nighwing77

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ed5-24-2023

Father God! If you allow me to not have HIV I will Rededicate my LIFE to my family and what is important. In you name I pray amen.

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2-26-2023  7:59PM

TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!!  I made it through the academy!!!!! There was plenty of adventures (and misadventures-lol) but by the grace of God I made it!!! Tomorrow, start my first day back, after having a week off! This will be short and sweet. I have been struggling with revenge and jealousy.  I pray I am able to get this under control. But I all I do know is God is good. And he is faithful! I need to work on my faith. God please be with me as I continue my journey. And I dedicate my work to you. 

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1-8-2023 1:12AM

THANK YOU GOD FOR KEEPING ME! Today at 1:30pm starts my first day at the academy for probation and parole officer! Thank you GOD for blessing me with this opportunity. The last 2 months flew by! I’ve been going to work and learning job. Got a new office in December. It is great! I have been talking to P. Ealy. Don’t know how I feel about that. But I like the light skinned girl J. M. S. heard about her from Mt. Wiggins, then met her during a meeting in Hot Springs. Thanksgiving was good. Christmas was good. Had Collins as a giver for Secret Santa she got me sock. Had Cathy as a getter-got her a Starbucks card. Had Collins as a FTO then switched to Freeman. Freeman and Tolleson took me to lunch at Texas Roadhouse Friday. Tolleson paid! what a pleasant surprise!! GOD I pray I make it through the academy. My pray my mom and son see me make it through. I am nervous. Workded out the last two day in apartment. Just to get my body ready. Finally went to an Aikido class at the library in December. I didn’t go to my mom’s house due to inclement weather on Christmas but we exchanged gifts the week before. Dragonflight is cool-no new classes. Been talking with DR.Jolena the last 2-3 months on blood sugar. It’s been 101-120. Mostly 101. Hope I can get that under control. Hit up Kylie and Nicole on Pof ( Texas girl and Teacher Aquarius). Eric from Birchtree said I had to work a shift at least every 30 days. We will see how that goes. Hope we get off for MLK day. GOD I thank you again, and always for bringing me this far! I pray I make it through this( the training academy), and move on with my life. Direct my steps and I pray I don’t die, or get hurt. I pray no one with me does. Thank you GOD-YOU GET THE GLORY AND PRAISE!!!!!!!

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10-16-2022

Thank you, God for this moment! It’s 9:50pm the night before I start my new job. Weirrrrrd stuff has been happening. Omens? I’m not sure. Said bye to everybody Friday for the most part. “God turned it around” was first song I heard on the Christian radio station. “In the morning”-by Mary Mary was the first song I heard on the black gospel station going into work Friday. Cars followed at exit all last week. And that rarely happens. had a mini food going away. Ate Mcdonald’s breakfast and had Wendy’s and Burget King. Went to Chinese with Littleton Tuesday. And had Larry’s Pizza Friday. I gave a speech! Gave Inmate Coffman some nachos and a drink. Gave Inmate Hannah a hug in the laundry in his office. Told the HAB guys bye. Got dick sucked in the afternoon by the “Mrs.”. Something I reallly did not plan on. In fact, I kind of hate it. But wont let that ruin my day. Been talking to K. Sisco. A thick Caucasian woman. Which is similar to when I became a CO and was talking to the thick white scientist girl in 2015.  Old Wig dog told me about his tryst with his boo Friday. Last song on Friday with Littleton was “Circles” by Post Malone. I had it on then she turned her radio on then it came on. What a coincidence!!! 2 girls hit me up on plenty of fish: Nikki a black girl. And Rhonda a white girl. All this on Friday. A lizard got in my house Saturday when I came back from getting beer and condoms in the morning. Had to call maintenance to get it removed. Song I listened to when I got home Friday was Kanye and Jay-z “Otis”. Didn’t see mom this weekend due to rain. Son finally texted me back. Had sex talk with K. Sisco. And Sunday morning when I woke up toilet was messed up. Oh, by the grace of GOD I got to see Akbar and tell him by Sunday, a blessing! Got level 80 on pvp tonight. Joel Osteen message was “Stay Positive Toward Yourself” and “The True You”. God I dedicate this career move to you. I don’t know where this journey will take me but please direct my steps. THANK YOU GOD FOR BRINGING ME THIS FAR! TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

