netsuijae

[netsuijae]

hi im still busy w life shit and drawings been realll slow,,,, sorry ive been pretty inactive here

idk when ill get back to regular posting, could be a while longer :((

i know i missed mizuena week and im so sad that i did but mannnn shits been rough,, i wanted to do it but i never found the time to </3

mizu6 is coming soon maybe ill draw something for that who knows ashgdhdthdgrh

trust me i wanna get back on the drawing grind too. just gotta take care of big adult shit sigh

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needed to do this rq

ref and bonus:

ill work on something serious next (⁠´⁠ε⁠｀⁠ ⁠)

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so um. bake no hana choreography shot me 1003 times

idk if anyone saw the bit of preamble before the song, but they sent her back to the fucking trenches like. youre lookin a lil too happy, remember your trauma?

this one gets its own image cus i like it :3

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hello little people in my phone its me again

just giving an update since arts been slow </3

im not in art block, but i have a busy schedule in my personal life and ive been feeling burnt out from it, and as such i havent had much time or energy to draw. i did have some requests to get to in my inbox but im not even sure if i can finish them all, at least not any time soon. i have other things i really want to get to draw too, but im hardly drawing anything as it goes currently. which sucks cus not only am i not practicing, im getting behind on things i wanted to do, like a dtiys or two, mzen week, and some of my own ideas too. and i eventually wanna have time to open commissions, but i certainly am not in any position to do that as it stands,,,

basically shit sucks and thats why posting is slow rn :P hopefully ill get things sorted out soon and have more time for things i enjoy :,)

anyways theres my lil update,,, i dont like just disappearring without reason, i wanna communicate what im up to for anyone wondering xP

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childhood friends mzen au :3

baby ena finally made an appearance and i locked tf in

also i hc that ena would be taller than mizuki when they're kids x3 then ofc mizuki rubs it in when ena's the short one

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Too shy to say this off of anon but I really appreciate the fact you draw Kanade with self-harm scars. It's just a small detail but it resonates with me and it's kind of.. comforting? Idk if that's the right word but it feels similar to that. Thank you for making such amazing artwork

awww im glad!!! i was nervous at first about sharing that kind of stuff, but art is supposed to be about expression anyway. and i relate to kanade in a lot of ways so i project on her a lot lol,, she does also (unintentionally?) self harm in her story, although in other ways like refusing to eat or sleep until she's satisfied with her work. theres also been a couple nods to SH but ofc its nothing they can make canon in a game like this, so its just something i headcanon instead.

anyways though im glad its well received!! im happy it could make you feel seen, and thank you for the kind words and support, it means a lot :)))

take care anon!!

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We can give requests??

If so, can you draw mzen first kiss?

posting twice in a day for this cus i needed to get this out immediately ADHFHGSKJDGHDS

i also drew this based off the prev request as a sequence of events :3 part of me wanted to fully connect the two but thats a whole fanfic atp (and im not drawing allat)

i tried to do that head shake thing like that one drawing trend but idk if it looks right lol

(not taking new requests, sorry!!)

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mzen lose their nightcord passwords

this has great fic potential

not sure if this was what anon had in mind but this is what i came up with :P

got more mzen requests in store, stay tuned o(^▽^)o

(not taking new requests, sorry!!)

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kanadoom come quickly, waiting for kanacrashout etc etc u already know

uncensored below cut (tw: sh scars)

i had a song in mind for this but might save it for when i start posting on insta cus thats a nice feature there, ik i can technically do it here but its not the same :P

btw im getting to the requests dont worry <3 just getting this out first

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okay im gonna try to get thru all the ones i already got, but starting now im closing requests for the time being!! i received a lot of cute ideas but im gonna be working on these the next several weeks (⁠٥⁠↼⁠_⁠↼⁠)

after i finish them, im considering opening commissions if people want anything more from me lol xP

