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Words from light of love by Florence + the machine stitched onto fabric
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I loved him and he wanted me dead and it really hurts again
#i wish it'd at least helped him#if it made him happy i would have dug my heart out of my chest for him myself but#he's still so sad. he still lets no one close.#and now i'm alone too#pers tag
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Lorna Shore — Pain Remains I: Dancing Like Flames.
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Franz Kafka, from a letter to Felice Bauer written in 1912, featured in Letters To Felice
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Angel's telling me I don't need to be grateful for what's still below the bare minimum but...things could have been so much worse. If it hadn't been C, I would have been easy pickings for someone with different kind of motives.
#probably a teacher or someone in the ranks#i still get scared my memory's going to fill in more blanks and i'll uncover something#pers tag
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baring your teeth behind your smile
#knew he didn't love me but i suppose i thought he cared#knew he looked down on me for my upbringing but. maybe it was more than that#i was never special like him and some of the others#the only one who ever saw me for myself instead of my position or what i could do for you#except not because it was all an act#it was about that. just in the opposite way than with most people#how do i even begin processing that#it's a new life now but how do i get over it#and i still need to hide all my feelings most of the time because no one wants to deal with the baggage#so it's not really even that different#wish he was here. i always felt special with him even though i knew i wasn't#pers tag
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The one thing I do have going for me is I'm much better at hiding my emotional state than Angel is!
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A part of me keeps saying I should be grateful he never did any worse. I was such an easy target and he could've talked me into damn near anything. The lengths I would have gone to if he'd said the word eat away at me. Instead he always treated me like a friend, all the way to the end.
But goddamn it still hurts
#yes i suppose he was a little mean sometimes but that's just the way he is. it was never to hurt me#he could have done so much worse#he could have taken advantage in so many ways#but i almost wish he had because maybe then i could at least get angry. maybe then i could find a way to go on without him#pers tag
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Yrsa Daley-Ward, from bone; “waiting for the check to clear”
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Michael Cunningham, The Hours
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Margartia Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from Rien ne va plus
[Text ID: “you still eat away at me, more and more, insatiably. I’m stupid, I let you do it. But you’re stupid, too. You don’t realize that by eating me you’re poisoning yourself,”]
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