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thinking about making out with hawks and his scruff tickling your skin when he shifts his mouth down to suck big, wet hickeys against your neck, you pulling at his hair giggling and groaning at the same time, him pulling back with a lazy grin and hooded eyes like "hm"? but when you tell him that his scruff is tickling you, all he does is blink before leaning down to purposefully rub it against your face, making you squeal and try to squirm away but he's fast, way faster than you, so he'd pin you to his side and nuzzle you till you're breathless with laughter, chest heaving --

how he'd go still, relax his hold on you till he's just holding you in his lap, his eyes soft as he watches you.

"what?" you ask, reaching up to thumb at the scraggly bits of hair on his chin.

"nothin'. just... like lookin' at you, that's all."

when you crinkle your nose and try to hide your face, he bends down to tug your arms away, nuzzling his nose against yours with a soft groan, "goddamnit you're so fuckin' cute..." before melding his mouth to yours once more and kissing you deep enough to sting.

when he pulls back this time, both of you are breathless and he's got that dark, half-focused look in his eyes that makes your stomach clench in anticipation -- when he hoists you up into his arms and makes for the bedroom, you loop your arms around his shoulders and all he says is --

"well, let's go see if your thighs are as ticklish as your neck is."

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Hawks: Why do u wear a ring on your wedding finger

Miriko: To scare the men off from my lethal face card.

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even though i hate some of my old work and think its cringey, this is one of the reasons why i don't delete them.

raise a glass to the posts you love that end up deleted. to the fanart and fanfics you lose track of and can’t locate. to the blogs you used to look through that ended up unexpectedly disappearing. to the things you didn’t archive because you always assumed they’d be there.

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LITERALLY HIM.

With how Hawks degrades himself so easily, do you think his first analysis of exploring his sexuality once he realizes how painfully he's attracted to you is to call himself a whore?

He thinks the thought, like ah! And the lightbulb that flashes above his head ends up quickly processed and cemented as utter and complete fact.

Keigo must be a whore. A pervert. A degenerate. That's what this is, right? Staring down at the silky cum that coats his hand after touching himself to the utterly platonic way you touched him first earlier in the day, Keigo assumes that must be what this is.

Clearly, he must be a fucking perv, because only perverts heat up for some reason at their friend simply standing too close to them. Only whores find their hand covering their mouth to conceal the gross, abominable things they're thinking (like kissing. Making out, if he dares to be honest with himself. Possibly even sex in the missionary position.)

Poor thing.

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moments before aizawa hands in his two week notice

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why does a wave of sadness and embarrassment and judgement and low self esteem and self hatered wash over me all at once on a random december night at 2:13AM.

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CHAT I JUST GOT THE BEST HAWKS FIC EVER

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keigos hands are safe. they're better than a cozy blanket on a chilly night. you swear you could spend hours in his arms. weather it's those days you cant stop laughing with him as you're bundled up in his arms or those days you sob into them. they're always so soft, so genuine. so loving. you love his breath. when his chest rises and falls with you laying on top of it. how he drifts off holding you, his arms still keeping you secure in his space. he won't ever loosen his grip.

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have a hawks fanfic in the works, be on the lookouttt

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LOSING A FIC IS THE WORST FEELING EVERR OMG 😭 let's have a sliver of hope it'll magically reappear 🥲 but srsly im so sorry I can imagine it's very frustrating to lose your work like this! I think I'd tweak tf out and throw my laptop across the room 🫠 buts it's ok!! u got this soldier 🫡

I LITERALLUY ALMOST TWEAKED OUT TOO IT WAS SUCH A JUICY FIC :(((( TYY THOOO <<33

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CHAT ITS NO WHERE TO BE FOUNDDDDD😭

its okay my hawks writing skills were just too powerful tumblr didn't want it to be released. 😔

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HEY TUMBLR WHY WHEN I WRITE A VERY NICE DETAILED FANFICTION AND SAVE IT TO MY DRAFTS ITS NOT THERE WHEN I LOOK FOR IT :(

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aot fandom can we PLEASEE leave the mikasa smelly scarf thing in the past i'm tired of lurking into aot and y/n scenarios and the rest of them are all serious then theres just "mikasas dirty scarf" ;/

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PLEASEEE PPL MAKE MORE HAWKS X PRO HERO/SIDEKICK READER

(ik im a fanfic writer but PLEASEE SM ELSE DO IT I HAVE NO TIME FOR THATT)

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please please PLEASEE let me yap about keigos hand placement for a minute!!!!

oh this man is experienced; he knows what he's doing. from placing his hand on your neck to kiss you to holding your waist tightly against him as you sleep, this man does it all. he just loves touching your body, and maybe that's why sometimes a simple hand on your thigh while he's driving leads to you two pulling over at a rest stop...

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hi everyone! I know a lot of you are probably wondering where I've been basically all year. I don't think I've written in months honestly, and it's getting to the point where Tumblr is an app I only use for reading. Now before I worry anyone, I just want to say this isn't me quitting. I've matured a lot and done a lot of soul searching this year. I used to use Tumblr as a way of self-expression, where i'd write poems and endless paragraphs of how I'd feel. Earlier on, these emotions really weren't the best. I'm not gonna get into a lot, but I was very active on this app when I was at my worst. I'm happy to say I'm not in that same space I used to be. These few years i've spent on tumblr have been some of the happiest and honestly, it's been something i'm proud of. Me being in-active for a large majoirty of this year isn't something I view as a bad thing, but a good thing. I used writing fanfictions as a escape from my current reality, and now i'm happy to say i dont have to do that anymore. I've found a lot of peace and happiness, even in the hardest situations. I've decided to run to a higher power instead of hiding in my room and writing for hours. The decrease of my activity is something I can honestly say i'm happy of. I don't have to depend on a false reality i've created in my head and wrote about on this app to keep me satisfied anymore. If anything, i'm happy. This is the best i've ever been, even after a lot of terrible situations. I'm happy. And i'm grateful that this was a place I used as a safe place. Maladative daydreaming is something I've done less and less over the months. I no longer feel like I wasn't meant for this world, and only the one in my head, but I actually love the place i'm at. I've grown a lot, and thats something i'm gratfeul for. This isn't an 'im quitting' and definitely not a goodbye! but as i'm inactive, just know i'm not suffering, but making some of the best memories of my life. I'm gratfeul for everything and everyone this app has given me. Thank you all for your endless patience. I'm so grateful i once had this community as my main source of happiness and coping. I'll probably keep writing since i dont think i'll ever quit (and ill always love my baes hawks and mikasa lol) but just know this is something to be happy about! I love you all and thank you for supporting me over the years!

kachi out <3

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hope you all had a great thanksgiving ! <3