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10-13-2022-Happy Trails

Here I am on my last to last working in RSVP and the Prison. Sitting here is Littleton and Bowman. What I tried to avoid-lol, but not too bad. Sooo back in March I got on Match.com due to Mr. Kough, the therapist from Birchtree. To pay for it that is. Was on it for a while but a non-paying member. But in March paid for it. Met a woman from Texas, Oklahoma, Tennessee, all over Arkansas. But all misses. Then I met Sloene from Sherwood. A 49 year old and it moved fast. Met on July 13. Then she got a job offer to Forrest City for 97K and I told her to go but she got upset that I didn’t fight with her to stay(sooo crazy).  Saw Landrum for the first time in 10 years. Saw his wife and kids for the first time ever! That was cool. Then I met Jordan. Wow! She was a character. Oh well Sloene accused me of cheating, I wasn’t, and that fell apart, after about a month. Then started talking to Jordan. Took her to lunch at Cheddars and that didn’t go good. Then fell apart after that and the fact she didn’t like me joking about me being a mandatory reporter. Then Stephanie hit me up about did I wanna join her juvenile acting group. It’s like for ugly/fat people who just found out about sex. So took here out in September. WE went to Olive Garden and saw the invitation movie. $110 it cost me for both movie and dinner. Took my mom earlier to Olive Garden when I went to church.  Got stung by a wasp in July on the lip bringing in books from library. Didn’t hurt too bad, but not the most pleasant thing.  And tore up some of the books. That and killing roaches. Had a car accident 1st of August. Rear ended by an old woman in a silver Chrysler 300. Got hit after getting KFC after getting clothes dropped off for pressing. Cute white Italiain cop. Cute mixed bank teller that cashed my check and her white friend. I got HIRED at Benton!! God is good. Found out I got hired while I was getting my brakes checked out since they have been acting funny. That’s been a process. I got offered the job Sept 4th. After having to get all my paper work (Med Express doesn’t do physicals), I start on the 17th of October. Got a nice check from Accident-Dairyland. And a bonus from Birch. And getting another one. Music: Drake and 21 savage, Drake and Dj Khaled, Babyface and Ella mai-and those just in the last 2 weeks. Pharrell and 21 Savage and Tyler the Creator from over the summer. Shows: Sci-fi cartoon on Netflix, Rings of Power, She-Hulk, Stargirl, Star Trek: Lower Decks. Finished Atlanta over summer. And now Atlanta is back out. But my guilty pleasure starting with a episode I saw over Sloene’s house-MIKE AND MOLLY! That is my jam.

Mom is doing good, still trying to sell that land. Slowing down but still as bright as ever. Lost her car window 2 weeks ago. Getting it fixed soon.

Been trying to get in Philander school. Did pretty much all September. Looks like will have to wait to next semester.

Haven’t talked to son as much. He hasn’t really talked to be since I bought some metal dice. I pray he is okay.

Finishing this up from home after doing top and last two lines at work and emailing it to me.

Also started talking to Jennifer Ph from Pof. Went good for 2-3 weeks now fizzled out. She loves some jail dude. But she is a Laotian! Started doing 40 days as daily inspirational 1st of October. 

Started Gratitude Journal.  Been having bumps on my back of head got some shampoo and been using alcohol and neosporin. Was Cancer free when I got checked out on my nuts in June! Pooped in sheet and sent sample for colon cancer Wednesday sent it Thursday at lunch. Got flu shot at last doctor visit when I got poop screening last week. 

Got free groceries July 26th. Guess it was a mistake. still using Tide. Girl I follow on instagram-found her on match-is pregnant. Hope baby is healthy. I think she got arificially inseminated-lol! 

People been hitting me up out the blue the last 2 weeks: TK today talking about warcraft. Sonya yesterday. K. Sisco. 

Thank you GOD for bringing me this far!!

I really hope the LORD directs my steps!!!

God if P/P is YOUR will let it me done and watch over me, thank you for the opportunity!!!!!!

