nobelisha

[nobelisha]

i want nothing more then for you to manipulate me into coming home with you. once i’m back at your place, i want you to force me down and tie me up so i can’t move. when i’m completely immobile i want you to lean in close and tell me that i was stupid for trusting you. that from now on i will be your anal only slave, no matter how much i scream and cry, from then on i exist for you to stretch, fuck and violate my ass. tell me that i will never cum again, and my anal virginity will be destroyed. you position me so i’m on my knees with my stomach resting on a bench. my hands are tied behind my back and a mirror is place in front of me so i can see the fear on my face. you move your hand down to very very gently touch my cunt, careful not to give me any pleasure and you can feel how wet i am. i have never had anything in my ass before, the thought of anal has always made me feel gross, embarrassed and uncomfortable. despite my obvious pain and discomfort, my cunt is wet.

in the mirror i see you cross the room and then come back with a roll of duct tape. you take your time taping my ass cheeks apart, spreading my holes open as far as they will go. you place a few pieces of duct tape over my pussy so that way there is no risk of anything touching my pussy and giving me pleasure. you stand back and admire my spread open ass. i see a flash go off behind me and realize you are taking pictures of my hole. i start thrashing and pleading with you to please stop and to not take pictures. you just laugh and say “shut up, slave. i’m going to have to punish you for that outburst”. fear turns my body cold as i anticipate being punished. what are you planning? i feel so exposed and vulnerable. suddenly i feel a hard slap on my spread open asshole, then another and another. i scream and try and look behind me. i see in the mirror that you have a ruler in your hand, and i see you bring the ruler down fast to strike my hole. “this is what happens when you act difficult, slave. remember, it could always be worse. next time you act out, i’ll sew up your cunt.” you say as you repeatedly hit my red and stinging asshole.

after about 25 more strikes to my hole, you decide it’s time to break me in, you lube up a gloved hand and start prodding at my tight, stinging asshole. ignoring my tears and pleading for you to stop, you manage to get four fingers shoved in my ass in less than ten minutes. at this point i am struggling to focus on what’s happening, all i can feel are the tight restraints and the burning in my asshole.

now that my hole is is throbbing with pain and a bit looser, i feel something blunt start pressing into my ass. the head of a very thick dildo pops in, stretching me more than i’ve ever been stretched before. i screamed as the thick dildo suddenly thrusts balls deep into my ass, my hole feels like it’s on fire as the dildo slowly retreats from my throbbing ass just to slam back in again. i’m starting to regain focus and i strain to see what’s going on behind me. i can see in the mirror that the large dildo thats fucking me is attached to a machine. tears are streaming down my face as my vision focuses on you in the mirror. my eyes widen and i realize in that moment that you have been recording everything. i watch as the camera in your hands moves towards my face as you say “oh are you crying, whore? you can cry and beg and scream all you want, it makes my cock hard. you are so fucking pathetic. i’m gonna turn you into my personal anal slave and there’s nothing you can do about it. i’ve been live streaming this since we started. you’re gonna be famous, slave”.

a sob escapes my throat as you laugh at my distress. I realize as you are laughing that there is no escaping. this is my life now. you turn back to the machine, press a button and i feel the dildo start fucking me faster with no mercy, ripping in and out while you zoom in to my stretched and abused asshole. eventually you get annoyed with my screams because you turn off the machine. when you pull the dildo out of me, you film the destroyed, gaping hole that was once my tight, virgin ass. i whimper, thinking my abuse is over.

you place the live stream camera back on its tripod behind me (with a perfect view of my swollen hole) and you move around to my head. you unzip your pants and say, “open your mouth, slave. before i do it for you”. i open my mouth as more tears slide down my cheeks. you shove your cock as far down my throat as you can and start thrusting. as you’re steadily pumping into my throat, you take both hands and hook three fingers from each hand into my sore, swollen asshole to get more leverage while fucking my mouth. i feel my ass opening and tearing more and more as i suffocate and choke on your cock. muffled screams escape me every time you pull on my gaping hole.

after what seems like hours of fucking my face and pulling on my asshole you cum deep down my throat. just when i think you are done, i feel your fingers in my ass pull me even closer to you, stretching me wide and forcing my back into a painful arch. that’s when i feel your hot piss pour down my throat. my ass feels like it’s tearing open as im choking and sputtering and dripping piss from my mouth.

finally, you pull your cock from my throat and once again walk behind me. still coughing and choking, i watch your next move in the mirror. horrified, i see you pick up the huge fuck machine dildo again and line it up with my ass. as you turn it on it thrusts deep into my ass and keeps up a brutal pace, i am sobbing now. i feel disgusting, broken and used. my body aches and my stomach is in knots. i’m so full from the piss and the massive dildo invading my sore hole. i feel like i’m trapped in my worst nightmare.

i’m in so much pain i barely register when you walk up to my head, slap my cheek and say, “good night slave, ill see you tomorrow. sleep well”.

i hear the door slam and then i’m alone. i scan the room and see that the live stream camera is still recording and trained on my hole being brutalized from the fuck machine.

this is my life now.

