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List of character flaws that could make a funny original character (OC) even more entertaining

Chronic clumsiness: Tripping, stumbling, and knocking things over with comedic regularity.

Absurdly bad luck: Experiencing a series of comically unfortunate events.

Exaggerated laziness: Finding increasingly creative ways to avoid doing any work.

Uncontrollable laughter: Breaking into fits of giggles at the most inappropriate moments.

Inability to keep a secret: Accidentally blurting out confidential information or gossip.

Extreme forgetfulness: Frequently losing belongings or forgetting important appointments.

Obsessive-compulsive quirks: Engaging in peculiar rituals or behaviors for no apparent reason.

Social awkwardness: Saying and doing the most cringeworthy things in social situations.

Over-the-top dramatics: Reacting melodramatically to even the smallest of inconveniences.

Excessive talkativeness: Rambling on endlessly without realizing they've lost their audience.

Compulsive lying: Fabricating outlandish stories to impress others or get out of trouble.

Food obsession: Constantly eating or talking about food, even in inappropriate contexts.

Nervous tics: Displaying quirky mannerisms or habits when feeling anxious.

Paranoid tendencies: Jumping to wild conclusions and imagining elaborate conspiracy theories.

Uncontrollable curiosity: Snooping around and getting into trouble due to a relentless need to know.

Over-the-top superstitions: Believing in absurd lucky charms or rituals.

Excessive hypochondria: Constantly diagnosing themselves with imaginary illnesses.

Silly phobias: Fearing utterly ridiculous things, like rubber ducks or clowns.

Inability to tell time: Consistently running late or showing up at bizarre hours.

Ridiculous fashion sense: Sporting outrageous outfits or hairstyles that defy all logic.

These flaws can turn your funny OC into a lovably eccentric character, bringing humor and charm to any story or situation they find themselves in.

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I'm fine. (I'm past my fucking limit.)

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'Why do you have to think about how old you are?'

Because I'm still trying to heal an 11 year old child trying to accept themself, still trying to survive day by day. I'm trying to heal that kid who was painfully awkward, I'm constantly stuck in the fear that kid felt. I'm still that scared kid, still that kid who has to fight to get up everyday. I'm that kid who shuts down when yelled at and holds grudges for things that seem insignificant. I have to think about what year I'm in and what day it is because sometimes I still feel like the whole world is against me just like it was all those years ago, beating down on an already crippled child. I'm still that twelve year old because I haven't healed from everything in my past and I'm working on it. I'm sorry I have to think about how old I am, the years are passing me as fast as they can while I heal so very slowly, it's like time knows how I feel about all this wasted time. I could be writing a book, painting beautiful things, making myself known but I'm stuck healing that broken child instead. Coaxing it out from the closet and hugging it when they're hurt.

I know I'm years older, more mature and a different person but I still freeze when someone makes fun of my stutter or pronunciation I hold grudges still because I never got apologies nor was I able to get back at them. I'm sorry I'm still 10 years old trying to silently get over my tattered mind and soul. So I hope you let me take a few moments to remember how much I've been through, how many failed attempts I've gotten through so I can remember how old I am.

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I have loathed our very existence, year after year or ultimately all the negative days I've had or made. So in our prime so ready to order others around, try to understand death or love or family, is it really your fault if our parents fucked us up, if the generations before caused this pain and misery

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Sometimes you have to breathe through the pain, turn the music up higher, and distract yourself with random useless stuff.

It's ok to sleep a bit longer in the morning, it's ok to forget that you shouldve showered today. It's ok if you lay in bed all day or didn't do any homework. As long as your heart beats. As long as you take another breath and continue living

Because even when you take a deep painful breath it lets you stay another day to see the snow. Let's you have another day to pick flowers and press them, let's you inhale fresh air with a no longer heavy chest. That breathe lets you read books in the sun, let's you make bad decisions, it will let you scream lyrics with emotion, eat ice cream in the winter, go meet up with friends or loved ones. It lets you create and bring love to others, that extra breath lets you discover new things and maybe you'll find something to hold on for, for just a bit longer.

So even if it's hard to take a deep breath, through the pain and heaviness, take another and another and one more if it helps, until it's easy to breathe again.