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6/22/2022

GOD IS GOOD! Had a great birthday! The tip of my dick has been tingling for about the last two weeks, but overall I can’t complain. Sooo many bday wishes! Dunbar even hit me up about that “thing” after telling me happy birthday. Kim hit me up, Korey, my Brooo!. Called my mom and opened my card and she sand me “happy, happy birthday..” song. We made plans to go to Olive Garden Sunday. The cool thing was inmate council was closed today so we went and ate pizza at Larry’s! The Littleton’s even paid for mine! Faulkner College sent a link. I will check that out. Overall a good day! Made a Nightborne. Won 1 and lost 1 full games after my very first pvp match being already started. Won on Silverdshard mine.  Thank you God for allowing me to make it this far!!

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6/21/2022

Sooo this is the day before my 45th birthday. Watching the boys show out of order on my firestick. PRAISE GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO MAKE THIS FAR!!! Found out from Littleton we failed audit. Today Dycus told me. May not have a job soon. Really leaning toward Parole officer. Pray God directs my steps. One of the things we failed on the audit was she hired people without degrees. Guess who doesn’t have one-me. Moon Knight was good. Doc Strange was good. Strange New worlds is awesome! I completed the Insurrection quest on wow today. Will get Nightborne for my birthday tomorrow. Writing this on my laptop. Been feeling lost. I read the bible verse of the day in the morning, then Psalms 23 and Proverbs verse of the day daily. Then call mom. Still smoking montclairs. Sonya hit me up, asked if we could be together. I said no. Match was okay but I haven’t found a match. Muni Long another song is dope. Drake and Jack Harlow song is dope. Since my last entry got glasses, after a not so awesome visit. Got tooth fixed. Mayans MC was good. Atlanta was wired. Son is still distant but still text me. He has a good heart. I really do enjoy my relationship with my mom. I love her. She really helped me 2 weeks ago my car was having engine problems. Woolman comitted suicide. That was sad. Brickfest is coming up this weekend. I hope I am going in the right way. Saw Britney Tuggle the other day at Littleton party. It was good to see Boyette and Carter. We got new mentors, and J. Smith went away. The new guy started 2 weeks ago, Mr. Byles. He will be good. Sgt. Parker got married to some jail dude. Been watching Gunner Collective and Company Man on Youtube. Been working every Friday at Birchtree. Mom is gonna take me out Sunday for my bday. I will open the card she gave me tomorrow. Hopefully I get a pay raise next check. I got a really good eval. That was great! We are supposed to get a lump sum payment too. That would be really great!! Davis is helping with parole officer information. Been looking at parole stuff on youtube and prison card stuff. Well that’s my life. Was in 5 hour traffic jam with Raino in front of me the other day too. I pray good watches over me. THANK YOU GOD FOR WATCHING OVER ME!

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4/16/2022

Praise God! I hope this works (like I always say). So lightning round. Sonya got with a black dude that was a felon, but now they are apart. She tried to cheat with me most the time! Mom is doing better but I can see her mental capacity failing. Aunt Karen had a problem with her back rent but it is getting fixed. Concerning World of Warcraft, here are my predictions:  It will be about dragons, 2 new classes-dark ranger(melee and tank) and tinkerer (ranged/tank/healer), and cross faction play( which I have heard about). Music: Sza, hate you; Benny the Butcher, Dua Lipa with Megan the Stallion, Harry Styles, as it was song; Drake album was dope. Pusah T and Jayz single neck and wrist is dope. for hours sung by a girl song is dope. Littleton is in school. Ms. Dycus is very chill. I keep going back and forth on being a parole officer or a teacher or social worker. I am leaning toward a social worker. It’s a rainy day today. Doing laundry and washing my draws I took a crap in. We interviewed a black guy Thursday hope it works out. Mr. Jordan didn’t work out. I walk in with Wiggins and Norton in the morning. They are cool. Carter and Boyette have been gone for a minute. Been smoking Montclair cigarettes-they are 4 dollars. Going to try to apply for Philander. Easter is tomorrow. I work from Mon-Fri. Come home and read Psalms 23, verse of the day ( i start and/or finish it form the morning), and then I listen to a chapter of proverbs. I got some books from the library by mom’s house. tire light still on in car. Need to do taxes hopefully tomorrow. Been talking with son on Sundays after I visit mom. He is getting distant. He is not in school but works a lot. For Lent I cut down on the porn, and I feel better. Had a VA visit and lab work is good, but need to work out more. Moon Knight is going currently. Atlanta show with Donald Glover is going, and is good. Our flag means death is ok on hbo . Young Justice is going and is good. Super Crooks on netflix was good. Upstairs neighbors are noisy. But have quieted down lately. No roaches in a month. Paid of laptop. Finally got new light fixture in bed room. Now dentist for cavity and filling. then new glasses. But first taxes. Got Kul tiran and mechgnome and dark iron dwarf on wow. BEAT COVID!!! I had it end of January. As always God is Good!!! And I pray he directs my steps!!!