What a nice and interesting text and offering anon. Thank you for sharing.

[nobelisha]

Mommy, may I get some clit torture tasks, please? I want it to hurt

- Tie a tiny rubber band around your clit to make it stick out a bit more, and to make it nice and tender.

- Take a toothbrush and rub it on your clit, dry, until it's bright red 💕

[nobelisha]

[nobelisha]

do you have the link to your post about ghost dick in the lecture hall which turns to running to toilet pls i’ve been looking ages

[nobelisha]

Being fucked by someone I hate has an important place in my heart.

He's pounding into me from behind, without any bit of mercy, holding my head up by grabbing my hair, biting my shoulder and my neck. "Fucking dirty whore. You dare to act like you can't stand me then you get this pussy ruined by my dick. I'll fuck your dignity out, whore."

Letting his hand go down my body, to my clit, not to make me feel more pleasure, but instead to pinch it and hush me when I let out a small whine. "You do it for fucking attention don't you? Are you that desperate for my dick that you'd do everything for it?"

"Will film myself fill this pretty cunt to show it to everyone who's fucking you. Will you run your dumb mouth about me after they've all seen what a slut you are for my dick?" - He says and chuckles, scratching my cheek with his nail, running it over my cheek bone, then pulling my head to the side to bite into my lower lip.

While blood forms on the surface of the skin of my lip, he stops with his thrusts and says "You look prettier when you're bruised by me."

When he gets back to thrusting into me, he makes sure to rut deeper, satisfied smile when he spanks me and watches how unable I am to stop him from abusing me.

"So beautiful when I hurt you. Don't you love when I do it, puppet? I do for sure. Love seeing you cry because of me. It is the prettiest fucking sight."

[nobelisha]

stuff ur pussy with piss drenched panties and keep spanking ur filthy pussy until it becomes red and oversensitive.

Yes Mr. Strange Perv!!! 🥰🥰🥰 right away!!

[nobelisha]

like. give me a wedgie in public? hang me from a tree or a fence where people are guaranteed to see? tie my hands and feet? strip me down to just my underwear so everyone can see my ass being split apart and my wet cunt soaking my underwear? put a sign up next to me encouraging anyone to have their fun with me, but nobody let me down or help me out? let everyone take pictures and videos of me crying while i dangle there for everybody to see? while they grope and spank me and make fun of me for this situation and how much i obviously enjoy it?

[nobelisha]

stuffing you impossibly full of maggots just to beat your dick with an electric swatter if you let any dribble out or whine too much…

[nobelisha]

imagine being forced to fuck yourself on a knotted toy thats suctioned to a window behind you.

you're tied and cuffed and gagged. The only movement you can manage is to push yourself back on the extra large silicone wolf dick inside of you.

It's early. Not many people are up, but soon, the sidewalks outside your window will be bustling, and they'll have the perfect view of your cunt, stretching obscenely around the knot as you fuck yourself.

don't worry though, your captor (and new owner) says they'll let you go if you put on a good enough show. maybe if you stick out your tongue and cum your little puppy brains out while you fuck your cunt open, they'll let you go before anyone realizes what a slutty pussy you're hiding between your legs

[nobelisha]

Can’t help but think about having an anal hook in my ass that’s connected to my hair so that every time I walk I’ll feel it tug. I’d also wear nipple clamps connected to my clit, I’d be all tied up underneath a trench coat and wear a mask with a dildo under it. The only thing that people would think weird is how much I’m fidgeting and my perpetually blushing face with my eyes glazed over in lust.

[nobelisha]

okay but when they hold your jaw and make you look at them while they slap you across the face until you’re crying but they tell you to keep quiet and take it if you want to be a good girl for them

[nobelisha]

I want you to build your own blackmail package.

