Take my hand.”

“Lead the way.”

“Duck and cover!”

“Just go home.”

“Take me home.”

“Walk me there?”

“Everyone, shut up!”

“Just shut up.”

“Please stop it.”

“Please don’t die.”

“I need you.”

“I want you.”

“Want a hug?”

“Want a kiss?”

“Are you sure?”

“Are you lying?”

“That’s the truth.”

“I’m not lying.”

“Oh my God.”

“For fuck’s sake!”

“I got it.”

“I found it.”

“Call me later.”

“Text me later.”

“Don’t call me.”

“Are you crying?”

“I wasn’t crying.”

“Please don’t laugh.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“That’s a lie.”

“What’d they say?”

“What’ll it be?”

“It’s last call.”

“It’s almost midnight.”

“Do you promise?”

“That’s a promise.”

“Are you serious?”

“Don’t bullshit me.”

“I punched him.”

“I killed him.”

“I kissed him.”

“I love him.”

“I hate him.”

“I lied before.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“I’m not sorry.”

“I’ll come over.”

“Can you come?”

“Want to cuddle?”

“Maybe we should.”

“Maybe we shouldn’t.”

“You don’t say.”

“Make me come.”

“Did you come?”

“I stole it.”

“I broke it.”

“Any bones broken?”

“Are you okay?”

“Are you hurt?”

“That must’ve hurt.”

“He was lying.”

“It’s our song.”

“Can I help?”

“Help me out.”

“Please, for me?”

“Anything for you.”

“I doubt it.”

“I believe you.”

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i’ve talked about how i hc modern noire having a tattoo of the scales of libra because of her sign and who i have as her dad because

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"Happy birthday, Noire!" Morgan placed a flower crown on her head, nodding slowly. "Er, before I forget, I hope you don't dislike chocolate cupcakes. I sort of made a whole batch, primarily for your birthday. But, I mean, if you don't like those, I could probably bake something else instead!"

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  She’s a blushing mess, look at what you did. Chocolate cupcakes are her favorite,

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iVE BEEN OUT ALL DAY BUT IT’S YA GIRLS BIRTHDAY

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Expect me back in a few days!

Gonna do some revamping, but ya girl noire is back for real this time (but school will come first that is for sure)

and on another note how fucking dope would a Persona5 AU be with noire i mEAN C’MON

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i wish i could’ve known my mother before the world hurt her 

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diablisms:

—- THERE it was. Someone who could see through his false act. That alone would have been enough for him to gauge another’s actual probability of drawing a weapon and USING it on him. Attaching Brynhildr to his hip once more, his posture remained relaxed. Of course, he didn’t NEED to have his tome open to use it. The divine tome had chosen HIM, after all - he needed not to read it’s ancient pages to call upon it’s power.

“A right observation it would be.”

 “Admitting to our own weaknesses? Now that is shocking, almost makes you seem down to earth...” 

  Taunts were dripping from her lips, shouldering her bow and moving to pick at dirt from under her fingernails. Her lack of respect and acknowledgement of authority was bound to be digging her a hole too deep for her needs, but there was....there was something that picked at her. Telling her to poke and prod and push to test one’s limits, giving no regard to the law of the land.

She wasn’t from here, after all.

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diablisms:

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“Birds of a feather, I see.”

His eyes fell on the adventurer. She was small– meek and mild by the looks of it, but he knew that like most residents of the underground, she must have been some sort of wild. After all, within the centre of every one, there was a side that was different than the one presented. Leon knew this very well. The way she held her bow, implying that she was a wreck of some kind, may have been an act at that. He’d have to stay on his toes.

“I would lay down my weapon instead of holding it like that. If you won’t attack, neither will I. Unless you’d like to see what it is like to encounter a master of sword and tome, I would rather that you allow me to pass without such a deceiving approach.”

“And what would you mean by that?”

   The last thing she would do was put her trust in the prince, finding how he spoke to be rather....well, everything about him she would label as egotistical. Her disdain towards Nohr’s royal family stemmed from what she was raised around–– what she saw here was a coward. 

   “I had no intention to do so...But one to boast of their skills is often one who lacks them from my observations.”

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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You think by now, That I would have learned Not to play with fire if I don’t wanna get burned. But I’m a pyromaniac, And your veins are full of gas- you’re burning higher, higher, I’m storming this wildfire!

as depicted by apollo.

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Boops her on the nose. :)

/internal screaming/

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Les Misérables {Sentence Starters}

"One day more 'til revolution. We will nip it in the bud."

"Don't ask me what your sacrifice was for!"

"Everybody raise a glass!"

"And I'm _____! Do not forget my name!"

"Do I stay and do I dare?"

"Look down, look down, don't look them in the eye."

"Every word that he says is a dagger in me."

"And you will starve again unless you learn the meaning of the law!"

"One more day before the storm."

"Here is the thing about equality, everyone's equal when they're dead."

"In my life, there has been no one like him anywhere."

"Will you take your place with me?"

"Look down, look down, you're here until you die."

"To love another person is to see the face of God."