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11-12-2021

Well I hope this works. Its Disney plus day today. Got my mom watching Frozen. Mom had surgery 11/2 and went hone same day! Ms. D , my boss, was awesome and let me have off Wednesday-Friday! Mom was in a bad way with that knee. Thursday that same week Sonya C texts me she was “late”. She went to the doctor and it said 4 weeks and 6 days which would put me at our first date on Oct 2nd. Soooo many emotions with that! So she was gonna take care of it, then she didn’t then Sunday she said she lost it. But… I would bet a 100 bucks she is still carrying! Just because she said she would ghost and not tell me she had it. Ms. Lowe didn’t work out for mom. I hate that. But I seriously pray the home nurse and the pt and occupational therapy will. If she can hold on until Thursday. Then again until Thanksgiving!! Well no new music-Drake and Kanye were hot. Travis Scott tripping. This last Veterans Day was really celebrated this year! I pray my mom gets better and pray she really did lose it. You know my heart Lord-I pray you’re with me. Put in for VSR in September. If I get that job it’ll be a game changer! I pray I do !!! Thank you G-D for making a way for me.

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5-8-2021

Well over a year wait between lost this time! Been waiting for over a week to see what my percentage will be. I hope I get 50% or higher. But the reality will be probably 10% to 30%. The waiting has been nerve wracking but beautiful I have to say. Just the hope I have. I keep going back and forth from wanting to be a nurse or teacher in the prison. I pray for direction. So ready to quit my second job! Typing this at 7:56am and about to go in. Its easy but stressful. Been trying to be a Mason. Hopefully that works out. I love my mom and love my son. It does seem that when one is having a good time talking with me the other doesn’t. I will just keep an eye on that. Been talking with Marie since December. I really don’t know where that is going to go. Her brother died Tuesday. It was sad. She snapped on me and I thought it was over. But that’s just her. Shows: Wanda Vision was good. Winter Soldier was good. Hope Loki is good. Been watching Expanse. invincible was good. Watching Solar Opposites and Mayans MC on Hulu. The Burning Crusade is coming May 8th. Music: Brent Faiyaz, SZA, Dojo Cat, Ariana Grande, the weekend, Nas, Jay-z, Dj Khalid, a lot of good music now. Grew a beard during lock down. got a fade now. New dress pants last week. Will Ms Dycus leave and Ronnie take over? Pray I’m in school this fall. Well off to get ready for work. Thank you G_D for all you do For me and my family!

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3-24-2020

Hello! Almost a 6 month wait. Soooo much to say!! Right now the world is reeling from COVID-19. I sinned greatly today and had Ms. R over today like a dummy. Now my nose is running. And my throat has a lump. These are 2 of the symptoms. It’s 2:07am Tuesday. I pray for the world. And I pray for my sin. So much to talk about. G_D is good and in control. I was just saying I miss Haven today. And it looks like I will be listening to it due to long lines at work. Thank you Lord for this time.

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10-15-19

Thank you Lord! For everything!!! So first song I heard on Sunday night slow jams was Kendrick Lamar “Love”. I heard it while talking to Nikki on the phone. Yo, the last 2 months sooooo many old flames have come out of the wood work! The redhead chick, Bri, Dee M, Nikki! All hitting me up it’s wild!! I did read about a month ago on Facebook in Fall everybody’s testosterone is higher. Well had first day at training with people Monday. I was late. Tuesday was better and chicks and dudes were digging my purple shirt and jeans(well the shirt). Rained today. I bought new Gladwell book today at Target. Almost died last night. I spat up phlegm and it almost got stuck in my throat. I had pizza(digornios) after I was already full. I had to go to my car to get some tums! I am reading through Psalms and Proverbs. Hope I am going in the right direction. Thank you G_D!!!