Dirty revealing photos of you doing disgusting things. Make sure to include your face in there. Hell, take a picture of your driver’s licence, your birth certificate, a picture of your house or your car or your workplace. Take a video where you say your full name, that you want to be blackmailed, and that you consent to having everything you send used to blackmail you into performing depraved sexual acts.

Put it all together, zip it up, leave it on a folder on your computer. Maybe add to it whenever you’re horny and rubbing yourself thinking of being blackmailed into becoming some man’s sex slave. Some video of you masturbating while fantasizing about being blackmailed will add to the package for sure. And you’ll get such a thrill out of assembling it.

But it never has to leave your computer. It can just sit there, nice and safe, giving you that risky thrill you need to get off. Perfectly safe way to indulge your blackmail fantasies.

At least so long as you trust yourself.

I mean, can you trust yourself when you’re horny? When you’re desperately rubbing yourself wanting to be owned? Wanting to be afraid? Wanting to be humiliated? It’d be so easy to send it then - not a big ordeal, just a few clicks to send it on its way. So, so easy to ruin your life and prevent yourself from ever escaping.

But you wouldn’t do that, would you? You fantasize, but you’d never actually let yourself be blackmailed. So assemble that little package, use it to give yourself a thrill as you build up a package that could enslave you, use it to get off but keep it safe.

And if you’re ever feeling particularly unwise…well, my email address is in my blog description.

[nobelisha]

CW: pain/impact play, genital torture, anal only, light puppy play, mean dom shit, he/him pronouns used

It would be so sweet to gently train an anal only puppy. To pet his cunt and play with his dick while I fuck his ass so softly, easing it in and making him feel so good while I fill him up. Edging his little cunt all day and finally letting him cum with my cock in his ass, leaving him plugged and wanting until he begs for it.

It would be so, so sweet. But that’s not what I’m going to do.

When I decide I’m only going to use his ass from now on, I’ll start by pumping his dick til it fills the entire cup, swollen and red above his soaking cunt. After a while, the cup comes off, his desperate little cock throbbing and begging for touch, and I’ll start with a leather paddle. Beating his entire cunt raw, with special attention paid to his poor dick while he screams and squirms. Once all of him is red and puffy, I’ll switch to the wooden ruler. Flat side first, just on his dick. If he’s not crying by the time I start, he will be when I finish.

By then, maybe he’ll wise up. He knows I love when he begs, so he’ll plead with me. Beg me to stop touching him, beg me to deny him if it means I won’t hurt him anymore, say he wants me to use his mouth, tell me everything he thinks I want to hear when he isn’t too busy sobbing after I switch to the narrow side of the ruler, hurting him so badly he’s sure there’s blood. (There isn’t. Not this time.)

Then, after all of that, once he’s limp on the bed and choking on his own tears, I’ll finally show a little mercy. My puppy is a filthy little masochist, so by now he’ll have leaked so much from his little cunt that it’s coating his ass, which means I won’t bother with lube. However badly my cock hurts him going into his unprepped ass won’t be nearly as bad as what I’ve already done to his cunt, anyway.

It won’t matter how hard I fuck him, how mean I am, how uncomfortable it is, my puppy will thank me for using his ass. He’ll be beside himself with relief now that I’m no longer hurting his poor little dick.

The next night, I won’t even get the pump on his dick before he starts begging me for my cock in his ass, telling me he doesn’t want anything else ever again. 🥰

[T4T shit, don’t be weird if you’re cis. Top is using a strap.]

[nobelisha]

Face slapping...

Give me a resounding slap across my cheek and watch all my confidence, self worth, self esteem, dignity and sense of self melt away... Alternate it with spitting on my face and then slapping it off me... I'll be your whore for life... fuckkk!

So here is a method I use to degrade and punish myself that incorporates lots of face slapping (in case my fellow whores and sluts would like to replicate):

WARNING: You may need recovery time from this self-punishment. You may want to provide time overnight to recover properly.

Wear a slip/camisole/flimsy top that clings to your body. Wear panties but they won't stay on you for very long.

Kneel in front of a large mirror so you can see yourself completely. Being able to see yourself is important as it underscores your miserable depravity... you'll see in a minute.

Slowly pull your left strap down to expose your left breast... pull your panties down to your knees as you kneel. There is something about being partially undressed... mmm

If you have long hair, take your time slowly tying it back. You will need to have it out of the way. Open your mouth and stick your tongue out...

Start by lightly but swiftly slapping your left cheek 10 times. You don't yet want to hurt yourself, you want to warm yourself up because there is much to come... Do the same to your right cheek.