YES ABSOLUTELY

i will get on this soon mwahahaha

and yes i take requests but only if i like the idea lol, i wont just draw anything for free lolsies

mizuena requests are always welcome cus i love drawing them ofc :3

ill answer this when i post the art, this is just a screenshot lolll

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You were not kidding when you said Ena's THE number one yearner

shes been chasing that girl since secret distance dude. she became obsessed with helping mizuki and always wanted to see her smile and have fun. and after mizuena5, she absolutely adores that smile of hers. of course shes gonna get caught staring like an idiot (NOT EVEN THE FIRST TIME SHES DONE THAT BTW)

shes been yearning for ages, shes just gotten worse at hiding it. i see the way u look at her... 🏳️‍🌈

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How you feel about the pjsk anthology chapter

they cant keep getting away with this WHAT

enas caught staring like the gay loser she is (SMILING AND BLUSHING TOO)

mizuki says like, "could it be... that I'm just too cute?"

so they've graduated from teased to flirting now ALRIGHT

they're so fkn obvious

anyways to answer uhhh i flipped tf out THEYRE LITERALLY NOT EVEN HIDING IT nothing abt this is platonic bro

edit: almost forgot this part too

mizuki sings something to cheer ena up i think? but girl that reaction PLEASE

yuri sparkles and blushing dude. only ena btw nobody else. ok

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IS EVERYONE JUST FINDING OUT I TAKE REQUESTS LOL

got a lil flood of requests all the sudden but they're all great ideas so ill get to them :3

gimme some time to cook though i draw slow lol

but thank u for the requests, it gives me something to draw and especially helps when im stumped and out of ideas :,)

YES ABSOLUTELY

i will get on this soon mwahahaha

and yes i take requests but only if i like the idea lol, i wont just draw anything for free lolsies

mizuena requests are always welcome cus i love drawing them ofc :3

ill answer this when i post the art, this is just a screenshot lolll

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YES ABSOLUTELY

i will get on this soon mwahahaha

and yes i take requests but only if i like the idea lol, i wont just draw anything for free lolsies

mizuena requests are always welcome cus i love drawing them ofc :3

ill answer this when i post the art, this is just a screenshot lolll

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absolutely love your art. may i request mizuena sleepy snuggles? :3

sleepy mzen as requested :3

mostly ena being the sleepy one cus canon

thank you for the most enjoyable request and for the sweet comment :)

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USERNAME CHANGE!!

just letting you guys know im gonna be changing my username soon! im thinking of starting up an instagram page soon and i wanted a different username before i did that. i decided i didn't really want to stick with jaydenism as i continue my art journey.

jaydenism → netsuijae

also i dont plan on leaving tumblr dont worry :3 i love it here lol

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hymn to the decadent life if it was covered by niigo!

i had a lot of fun making this and did way more with the editing than usual. hope you guys enjoy!

notes on the line distribution:

"how are you these days? is there anything you want to do?" - mafuyu not knowing anything about herself

"i've got more unread notifications" - in the ribbon story ena's sprial into depression is punctuated by constant notification sounds

"it's a lie, i can see through you" - what mizuki imagines others thinking about her gender presentation

"yes, yes, it's all my fault" - mafuyu feeling responsible for her mother’s emotions, kanade feeling responsible for her father's illness

when i got to the second verse/chorus i wanted to give every line to mizuki. but alas

"ah, should i turn up any longer?" - ena quitting her art class

"this is the result of running, running, and running" - literally the black screen monologue at the end of mizu5

"there's nothing i can do to save myself" - a twist on kanade always trying to save others

"don't look at me with eyes like that" - nani sono me yappa sono me

"my brain is emptiness" - empty sekai creator mafuyu asahina

"i'm disgusting, right?" - mizuki's internalized transphobia, ena's shame about needing attention

yes i gave an entire chorus to mizuena, if heat abnormal can do it so can i

"goodbye to everything in this world" - very similar to "konna sekai to bye bye bye bye" from infinitely gray

"the sky is upside down. it's beautiful, isn't it?" - lovely poignant lyric that i can just hear in ena's voice

"this song that never stops ringing" - metaphor for kanade's endless self destructive mission