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Idk idk idk

I thought I was coping I just needed an outlet that would stop me hurting myself

I thought I was coping

I’m sorry

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i think im an addict

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stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it

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gotta love em

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ache

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I want my body to be my own again. I want my mind to be my own; not occupied by the ghosts of things that have been done to me.

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i ain’t no weak bitch but i didnt deserve to go through half of the things i’ve experienced

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Rb from main

Please help

PLEASE HELP

I really, really hate that I have to ask this, but…

This was what I saw when I checked my bank balance today. It’s only the 8th of August and already I can’t afford to live. I’ve always known myself to be self-sufficient. I never ask for money like this, in fact I literally hate doing it. But I have no choice other than to rely on the kindness of complete strangers.

Please share this. I can only afford one more trip to my workplace and that’s it. If I don’t make it to my shifts my boss will fire me and I desperately need my job. My pet rats are running low on food, as am I, and my family has no money to give. Relying on others is the last thing that I want to do, but it’s come to that and I… I hate it so much.

I’ve started a GoFundMe to receive donations. Anything you can afford to give would be an absolute blessing and I will be forever grateful. Every penny will go toward making sure I don’t starve, and making sure I can afford to get to work when I’m needed.

You can find the GoFundMe link here. If you can’t donate, please reblog.

Thank you.

x

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so, an update

ive been getting better.

this year has been fantastic in terms of my depression. ive only had one (1) really bad breakdown. its almost august. i feel like i can do anything.

somehow though, i can feel it all bubbling beneath the surface. it makes my skin itch to think about it. i still know that im depressive and dysphoric and i dont know what to do. i know its incurable. but i dont know how long im capable of holding it off like this. i know something will come along that will knock everything down and i can feel it... i can sense it brewing like a storm.

ive been getting better. but something always jumps in the fray.

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hi i love you and you're the greatest friend ever. you deserve everything good in the world and i hope one day you can walk the streets happy and dysphoria free. depression hurts a lot and its hard to overcome but if anyone deserves a good life its you.

im actually so grateful for u omlyou deserve everything good in life too dude i really hope stuff works out for u. im just havin a rough night thats all

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amazing that i can go to pride and swim at the beach dysphoria free and go for walks and have a good week and somehow my mood still breaks rock bottom and i wanna kill myself all over again lmfao

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i just want u to be proud of me why cant u do that why do u always brush off my accomplishments like theyre shit

what did i do to you

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hhahahahhah anon i shouldve listened to u im sorry my man she fucked up again

I know I'm late but don't give your mom another chance. She doesn't deserve it. You've done all you could and she didn't care before. Or you could let her in but at arms length or less. Please be careful in case.

im really starting to see what u mean anon. she keeps ruining any chance i give and i wind up hurt after everything i do… idk. my dilemma is that shes my mum so i dont wanna just be like lol by but… argh.

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hey guys guess what me and half of my colleagues didnt get paid properly last month i got abt 20 quid and my boss mysteriously is able to go on two (2) paid week long holidays, and managment cant tell us where the money is gone???????

suspicious much lmfao