You should be started to accumulate saliva in your mouth... let it drool down to your chest staining your camisole...

Now give yourself a resounding slap across your left cheek. Make sure it stings. Feel it resonate throughout your soul. Look into your eyes as you do this. Do the same to your right cheek.

Again... slowly but firmly. It should hurt.

Tell yourself "I'm a worthless, pathetic whore with no self esteem and dignity... I'm a slut that deserves to be punished..." Be imaginative!

Slap yourself harder now. Left... wait for it to sink in. Then Right...

Again... and again... Left... Right... until you start to feel tears well in your eyes. Now you can seriously slap yourself...

If you are drooling profusely by now, collect some in your hand and use it to slap yourself. It will go everywhere and really underscore your humiliation. What kind of pathetic whore does this to herself?!

When you can no longer take any more... slap yourself really hard a couple of times more - each time now saying degrading things to yourself out loud. This is where it will test your resolve and dedication to degrading yourself. Your face should snap to either side with each strike... and you should be hurting enough to be crying or at least being truly teary...

Stop when you really can't take any more. Be careful to not go too far or you will bruise yourself (trust me... it can happen).

Now edge like the whore you are... ruthlessly... mercilessly. Tell yourself you deserve this. Look at the marks on your face and the tears in your eyes as you edge... feel the shame burn into your soul...

Ohhhhhh.... fuckkkkk!

[nobelisha]

want my hands handcuffed behind me and a ball gag in my mouth while some gross older man has me in his lap, facing away from him as he spreads my legs over his, tugging my panties to the side to show his friends that are crowded around us. want them to unbotton my top while i whine and shake my head as the expose my little tits and they play with my nipples, pinching and tugging and twisting as i cry. want them to trail their old man hands down my body to play with my cunt, spreading open my pussy lips and shoving thier fingers into my cunny hole. i want them to line up and take turns raping me while the man who’s lap im in gropes my bouncing tits and holds me open for them. i want to be used as a play thing, a little whore with holes for fucking, and nothing more.

[nobelisha]

ohhh my god....imagine being in a little private glory hole somewhere - movie theater, adults only arcade, library, erotic bookstore, what have you. almost set up like a photo booth where there's a curtain and a little enclave to duck into. One side for my mouth and one for my holes, so I'm just strapped down to a nice cushy bench in the middle of the two stalls, propped up and presented for use. There's lube, condoms, plugs for popping back into me in between uses. Maybe a list of rules - ' 2 guests per stall at a time ' ' condoms optional ' ' please reinsert plugs after use ' ' 15 minute limit ' - little things like that. Notes about cleaning up after you leave, maybe a little light you can flip on if you want the stranger on the other side of the booth to know you're there, so you can team up and spit roast me.

fuck, and people taking selfies and making videos in there too. Two guys taking a snapshot of themselves making out while they're both buried balls deep in my ruined ass.

girl filming her boyfriend while he pisses down my throat, recording the helpless gags and gulps muffled on the other side of the wall.

a group of friends taking both sides up, one side fisting my cunt and filming it, the other side fucking my mouth and then recording when I start to whimper around the fist so they can sync up their videos later.

someone bringing in an insanely long depth toy and testing it on me - first the mouth side, slipping it deeper and deeper until it reaches my limit and I have to desperately moan and yelp for it to stop, or maybe I have a light I can flip on, too. Finding one of my boundaries is like a little easter egg, where they bro out and hi five each other for maxing me out, and then they pull the dildo free while I gag and gasp and run around to test my ass. That takes much more length, but eventually the light comes on as I'm obviously struggling inside my container, and they slip it free, celebrating just the same as before.

or even, someone just sliding into my throat with their perfectly average cock or strap, but just burying it to the hilt and making me hold it while I gag, progressively harder and harder, drooling and choking on it until I have to tap out because I'm on the verge of fainting.

people adding extra little details throughout the day. Someone clothespins my cunt lips; another visitor shoves a pen into my pisshole to sound me, leaving me twitching tightly around it and squirming all day. maybe yet another person shoves a speculum into one or both of my holes and attaches them to the opening, leaving me locked into place and spread painfully wide for people to shoot their load and piss into. E-stim pads attached to my belly and thighs, with a controller mounted to the wall for people to give me a little e-stim shock to make me jerk and twitch and clench up.

I'd be totally anonymous, and everyone's favorite little secret spot that isn't a secret at all.