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Please send help, my friend just reignited my Hattercrow lunacy in full force and now I hunger for Jervis forcing Jonathan into the role of his Alice, pls

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Someone I thought was my friend basically stole my money and called me a pedophile because I basically said in an instagram story that I don't think that the "autonomy" of anime girls trump that of real people.

More under the cut for a more longwinded story

Y'all, I didn't even mention it here but like.

I bought something from a friend on instagram, 130 bucks or so over the span of a few months, to save on shipping. My dumb ass considered her a friend - So I paid with friends and family on paypal, so she got the total amount, of course???

Fast forward to me making an instagram story about how I will never understand the outrage at lolicon and such, or that people call it "animated childporn". I stated that it was not the same, that a drawing will never grow up or be able to consent, that it is just A DRAWING. it cannot be harmed. It is not the same as children being exploited.

I will never see a dude jorking it to loli as a reprehensible, unforgivable act when NO ONE WAS HARMED?

I made an instagram story summarizing these thoughts.

My friend sent me a message while I was asleep, saying that she wanted no further contact with me because of these posts, that I had often made her uncomfortable, that I should "read the room" when she had a boyfriend, and that I often said things that were out of line and that I should know better, cuz I am older than her.

Never once, despite me asking if certain jokes are okay, has she told me a joke or boundary was crossed. She put heart emojis on my comments or laughed.

Never once have I said more than, "You're always so pretty 😮❤️!" When someone I considered a friend would post selfies.

Putting the blame on me for being 30 when you're 26 years old is absolutely fucking stupid, and I would have refrained from giving very tame compliments if I knew - Had I been given a HINT that they were unwanted.

After calling me a pedophile, adding a rainbow emoji, and now has all the shit I bought from her and my naive ass sent the money in a way that prevents me from recovering that money. She also made sure to tell me that the doll she'd helped me buy was disgusting, in liu of my instagram story and how I was clearly a pedo ☠️...

I'm obviously upset about the money, but I can't do anything about that - But I'm more upset that she basically reignited the fear that I can never ask too many questions, and that even when people say things are fine, they're lying. That I can feel comfortable and suddenly I'm going to be told that this entire time I've made someone incredibly uncomfortable, or that they felt like I was apparently flirting?? And despite occassionally having talks about this exact issue, they never let me in on these things.

And why did this entire incident get set off?

Because I said, in a huffy hissyfit that I will never believe that fucking anime girls have the same rights as real humans.

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was it u with s series where a innocent girl lets her dad play with her thinking it’s s gene and when she cum she think it’s pee?

I don't think I understand this question, but I'm gonna go ahead and say ~no~ ?

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the cool lesbian aunt/loser bi nephew duo of all freaking time whaaaat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

based on the new funkos ahaha :)

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I was pretty upset, was having a little bit of a meltdown but my favourite streamerman was making a bit about Watto trying to prevent Anakin from shoving a marble into his urethra and I feel distracted. Not better, but adequately distracted in a positive way.

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I did a bunch of sick Grimsley this week.

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It's time.

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Ewww get the goddamn Game Grumps off of my youtube recommends 😭

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Does anyone want to talk shit and help distract me from an overwhelming amount of existential dread and shattered dreams 🥹???

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jason todd being a crier is important to me somewhere fundamental right up between my heart and my lungs.

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2023 is the year of beef characters.

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average roy harper being based moment

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Okay I know that AI bad and I won't actually use it because??? Just no.

However.

When you're into rarepairs and want to read something you didn't write yourself (without having to give yourself amnesia) I understand and sympathise with the desire to ask an ai to cook something up for you.

It's all fine and dandy to go "Why should I read it if you didn't want to write it", but sometimes people also just wish to read something another person made??? Like. They wanna read something someone else thought off, and AI isn't that, but I understand it.

As someone who fucks with rarepairs or just kinks not often associated with certain characters, I get it???

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Sometimes I'll see people dissing a kink in fanfiction because, "omg that can't happen in real life??" And it's like.

YEAH? THAT'S WHY IT'S HOT. WHAT IF IT COULD?