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10-13-19 plus

Got hit by Nikki on PoF-blast from the past! This happened since maybe first of October. Almost got evicted this month because I couldn’t pay until the 9th. Talked to L. Hawkins at Kroger and told her the “light blue “ joke for the first time when I went to pay. I’m off from the prison all next week but I got training all next week. Trying to fix light in bedroom. Thank as always G_D , you get the glory!!!

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10-13-19

G_D GETS ALL THE GLORY! I went to training today. Stopped and got a chicken McGriddle for the first time from old job. Ironic actually. I teared up a bit when I clocked in. Saw my cousin Shelia and her husband Anthony yesterday. They had to stay at the Hampton because the La Quinta smelled bad. I don’t blame them. I parked at the Clinton Library and walked to them. We went to Walkers Soul Food in North Little Rock off Main Street. I had the roast beef and mashed potatoes and cabbage with a grape soda. Then we went and saw Gemini Man with Will Smith at McCain Mall movie theater. It was pretty good, got bad reviews, but I thought it was good. Then we went to Dollar Tree in the area and I ran into Jakki Brewer! She is looking fine as ever. As soon as I got home I hit her up on Facebook and we chatted for a minute. The two white ladies haven’t been speaking with me. But I’m been focusing on Ms. W from the prison. Kanye West is dropping a gospel album called “Jesus is King” soon, supposedly. M. Gladwell has a new book out. I wore purple shirt and khakis to training today. Mom needs a new car. I hope I can get her one. A lot of good music in the last 2 weeks: juvenile and Lil Wayne- ride dat. Drake and Rick Ross -golden roses;Dj Mustard and Roddy-balling. Yesterday or Friday I heard on the radio Sunday night slow jams is coming back! Gonna listen to that tonight!! Been listening to 91.5 Christian station. I like it. God has blessed me, I prayed to be an advisor and work at Birchtree and it’s here. I hope and pray this is a good move. Car rides funny. Lately when I call my son he doesn’t answer but answers text. Says he is taking test. I hope we can get our act together. Thank you God!

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9-29-19-plus

My first likes(hearts) were curiouscuri about a Donald Duck whittling and effyeahTracceeEllisRoss about her purple bikini. Been talking to Jen on Okcupid. Tiffany on PoF. Both white ladies.

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9-29-19

G_D is fantastic!! Had my first week at my new job. Car battery died Friday, so I got a jump from Ms. Reed. My last day in laundry and I was late! My first week was straight. Thursday we had training in Pine Bluff. Rode in Ms. Littleton’s van. She had to get her mom earlier in the week. Rode with Carter, Gaithright . Sat in the front. Training was on transgenderism. Got a battery Friday and oil change at Walmart in Malvern. Bought purple checkered shirt and grey checkered shirt. Along with black cargo pants and brown khakis. Didn’t go to church but called mom Saturday she said she went to emergency room Friday. That worries me. Sunday called kid, but he is taking quiz. So texted him. He is good. Would have worked this weekend if not for job change. Spanish G is sweating me, she started in medical this week on 5-day a week. Ms. P is with muscle dude. Been talking with light eyes a lot lately. Made a boo-boo Friday. Right now listening to juicy by biggie. On my 92.3 old school Sunday. Been watching snowfall and wutang show on Hulu. Thank you got for accepting me as I am. And thank you for allowing me to be in contact with my family. Sent a funny video to ppl and my bro of a black girl acting like a prostitute. Hilarious. I pray I can pay my rent this month. Oh I got the job at Birch! Found out coming back from training in van. Watched Joel Osteen today, “You are not your mistakes”. Good message. Bookmarks on Okcupid is going away. And PoF and Okcupid are both changed now. Thank you G_D for bring me this far. And I pray you keep me now and in the future and guide me in this new endeavor.

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9-22-2019

G_D be with me! I start tomorrow. I’m scared. Car battery has been acting up. I like the Dj Mustard Roddy rich song. And I like senorita song. I food some khakis in my spare room and ironed my red and white polo. I pray my car starts tomorrow. And I pray this is a start to something wonderful. God is a way maker. I love Him. I love my mom, and my son. I pray this is something that makes my family better. God almighty Father, forgive me my sins (especially now) and be with me. In Jesus name I pray.