mymomthoughtiwasagirlforyears

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I have no unanswered texts left? well, it’s time to ignore everyone for the next three days so the texts accumulate again and I can feel wanted again

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I fucking love falling down rabbit holes on youtube shorts

now I’m overly confident that I could shear a sheep if I really wanted

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thought about how cool and sexy it’d be I was allowed to get on hrt, 10 dead, 28 wounded

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ah yes, another day of wondering if everyone secretly hates me for reasons to me unknown or if I’m just way too dramatic

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just received an email of my teacher apologising to me that he hadn’t think of listing his pronouns during introductions after I sent him a message about my preferred ones

I’m literally crying

was this always possible? and like… so easy??

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the masc urge to go nonverbal to see if anyone even notices

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what is a yapper supposed to do when their audience is a bunch of uninteresting idiots

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fuck I think I didn’t quicksave after coming out guys, my parents acting like it didn’t happen

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I’m a writer which means I haven’t touched that one google doc in months

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yeahhh I’ll remember it and write it down tomorrow. NO! YOU WILL DO NO A SUCH THING! YOU’RE ACTIVELY FORGETTING IT AS WE SPEAK!

WRITE. IT. DOWN. NOW.

This is why I keep a notebook next to my bed!!!!!! Also why I have insomnia...

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so looks like empathy is a dlc some of yall didn’t bother to get huh

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finally, I’m mentally stable (starts listening to lana del rey again)

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new year, new me (everything is exactly the same, nothing will ever change, I’ll rot in my room until the end of time)

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I was not meant to sit behind a wheel, it’s unnatural for me

I should’ve been a moss growing in a forest

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gays, I fucked up

I my lucky rainbow socks I bought during pride, nothing can go wrong

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in my lucky rainbow socks I bought during pride, nothing can go wrong

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romanticising my darkest moments is my coping mechanism actually, your honour

and I’d like to thank songs from lana del rey for making that possible