"You've done your duty, nothing more."

"How have you come to grief in a place such as this?"

"I had a dream my life would be so different from this hell I'm living!"

"Have you asked of yourself what's the price you might pay?"

"I used to dream that I would meet a prince."

"There is nowhere I can turn. There is no way to go on!"

"It is time for us all to decide who we are."

"You are wrong, and always have been wrong."

"My heart is stone, and still it trembles."

"Then join in the fight that will give you the right to be free."

"Thinks he's quite a lover, but there's not much there."

"It's too soon to say goodbye."

"What's wrong today? You look as if you've seen a ghost."

"Save your breath, and save your tears."

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armsthriift replied to your post: “Gods, how long have I been out?”

the wars over noire jfc thanks for ur help

“So this is what I get for working overtime...”

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“Gods, how long have I been out?”

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halsey sentence meme.  from hopeless fountain kingdom. part one.              (   part two.   )

the prologue. 

civil blood makes civil hands unclean.

i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country.

hands so bloody, it tastes like honey. 

i’m finding it hard to leave.

100 letters.

how can midas put his hands on me again?

he said ‘ one day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends. ’

i find myself alone at night, unless i’m having sex.

but i don’t let him touch me anymore.

i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored.

i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors to find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door.

he said,  ‘ please don’t go away. ’

i said,  ‘ it’s too late. ’

i can’t stop thinking that i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything.

and now the whole thing’s finished and i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything.

you wrote one hundred letters just for me.

i’m constantly reminded of the time i was nineteen.

eyes closed.

i know where to lay.

i know what to say.

it’s all the same.

i know how to play.

i know this game; it’s all the same.

now if i keep my eyes closed, he looks just like you.

he’ll never stay; they never do.

now if i keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you.

you’ve been replaced.

i’m face to face with someone new.

would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you.

tell me where i went wrong. 

would’ve trade it all for you, there for you. 

so tell me how to move on.

my lover, my liar.

they don’t realize i’m thinking about you.

it’s nothing new, it’s nothing new.

heaven in hiding.

can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin’?

your eyes light up ‘cause you best believe that i got something on my sleeve.

i walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking.

i push up on my toes, you call me ‘ sweet thing. ’

you thought you were the boss tonight.

i can put up one good fight.

i flip the script like i can take a beating.

you surrender to the touch.

i can put on a show. 

don’t you see what you’re finding?

this is heaven in hiding.

when you start to look at me, a physical fatality.

you surrender to the heat.

you’ll know.

i don’t have no time for conversation.

this ain’t what you usually do.

a girl like me is new for you.

i can tell you mean it ‘cause you’re shaking.

i’m heaven in hiding.

alone.

he tried to phone me, but i never have time.

he said that i never listen, but i don’t even try.

i got a new place in cali, but i’m gone every night.

i fill it with strangers so they keep ‘em alive.

she said she told you she knows me, but the face isn’t right.

she asked if i recognized her, and i told her i might.

everywhere i go, i got a million different people tryna’ kick it.

i’m still alone in my mind.

i know you’re dying to meet me.

as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did.

i stayed a night out in paris where they don’t know my name.

i got into some trouble with that drink in my veins.

i got a problem with parties ‘cause it’s loud in my brain.

i can never say sorry ‘cause i won’t take the blame.

i know i always go missing, and you’re lying awake.

if you ask why i’m distant, oh i’m running away.

i know you wanna slip under my armor. 

now or never. 

i don’t wanna fight right now.

you always right.

now i know i need you ‘round with me.

nobody waiting ’round with me.

got a whole lot of love, but you don’t wanna spread it ‘round with me.

never pick up, never call me.

you know we’re running out of time.

never pick up when you want me.

now i’ve gotta draw a line.

i need to know you’re mine.

i’ve done enough talking.

we done enough talking.

baby, gonna love me now or never.

i want you to hold me down forever.

you know i wanna keep you around forever.

i want you to love me now or never.

i’m turning off the light right now.

i’m calling it a night right now.

we’ve been through it all.

i need you to make your mind up. 

don’t take no more time up. 

you gotta decide something.

sorry.

i’ve missed your calls for months it seems.

don’t realize how mean i can be.

i can sometimes treat the people i love like jewelry.

i can change my mind each day.

i didn’t mean to try you on.

i still know your birthday, and your mother’s favorite song.

i’m sorry to my unknown lover.

sorry that i can’t believe anybody ever starts to fall in love with me.

sorry i could be so blind.

didn’t mean to leave you, and all the things we had behind.

i run away when things are good.

so it seems i broke your heart.

my ignorance has struck again.

i failed to see it from the start and tore you open ‘til the end.

someone will love you.

someone will love you, but someone isn’t me.

good mourning.

they told me once, ‘ there’s a place where love conquers all. ’

i haven’t found it yet, but i’m still searching.

all i know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin.

perhaps hopeless isn’t a place, nothing but a state of mind.

they told me once, ’ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ’

the shores bend and break for her.

she begs to be loved.

nothing is here as it seems.

sun is coming up.